Arguments and Realizations
I have never written anything before – should be interesting. Any comments would be helpful.
I don't own anything – just borrowing a few of my favorite characters for a while
Staring up at the ceiling in the tent, going over the newest row that Ron and I currently are having... Who can cook anything decent with those ingredients – does he appreciate I even tried? Nooooo, he just gripes that it isn't his mothers cooking – well Laaa deee friggin daaa – I don't cook like his Mum, he needs to either appreciate it or do it himself. I'm through – no more trying to appease and adore that spoiled brat.
THIS. IS. JUST. STUPID. What girl in her right mind pines after a bloke for 6 very long, frustrating years without a hint that he even may like her back. Seriously, do I even want to degrade myself with someone that has been sucking on Lavender's face? He's…. clueless, dumb, egotistical, and well… just…. Barmy.
I'm smart, not totally hideous – heck even McLaggen wanted me. Uggghhh… this again is just stupid. The only guy I really felt pretty with was Krum. He called be beautiful, smart and wonderful…. Maybe I should owl him when this is all said and done, see if maybe he wants to strike up a friendship, possibly even a relationship again. He's hot, he's available, doesn't treat me like dirt, realizes I'm a girl and seems to like how I look and for some odd reason loves my hair… He treated me like a princess, how could I forget something like that. At Bill and Fluers wedding he was. Attentive, Gentlemanly, and dare I say even interested?
Maybe I was looking so long at one person and I wasn't truly looking at the man standing in front of me… I saw something in his eyes at the wedding, something I don't believe I want to give up… ever. I want someone to look at me like that every day, to encourage me, make me laugh. I had everything in those arms and I am going to live through this and make sure that I make it back to those arms again.