As much as I enjoy seeing my friends happy with their boyfriends, I don't want one. Why?

It started back when I was going out with Luis. We were happy together until I faced so many problems and things started falling apart. A girl was named Maria was talking to Luis often and kept closing the gap between them. I was filled with jealously as we finally broke up.

My heart was filled with pain and I felt like I couldn't breathe. As soon as the words got out of his mouth, tears filled up in my eyes. I screamed and hit at him as tears kept falling down my face. As I couldn't bare it anymore, I ran far from him. The sky started getting cloudy, it started raining. It was little droplets, but the rain kept getting harder and more rain drops fell.

I didn't care who looked at me or saw me soaked from the rain. I was just so hurt that I couldn't careless because of so intense pain I felt at the moment. Tears still fell from my face but no one noticed because the rain was falling down as well. I bumped into someone and said sorry. As I was going, he gripped my hand and I looked to see who it was. It wasn't the first person I would go to but I knew who it was. It was Jacob staring at me with curious eyes. "Why are you outside in the hard rain right now?" He asked.

I just shook my head and tried to get Jacob to release his grip. He didn't and held it firmer than before. I stared straight into his dark brown eyes. He knew something was wrong and wouldn't let go until he knew what was going on. He gripped my hand and started dragging me to his house. At first I protested, but I thought about it and let him drag me. He was getting his keys out of his pocket and opened the door to his house. He closed the door and ran upstairs before coming back down with towels and some new clothes. "You should dry yourself and wear these or else you'll get sick." Jacob said as he handed me the clothing and towels. "Thank you… Jacob." I said in a small voice.

He just nodded and told me where his bathroom is so I can take a shower and change. I closed the door and locked it before getting into the shower. I turned on the water and make sure it was warm enough before getting in. It felt a little strange for a few seconds but it felt nice after you get use to it. I turned off the water and got out to dry myself. As I was drying my hair, I remembered what happened today. I trembled and nearly fell to the floor as my legs felt like rubber. I tried to get the thought out of my head and put my clothes on. I went down stairs with the new clothes Jacob gave to me.

He was down stairs in the kitchen making something because I couldn't see since he has his back behind him. As I was getting down stairs, Jacob turned and saw me. He smiled and I smiled back because he was so sweet and was always like my brother. "I'm sorry for troubling you so much Jacob." I said in a low voice. "It's okay. What happened to you? Why were you walking like that in the rain? You know you could catch a cold." He said.

I felt like crying right there and then but I managed to hold myself back. "Here have some hot chocolate before telling me. Maybe it'll make you feel better." As he handed me a cup of hot chocolate and I just thanked him before he lead me to the table to sit and drink. He sat beside me waiting for me to tell him what happened. I explained the story to him and he clenched his fists. "Dammit… I'm sorry Kimberly. I wish I was there to beat him up right there." He said angrily. "It's fine… I just feel so heartbroken at the moment." I said as I started crying. I didn't want to cry in front of Jacob but I couldn't help it anymore. He saw this and his eyes softened a bit and stood up to hold me. I leaned on his chest and sobbed. I started calming down after 10 minutes which seemed like hours to me.

"You shouldn't cry over a guy like him. He doesn't deserve you." He said after I calmed down a bit more. I just looked up at him and said "You always say that." I slightly giggled and wiped the rest of the tears away. Jacob was always there for me no matter what. I was glad but it's sad we can't see each other more brothers and sisters. "Anyways, I got to go now. I'm sorry for so much trouble today." I said to Jacob as I got up to get the clothes that were soaked from the rain.

"It's okay. Though are you sure you want to go? It's still raining outside you know." He said as he went over and rested on the couch. "I'm pretty sure Jacob. I have to get home." I said to him as I took one of his jackets. He doesn't really care if I take his sweater since I always end up taking it from him anyways. "See you around Jake." I said and smiled at him. "See you." He said as he closed the door.

I put on Jacob's sweater and started walking towards my house. I was feeling a bit better and didn't remember much about Luis. I was walking for 20-30 minutes before reaching my house and saw someone standing there. I walked up to the steps and realized who it was. It was Luis standing there waiting for me. I clenched my fists and went up to him to say "What do you want?!" He turned and looks like he was waiting there for a while. "I was waiting for you but your mom said you weren't home." I just glared at him and replied "Oh really now? I don't care. Get out of here!" He just stood there and stared at me with emotions I couldn't make out.

"I'm sorry Kimberly. I know you hate me but… I just only wanted to be apart for a while. I'm sure you understand this, right?" As he tried to take my hand in his but I only slapped it away. "I don't want to see you!" I screamed at him. As I was planning to walk away, he gripped my hand, made me turn, and I felt lips on mine. I tried to push him away but he pushed me up against the wall while my hands were above my head. I tried to struggle to get away from his grip but it was too strong. So I bit his lip until it started bleeding.

His grip became weak enough that I was able to push him off, and slap him. "How dare you?! What am I to you?!" I screamed at him as tears started coming down my cheeks. I went inside my house, ran into my room, and locked it. I went to my bed, hid my face in the pillow, and began crying even more.

Luis wiped the blood off his lip and decided to go home. 'Are you happy now? Are you happy that I'm no longer with her?!' He said inside his own mind. It wasn't that he wanted to break up with Kimberly but it was his mother that wanted him to break up with her. As tears streamed down his face, he went home and locked himself up his room. He regretted it but his mom would kill herself if he didn't listen to her. As regret consumed him, he couldn't help but yell in anger.

A/N: Hey guys! This is a new story that I thought might interest you guys too! Sorry if it's not good but I tried and it's sort of true and fake so yeah... I just hope you enjoy it!