Hi all, this is my first fanfic, in fact the first story I have ever written. So please forgive me if it's not so good. Also in this whole story, I have taken small portions from other parts of HIMYM. Do rate and review the story. Please mention the improvements in the story.

Robin was in Marshall and Lily's room, taking photographs of Lily and Marshall sleeping with their baby Marvin, and suddenly they heard the door and all of them went to the hall. It was Barney and Quinn. They seemed very happy. This made Robin's stomach swirl.

"Guys we have something to tell you" Barney said in excitement. "8 or higher bro" blurted Marshall. "We're engaged!" screamed Barney. Robin couldn't believe what she heard. It seemed as if the whole world around her just came crashing down. She wanted to be happy for Barney being engaged, but she really wasn't. How could she be, when the man she still was in love with was engaged to another woman. So she just faked a smile that she was happy for him and Quinn. It hurt her even more when he asked her if she felt ok. She lied. She said she was fine. But her heart kept telling her to say whatever she thought, whatever she felt. She really wanted to be alone, so she snuck up on to the roof, and pulled out a cigarette, and kept puffing the smoke off the cigarette, tears dropping from her eyes, thinking about all the things that had happened just 5 minutes ago.

"Sweetie, are you ok?" Lily asked Robin on the roof. Robin was shocked, wiping her tears, she turned back. Somehow Lily had thought that she would be here. "Yes, I'm fine" replied Robin. "Well you sure don't look like that. Is it because of Barney and his engagement?". "What? No…no…. Barney…Why would I….Not at all. I'm really happy for him…", Robin said, stuttering. "Are you sure you are fine?" asked Lily. "Yes Lily I'm fine". "I just wanted to have a cigarette. So I came up here". She felt Lily would realize that she was not happy, but Lily seemed to be Ok with it. After all, Lily was really tired, after taking care of Marvin all the time. She wanted a good night's sleep, so she didn't seem to notice Robin's teary eyes. "Ok. You know if you want to talk about anything, I'm always there, and come back in as soon as you finish with that cigarette. It's freezing out here".

Robin really wanted to tell someone how she felt, and she felt Lily would be a suitable person to tell this to. So while Lily was walking back, she said in a high, crying tone, looking down "It's only been 5 months since they started dating".

I know this is short, but I will continue the next chapters in the coming days. I have the whole story planned out, so it shouldn't take a long time to write the remaining chapters.