"Every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you, I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise"

- Lana Del Rey 'Dark Paradise'

(Kayla)

I giggled at the sight of Will & Sam, shoving their chopsticks up their noses. Will's mom invited everyone over for takeout, and it was just what I needed. Things were getting a bit too much at home. Dad was out with his business partners as usual, and mom didn't bother to spend any time with me. She was more focused on herself to give me the time of day. There were times where my father was just beginning his career as a rookie, but now since he's aware of things now, money seemed to be the only thing that was important.

"Where's your parents?" Will suddenly asked, stuffing his mouth with another egg roll.

"Dad's at work as usual, and mom's just..." I paused, not knowing exactly what to say.

Dink & Sam exchanged looks, as Will already knew.

"Forget I asked, how about we watch a few films in my room?" Will suggested.

I nodded, as Dink & Sam shook their heads.

"It's Max's christening tonight, and mom told me I HAVE to be there on time." Sam said with an eye roll.

"And I have to attend my cousin, Aaron birthday party." Dink added.

Will turned towards me.

"So, I guess its just you & me, Morgan." He winked.

"I'm not complaining.." I stood up from my seat on the recliner, placing a peck on his lips.

I wrapped Will's orange duvet more closer around our bodies, as I laid my head on his chest. It was always nice to watch movies with him. Mainly because I just want to have it to cuddle with him, and he gets so into the movie.

"No, Jennifer, get back in bed!" He shrieked.

I chuckled.

"Will, its Jennifer Lopez, but her character name is Slim." I corrected.

"That's not really important right now. The sicko dad is about to get into the house!" Will exclaimed, making me laugh.

I guess it was nice to suggest Enough.

"I'll be in the bathroom, movie fanatic." I teased.

"Don't tease me, woman!" He replied.

I rolled my eyes and walked into his bathroom, and paused when I saw my reflection in the mirror. Every morning I try my hardest to avoid making contact with it, but now I was looking and there was no turning back. My hands instantly fell to my sides and started to pinch the skin. All I felt was complete fat. Mom was right...I was a worthless piece of trash.

"You're beautiful."

I jumped at the sound of Will's voice from the bathroom doorway, sighing at his statement.

"That's completely false." I laughed.

Will walked into the bathroom and stood behind me.

"No it's not, Kayla. Everything about you is beautiful, and i'm always going to think that."

His hands wrapped around my waist, making my heart flutter. We've been dating for a month and I still get butterflies when he hugs me.

"I just want you to know you're beautiful." He whispered in my ear, making me close my eyes.

I tried to do that as well, but could never get my head wrapped around the thought.

"It's not like I want to think badly of myself. It's just, things are tough at home." I mumbled.

"Like your mom?" He questioned.

I froze, slowly turning around to face him.

"How did you k-"

"I been around yours a lot, and your mom seems...controlling." Will stated.

My hands rest on top of his, that were still on my waist and I looked up at him, tears now in my eyes.

"She used to be so supportive and loving before, but now its like caring for me is a job, and I hate it, Will. Then, she calls me all types of names and..it just hurts, Will..it hurts." I cried, resting my head on his chest.

"Don't listen to any of that, Kayla." He said softly, lighting stroking a strand of my hair.

"It's hard not to." I said quietly.

It was silent for a bit, a peaceful silence. Until Will broke it.

"How about we try this..." He got out his phone and started typing, as I looked at him puzzled.

Once he stopped he looked towards me, and sure enough, my phone started ringing.

I took my phone out of my pocket and opened the message, having it read :

1. I love your eyes

My cheeks quickly started to turn the color scarlet, and I looked up at him.

"What's this?" I asked.

"Everyday i'm going to text you all the things I love about you. My goal is to get to 100..and i'm sure i'll achieve it." He smiled.

"Nothing's impossible." I grinned.

He chuckled and bent down to give me a long kiss, before pulling me back into his embrace.