A/N: Hey guys! If you don't follow me on Tumblr (or even if you do) you probably wouldn't know that my computer had died on me about 4 months ago so that's why I took a break on posting new stories for a while as I uploaded/posted the last few chapters of Lock And Key (uploaded through my iPad) but now, I got a new laptop for Christmas and as I was taking my "break" I started writing this story which is already done so I should post 2/3 times a week depending. I hope you all enjoy this, this story is different from the rest and you are a faithful reader then you'll see why as/when you read. I hope that you all enjoy it and please leave reviews and comments telling me what you think/how you feel!

Pairings: MAINLY Stefonnie (Stefan/Bonnie) but there is Bamon (Damon/Bonnie)!

FYI: When you see the horizontal line that means that what's in between the lines is a flashback, there will be a horizontal line before and at the end of the flashback (what you're about to read is a flashback) (there will be one flashback per chapter).

Stefan couldn't keep his mouth closed if he tried. Just staring at her beauty and her mysterious eyes and her perfect mouth and oh-so soft lips. He was going to tell her today, he couldn't wait any longer and for the first time since they've been dating he couldn't wait for the check to come.

He remembers staring at her this exact same way almost a year ago in the cafeteria at school. She had no idea who he was, but he made sure to know as much about her as he could from his friends that shared the same classes with her. From what he gathered, she was outgoing and very smart. She loves to sing and dance and write which was something that they had in common. He was going to write her a poem but his buddies told him that his idea was stupid so instead he just walked up to her and asked her out. Her rejection crushed him but his dad told him to give her some time then ask her again. When the time came to ask her again, she agreed but only if they go as friends but little did she know Stefan would've given her her first kiss at age eleven. It was at the end of their date at the park and Stefan walked her home then just planted one on her. Her eyes went wide once their lips disconnected and he almost felt like he made a mistake but he saw her blush slightly and soon a smile was wide on her face. He kissed her cheek this time having her warm skin heat his lips then he casually walked away. A kick was to his step, and the next day she sat beside him at lunch.

Fast forward a year later they were still going strong, both of them in their first official relationship and Stefan knows for sure that he's going to marry this one, definitely not any time soon, but she was the one. They held hands as he was walking her back to her house and he wished that he had a car but knew if he behaved well enough his parents would buy him one for his sixteenth birthday. He really wished that he had a car when he felt rain drops and soon the whole sky started crying. They were soaked in less than a minute and Stefan started jogging still holding her hand trying to find a spot to get them out the rain. Luckily, he found a store that had an extended roof for occasions like these and brought them under it. He smiled at her hair that was sticking to the sides of her face and he didn't know if it would help much but he took off his jacket and threw it over her shoulders once she started to shake.

"We should wait for the rain to cool town a little." Stefan said and she nodded. He wrapped her in her arms then pulled away after a minute to stare in her eyes. "Bonnie, I love you."

"Really?"

He nodded.

"When? How long?"

"I think I've always have honestly, I just feel it more. When we're not together you're all I think about and when we're together I just can't stop my staring because you are the most beautiful woman on the planet and I love you."

Tears filled Bonnie's eyes and she wrapped her arms around his neck connecting their lips. Stefan held her close when she pulled away and moved the hair from his eyes so she could see him better.

"I love you too."

He smiled and kissed her again and as they pulled away, the rain had stopped.

Stefan slammed her back against the wall as he pounded in her causing her legs to wrap tightly around his waist. He kisses up her neck then reaches her lips before slamming her back on the bed. Bonnie cries out in pleasure as he takes no mercy on her and runs her hands up his hair scratching his scalp. Stefan groans at the feel and meets their lips again rolling them over and stares at her breasts then her face as she rides him with such force that he feels his eyes rolling to the back of his head. He moves his hands to her hips to quicken her pace and once she comes, he takes her in the missionary again until he's sated.

Heavy breaths fill the room and Stefan cuddles her for a while before Bonnie pushes him off.

"You have to go get Raina."

"I don't have to, Jay's getting her."

"How is she by the way?"

"Why do you even care?"

"Well she's around my daughter every other week so I think I can ask questions."

"I wouldn't have introduced them two if Jay was bad news, Bonnie."

"Well you do have a habit of having bad judgement. That's why we got divorced."

"No, we got divorced because you're such a crazy bitch."

"Oh, Stefan, you know that turns me on when you call me that."

He chuckled. "Come here." They leaned mutually and met in the middle connecting their lips. Stefan curled his fingers in her hair and turned his head to the side entering his tongue. Bonnie moans in his mouth and Stefan smiles rolling on top of her.

"How's that pussy of a boyfriend by the way?" Stefan asks sliding into for the third time that afternoon.

"Why do you…even care?" She repeated her ex's question.

"He's around my daughter every other week so I think I can ask questions."

Bonnie chuckled. "He's not a pussy, Stefan-ah. He's just…sweet."

"Whatever."

Bonnie rolled her eyes then pulled him into a kiss.

"I hate you."

"I hate you too."

They stopped their smiles and decided to kiss again instead.

:::

Caroline Forbes looked down at her watch as her friend walked through the doors of Mystic Grill and slid into the booth.

"I'm sorry Care-" Bonnie stopped her sentence and lifted and an eyebrow when Caroline put her hand in the air.

"Where were you?"

She shrugged. "I was at my house discussing life with Stefan."

"And by that you mean you were out banging your ex-husband."

"I don't really like labels,"

"Bon, this has to stop. You two got divorced for a reason and you both running back into each other's beds isn't healthy."

"It's not like we actually like each other, we both just so happen to be good in bed together."

"What about Jay and Dean?"

"Dean and I aren't what you would call together and I don't think Jay and Stefan are all that close either."

"I don't know, Bon, they seemed pretty close the last I've seen them."

"Well it's not my fault if she wants to wait until marriage, we all know that Stefan isn't going to marry that chick."

"But doesn't that bother you? Stefan using you for sex?"

"No, because I'm doing the same thing with him."

"What about Dean?"

"I told you, we're not all that together anymore."

Caroline frowned. "What happened?"

"He's such a pussy."

"That sounds like something Stefan would say."

"Well I hate to admit it, but Stefan's right. He doesn't know how to take control, I like a man to tell me to shut up sometimes."

"You mean like Stefan?"

"Well, yeah like Stefan, but I'm not comparing every guy I date to Stefan."

"You know what, I'm going to find you a man. Once Elena gets back tomorrow, we're finding you a man and you won't even think about Stefan."

"I appreciate that, Care, but not thinking of Stefan is impossible because we share custody of our child."

The blonde rolled her eyes. "You know what I mean, Bonnie and while this whole process is happening, I don't want you to sleep with Stefan. I'm officially putting you on a Stefan detox."

"More like a sex detox." Bonnie said under her breath.

"What was that?"

Bonnie was saved when her phone dinged. Caroline watched as she read the words on the screen and looked up at the ceiling with a grunt.

"What?"

"Stefan needs me to pick up Raina from his place."

"Why?"

"I don't know but this is the second time this happened this month. I mean I love my girl, but damn can't mama have a break?"

Caroline laughed and hugged her friend goodbye and made plans to meet up for lunch tomorrow with Elena so they could discus finding her a new man.

:::

Bonnie rolled her eyes as she pulled up to her old home seeing Stefan standing outside with his shades on leaning against the column on the porch.

"Prick," Bonnie said then chuckled to herself.

She smiled getting out the car as her daughter ran up to her. Bonnie kissed her cheek and watched as she buckled herself in.

"Let me talk to dad then we'll leave."

Raina nodded and Bonnie closed the door walking up to Stefan.

"Now before you get all bitchy-"

"This is the second time, Stefan. This month. If you can't handle it-"

"I can handle it, something just popped up and I don't have a sitter."

"What about Jay?"

"Well she has to be with me. We're having dinner with her parents."

"Then why the hell can't you take Raina?"

"Because…Jay's parents are in the dark."

"And by that you mean?"

"They don't know about Raina."

Bonnie chuckled then went into a full-on laugh until she saw Stefan cross his arms and look away.

"Wait, you're serious?" She took his silence as a yes. "I can't believe you're serious right now. Your girlfriend for how long didn't tell her parents about her boyfriend's kid? Do they even know that you were married?"

"How about you mind your own damn business."

"This is my damn business when you pull me into this shit. You're lucky I love our daughter to death because I sure as hell would've left her with you and we'll see just how long your relationship would have lasted."

Bonnie turns to leave but Stefan grabs her arm and pulls her into his chest.

"Damn you're sexy when you're angry."

Stefan bites down on his lower lip and moves his hands around her waist. Bonnie rolls her eyes and pulls his arms away from her waist.

"You know we may have divorced and you may be a crazy bitch, but I sure as hell never lost my attraction for you."

"Shut. Up."

"Kiss me."

"No."

"Come on,"

"Goodbye, Stefan."

Bonnie tried to leave again but Stefan pulls on her arm again and connects their lips. He enters his tongue and gives her ass a squeeze and she pulls away to slap him in the face. He hisses as she walks away rubbing his cheek and walks back in the house.

"Mom, were you and dad kissing?"

"No, I just had something on my face that he was getting off."

"Yeah right."

Stefan walked up the stairs to find his girlfriend pulling a purple dress over her head walking out the bathroom. Jay smiles when she sees him and walks over to kiss him.

"Why are your lips sticky?"

Stefan ran the back of his hand across his mouth. "I had a lollipop so," Stefan dropped his sentence figuring she got the point.

Jay nodded and disappeared in the closet returning shortly with shoes on. "We should leave soon, the drive-"

"Why haven't you told your parents about Raina?"

She sighed. "I thought we already discussed this,"

"Bonnie doesn't like that she has to get Raina on her weeks off just because you refuse to tell your parents that I'm divorced and have a child with my ex wife."

"Why are you even telling her my business?"

"She's involved in this too if she has to pick up Rain every time your parents want us over, babe."

Jay sighs and runs her hair through her short brunette hair and walks over to him. "You're right. I'll tell them. Tonight. Maybe they won't care, maybe I'm just being paranoid."

Stefan smiles and gathers her face in his hands and kisses her.

"Thank you,"

Jay nods and meets their lips again. Stefan pulled away and grabbed her hand leading her down the steps.

:::

Bonnie flipped the burger in the pan and shifted her weight to her left leg. Her plan for tonight was to eat ice cream and drink wine while watching cheesy chick flicks and scary movies. Instead she was cooking burgers and frying fries to have dinner with her daughter which she would prefer anyway.

Raina is a lot like Stefan, she cracks Bonnie up most of the time and that was partly the reason why she had married him. He would just do or say something that would have her laughing for five minutes straight and Raina was no different. She was thankful that her daughter resembled her more than Stefan so that she wouldn't have to look at his face more than she needed to.

In her heart, Bonnie still loves Stefan and he loves her too, but they both done and said things in their marriage that made them want to get out but they honestly weren't expecting things to end. Shortly after Raina was born, Bonnie suffered from Postpartum depression and she hated how the depression pushed them apart. She hated how she pushed Stefan away when all he was doing was trying to help her. He called her beautiful and told her that he loved her every day and soon she got better but their relationship hadn't.

There were days when Bonnie just wanted to give up but soon they started seeing better days. She would never forget the day he proposed, it was the best day of her life for three reasons and it changed their lives forever. The wedding was perfect in their eyes not too little or too many people attended and they even had Raina as the flower girl; it was exactly how they imagined it.

The married life was great and Bonnie couldn't think of the last time she felt as happy as she did back then, but that all changed when she accused Stefan of cheating. He was staying late for work too many times in her eyes and she's seen the way that girls acted around him so she called him out on it and he told her that it was all in her head, that she was overreacting.

They started fighting over petty things after that and she threatened to leave him plenty of times but he never thought she was serious until there was a knock on his office door and a random man walked in telling him that he's been served and left just as quickly as he came. Stefan felt his heart drop to his stomach and he wanted to call her and tell her that whatever he had done that he'd fix it and he'll beg on his hands and knees for her to take him back, but he couldn't move. He tried, he doesn't know how many times, but he couldn't move an inch.

When he arrived home, Bonnie and their daughter were gone and she wasn't picking up her phone. He found a note from Bonnie explaining their whereabouts but it didn't go into specifics only saying that they were staying at a hotel where they would remain until she finds a place to live. Thinking back, Bonnie regrets the way she handled things and wishes that she'd done things different. She still would've divorced him, she simply wasn't happy in the relationship, but she regrets the way she sprung it on him and left him without seeing his kid for three months. Thinking back, that's probably why he calls her a crazy bitch.

"So," Bonnie said setting a plate in front of her daughter, "what do you think about Jay?"

Raina shrugs. "I like her. I don't think she likes me though."

Bonnie drew her eyebrows together. "Why do you say that?"

"She didn't even tell her parents about me and she and dad have been together for like two years. I mean, damn am I that bad of a child?"

"First off, watch your mouth, you've been spending too much time with your father. Second, you're the best daughter a person can ask for, Rain. I don't know Jay's reasoning for keeping you from her parents but I'm sure there is a reason."

"Of course there's a reason. She's thinks her parents are going to be ashamed that she's dating a divorced man who has a kid. I think she's ashamed of herself but just blaming it on her parents."

"I'm sorry, Ray."

"It's fine." She says letting out a breath. "Is Dean coming over today?"

Bonnie chewed on her lower lip. "Um about that, we broke up."

"What, why? Is it because of dad?"

"No, it's not because of dad, we just didn't click all that well. Dean's a sweet guy, but he's just not for me."

Raina nodded and took the first bite out of her burger. "I hope you find someone, mom. You deserve to be happy."

"Thanks, Ray."

Bonnie smiled then ran her hand down her daughter's growing dirty blonde hair. She then got up walking to the refrigerator not wanting her daughter to see her tear up. She wiped away her tear then reached in the cooling machine pulling out bottled water.

:::

Jay's parents were asking the same questions he had earlier that day. Why would she keep that away from them, why was she scared to tell them.

"How old is... Raina, was it?"

"Yes," Stefan answered, "and she's thirteen, but she very mature for her age."

"And you and Bonnie. How's your relationship?"

Well we fuck every now-and-then so I say we're pretty damn close. "We have a good relationship, we don't hate each other."

Her parents nodded.

"Well if it's alright with you, Stefan, we'd like to meet her."

"Yeah, maybe next week? I can get Raina on one of Bonnie's days to make up for this one."

"So Bonnie and you trade custody each week?" Jay's mother asked.

"Yes, we figured that would be best. During the summer though, she stays with each of us for a month and in August, if everything's okay, we go on vacation; just the three of us so Raina could have and connect with both of us at the same time."

Jay stopped her eye roll. She hated those vacations, she loved the concept behind it all, but she couldn't stop herself from feeling uneasy about the whole thing. Jay knows that Stefan still obviously loves Bonnie and just being around her could spark up those feelings and maybe something could happen between the two while she's at home worrying about what's going on over there. If Stefan and Raina didn't put up pictures and videos on Facebook with them looking like one big happy family, some of those jealous feelings wouldn't be as strong, but she couldn't help it.

"I think that's wonderful. I'm sure Raina enjoys that very much."

Stefan nods. "She does, it was actually her idea a while back and Bonnie and I agreed to make it a tradition."

"Is there any specific place that you go to?"

"No, we let Raina decide although Bon tries to swing her one way or the other."

The three chuckled then frowned once Jay excused herself and Stefan quickly followed after her.

"Jay-"

"I'm sorry, I just couldn't listen to anymore."

"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I was just answering their questions."

"I know but-"

"Hey," Stefan hugged her, "you don't have to explain, I'll back off the topic."

"Thank you."

Stefan pulled away to kiss her then took her hand leading her back to the kitchen where they finished dinner steering clear from bringing up Bonnie.

:::

Raina smiles as her mother rubbed her stomach as the movie played. They were full off of a traditional American meal and for Bonnie a little wine.

"Mom, can I ask you a question?"

"You just did."

"Oh God, first dad now you," Raina said causing Bonnie to stick out her tongue and roll her eyes.

"What's the question?"

"Why did you and dad name me Raina?"

"Well, when your dad and I found out that I was pregnant, we made a deal that if I was having a boy that I'll name him and if I was having a girl, he'll name her. 'Raina' not also means queen, but it was the name of my great grandmother, man I wish you could've met her. Stefan only met her twice before she died and if he named her after you then that tells you how much of a wonderful person she was."

Raina smiled. "And why my middle name?"

"I chose 'Joy' because not only does it sound hella good together with your first and last name, but being pregnant with you were the best nine months of my life."

Raina smiled and hugged her mother then kissed her on the cheek. Only minutes after that, Raina was out like a light and Bonnie was thankful that she weighed as much as she could carry so she didn't have to wake her. Bonnie glanced down at her watch noticing that it was ten o'clock so she figured Stefan wanted her to keep her for the whole night. After kissing her daughter good night on the cheek, Bonnie got started on her nightly routine.

:::

Stefan knew that she would be pissed, he hadn't planned on staying so long for dinner. He called and she answered on the third ring: Hey, I'm coming to pick up Ray, then he hung up the phone before Bonnie got a word out. He saw Jay give him a look out of the corner of his eye and was saved for hearing her lip when he pulled in Bonnie's driveway.

Bonnie stomped over to the door after hearing his loud knocks and swung the door open. She rolled her eyes at the sight of Stefan in sunglasses which she doesn't even know why he's wearing them since the sun went down hours ago. Little does she know, he does it on purpose just to get her in a bad mood.

"You're seriously the biggest douche bag I have ever met."

"Where's Ray?"

"She's asleep you fat head. Do you even know what time it is? Why in the hell are you strolling over my house at twelve in the morning?"

"I didn't plan on staying over Jay's parents house that late, it's a forty-five minute drive from here to there."

"I didn't ask you for directions, I'm asking you to leave and come back tomorrow morning."

"Fine, but one more thing, Jay told her parents about us—well I should say that I told her parents about us—and Raina and they want to met her so she's going to stay with me on Monday and you'll get her on Tuesday."

Bonnie let out a breath. "Is there anything else before I slam the door in your face?"

"Actually, yes, I want you to come by the office tomorrow in a tight ass dress and fuck me on my chair."

"I can't, I have plans to be riding someone else's dick." With that, Bonnie closed the door, locked it, and headed upstairs to her room.

Stefan chuckled and walked back to the car.

"Bonnie wants me to pick up Raina in the morning."

"It took that long just for that?"

"Well I told her about dinner and how your parents want to meet her. She was a bit difficult, but she agreed for me to keep her until Monday then I'll drop her off Tuesday after school."

They arrived home in the next fifteen minutes and Stefan watched Jay undress, she never gotten fully naked around him she always seemed to stop after her shirt and pants were off then walked into the bathroom to take off the rest before her shower. Before she made her escape to the connected bath, Stefan walked up to her and placed a kiss on her shoulder. She said his name in a warning tone, but he told her that he should be allowed some kissing.

"You're allowed kissing just not when I'm half naked."

"Come on, we've been together for two years, I've learned how to control myself around you."

"I'm just not in the mood, Stefan, can I take a shower please?"

"Fine, I'll be downstairs."

Jay sighed watching him walk out the room. She would've been more willing for touching and making out if Stefan hasn't had a boner after seeing Bonnie. She could tell that he was a bit uncomfortable in the car and she was about to ask what was wrong when his hand dropped to his lap and he quickly cupped himself over his jeans.

Jay didn't think that she could do this anymore. She couldn't be with a man that felt that strongly over his ex and to make matters worse see that ex on a weekly basis. There, she made up her mind, he has one more year to propose and if he doesn't; she's out.

A/N: So this is the end of chapter one! Let me know what you all think and if you're interested make sure to follow and/or favorite!