A/N: This is my first story I'm ever letting anyone read, let alone the world. I apologize if my grammar is off. It's something I am working on improving. You know how you write and to you it's the best thing ever written but you're not sure if others will feel the same way. I am welcoming all forms of feedback so I can improve. I've have this idea after the wedding episode of Glee that maybe Quinn and Santana continue their love affair in secret. The whole bedroom scene between them didn't seem like just a one or two time thing. There seem to be a real connection between them. One I never noticed before. Their connection has the potential to be stronger than any other relationship on Glee. They are two of the best characters on the show.
"Oh my god Santana you could of put a sock or tie on the door knob as to warn me you were in here getting your Sapphic Mac on!", Rachel yelled walking into the living room in shock turning her head and covering her eyes at the same time. She then realized what she had truly seen. The woman who was buried between Santana's legs causing her to belt out many high pitch notes of pleasure. There was only one person she knew of that had that stupid tattoo of Ryan Seacreast on her lower back. "QUINN?" Rachel shrieked in a sure yet confused tone. She wanted so badly to look back to see if she was right about whom she saw buried deep into Santana. Then she remembered that she just walked in on her buck naked best frienemies during the most intimate of moments. How embarrassing for everyone.
"RACHEL! What the fuck! I thought you had rehearsals or something. I actually checked your dumb calendar and everything.", Santana screamed cursing in Spanish as she quickly grabbed whatever clothes were closest to her throwing them to her lover first then getting dressed herself. Rachel was still turned around covering her face shaking with nerves, as if what she just witness was unnatural and traumatizing. "You can turn around now Berry", Santana commanded Rachel. Rachel turned around but kept her eyes covered. "When I said you could turn around I also meant you could uncover your eyes as well." Santana rolled her eyes in annoyance as she continued to command Rachel. Rachel slowly removed her hands from her face revealing her tightly shut eyes. "Seriously Berry! We are both fully clothed now. You can look! Scouts honor." Santana yelled.
"We are just as freaked out and embarrassed as you are. Trust me!" a low salutary voice spoke in a calm manner. Quinn slowly lifted her head in a proud manner after finally speaking.
Rachel slowly began to open her eyes. "I can't believe you still have that IDIOTIC tattoo Quinn." Rachel chuckled. They all began to laugh together.
This is the best thing Rachel has ever said Santana thought. Santana was frightened that any minute Quinn would be running out of here like a bolt of lightning. What they needed the most in this most awkward situation was an ice breaker and Rachel provided it. Since the Wedding, Santana and Quinn had been hooking up in secret for a few months. Their sexcapades were a secret no one knew about; not even their closest best friends knew. The two of them hadn't even spoken about how they fell about each other, let alone whatever this situation between them was and where they were planning on taking it. Santana had never wanted so badly to have a serious emotional talk about feelings with anyone. Every time she built up the courage to bring it up to Quinn she didn't for fear of scaring Quinn away. As much as Santana hated to admit it, she wanted to talk about feelings with Quinn, about Quinn and Quinn's feelings for her. She decided right then to do everything in her power to get Rachel on her side supporting a Quinntana relationship. If Quinn could see Rachel all excited and supportive about her being with Santana in an intimate way, then Quinn will be reassured this is normal and they are perfect together.
"Well, I was going to get the tattoo removed but I decided to keep it for a while. The next time I'm thinking about doing something idiotic, I'll take a look at this. As a reminder of how you have to live with your mistakes; how permanent some of our choices can be." Quinn spoke sounding like the mature college woman she was growing into.
Santana hoped Quinn wasn't referring to their situation as a potential huge mistake she wants to avoid. "Without taking huge risks there won't be a potential huge pay off in return. Sometimes what we might think is a potential huge mistake is actual just a wonderful opportunity waiting on the other side of the unknown." Santana argued in return hoping Quinn would see their hook up situation as a good risk worth taking. Quinn and Rachel just stared at Santana with their eyes wide and mouths open.
"That has to be the most deep insightful theory I've ever heard you say. I always knew there was a deep intellectual side to you. Beneath that shallow tough "Lima Heights chica" exterior Santana Lopez actual has a soul." Quinn said chuckling at the image of Santana trying to act like a tough street hood rat. She was actually pretty cute when someone stood up to her putting her in her place and she showed how tough she's not.
"Hey! I have deep thoughts, emotions and feelings. I'm not the Tin Man, I have a heart!" Santana argued in defense.
"Well, you should show this side of you more often. Let those walls down so we could spend more time with the Santana inside that tough defense system. She seems more lovable and friendly." Rachel chuckled.
"Thanks for the life advice Yoda!" Santana barked back. She knew Rachel was right. If this side of her is what Quinn wanted, then Santana will give her that. "Why don't we all sit down and discuss this over a bottle or two of Shiraz. Rachel could you give me a hand?" Santana smiled looking Quinn in the eye using her excited tone.
Quinn and Rachel looked at each other as if they couldn't believe what they were seeing; Santana being genuinely nice. Quinn looked back at Santana's cheerful face then shyly looked down at her hands bashfully blushing as she bit her lip at the thought of how cute and awkward Santana looked when she was trying to be nice.
Quinn's mind began to wander. Santana has the most gorgeous smile I have ever seen. She almost looks sweet and pleasant when she smiles. In High School, I knew if Santana was smiling she was usually up to no good. I think her reasons for smiling have changed since High School. She has this long dark wavy sex hair sticking up in multiple directions. Her dark hair, bright smile, beautiful olive skin tone and hypnotic dark gorgeous eyes makes it hard for me to look away from her. She has my shorts and her tank on backwards and inside out. A bruise on her thigh left by me one way or another in the heat of the moment. Nice work Quinn marking your territory. Santana has one sock on? Wait! Why one sock? Why any socks? Putting clothes to cover our intimate parts was top priority not socks. Maybe she was preparing to chase after me. She has been giving me these terrified looks as if she's afraid I'll run away from her now that someone knows about us. If she looks like that who knows what I look like! We both look like we were having the most intense pleasure session ever. Between the sounds Santana was making as she gripped my hair for dear life and how turned on I was getting from pleasing her, it sure felt like earth shattering love making was being had. Wow I'm getting turned on just thinking about it. Pull yourself together Q! "I'm going to go freshen up in the bathroom while you two get the drinks ready." Quinn announced to Santana and Rachel before disappearing into the bathroom.
Santana walked up to Rachel leaving little to no space between them. She looked down to Rachel, eye balling her giving her a look that screamed don't fuck this up for me or I'll fuck you up! "Don't fuck this up for me Berry or I'll fuck you up!" Santana whispered in her most menacing tone and threatening glare. She was now standing almost on top of Rachel looking down on her as if she were a bully on the playground.
Rachel smiled and hugged Santana the tightest she could. "Don't worry I'm on your side and so is Quinn from what I can tell. You are totally falling in love with her aren't you? If this was just about sex you wouldn't care this much to threaten me nor would you be super sweet to Quinn." Rachel whispered in Santana's ear.
For such a self-centered Diva, she was pretty spot on. Santana broke the hug to look at Rachel with shock. She opened her mouth as if she was about to object and deny. "How long has this been going on between you two? It's pretty obvious there are some real feelings beyond friendship and sex buddies between you two. The way you two look at each other. Plus, Quinn was...you know..."down there" giving you "special kisses". I'm quite sure that straight women or even most curious girls don't do that. If they do, do that, I'm sure they don't look like a pro LOVING IT!" Rachel sang the last words super excited, like she just found a new Celine Dion song.
"We hooked up at 's wedding. Since then we've been meeting in secret. You are such a spazzy geek Rachel. This is not a Disney or Nicholas Sparks romance! This is reality. This is Quinn; she does random shit for personal gain. What if this..." Santana said rolling her eyes as she chuckled. A tear was fighting its way out at the thought of Quinn breaking her heart.
"Don't even finish that sentence! Quinn and you are so much a like it's scary. Both of you have experienced great pain, lose, and life changing moments. You've both felt lost, lonely and unloved. You're both way much more than you seem, in a good way. You've both been scared to be yourself. If there are any two people that understand each other the most in this world, it's you two. If any two people were perfect for each other it'd be you two. Quinn deserves someone to truly love her for the Lucy on the inside and beyond her mask that can be Quinn. The same goes for you. I know there is way more to you than the smart ass comments, bad girl tough act, sneaky sly Snix, and shallowness. Make the first move and be romantic. I don't mean be romantic in a physical or sex way. Show emotion. Express your true feelings. Let your walls down and open up to her. Be honest and brave. I promise she will do the same if you do first. A few months of sex between best frienemies has to be more than an experiment, a fling for her or worse revenge. In the past, wouldn't put it past either of you to have a revenge motive for why you'd sleep together. I know for sure this is NOT revenge. Neither one of you has the time nor do you two care to put this much energy and effort into a revenge plot. Plus deep down inside, though you've fought a lot, you actually care about each other. You guys are much more friends and very little enemies. Both of you could have anyone you want. You both are choosing to risk your friendship and travel all of this distance to be together. Obviously you've planned theses hook ups so well no one has a clue about anything. That means something. Even before the wedding I noticed how Quinn would stare at you. I just didn't realize what that meant until now...You know I'm right! I'm going to hug you again now." Rachel replied hugging Santana tightly.
Rachel opened a bottle of wine and began pouring the three glasses. They brought the glasses as well as the bottle to the living room table. Quinn came back at the same time. Her hair and clothes fixed neatly and she removed her makeup that was messed up anyway. Santana got lost in her thoughts staring at Quinn from head to toe. She didn't have to fix herself, she always looks gorgeous. Her pale skin, short blond hair, hazel green eyes, curvy sexy hips and booty was a nice contrast to Santana's appearance. She has such a beautiful loving smile and that little dimple in her chin is so cute. She has a face like an Angel. Quinn looked at Santana and smiled biting her lip again. Maybe Rachel is right.
"Let's have a toast." Rachel suggested lifting her glass. The two lovers followed suit. Quinn smiled at Santana causing Santana's worried face to melt into a huge smile. "I am SO ecstatic for you two! I'll admit I was freaked out at first but now I totally get it. You two are absolutely perfect for one another. I don't think I've ever seen either of you this genuinely happy. The way you two look at each other not to mention what I just walked in on. This is destiny! You just watch and see. Don't worry I can keep a secret. How long has this been going on Quinn? Something tells me this wasn't your first time together. No one else knows right? This isn't like the times everyone in Glee Club would know the secret except me and maybe one other person?" Rachel rambled with excitement.
Quinn had a look of shock and overwhelm on her face. Santana's worry face returned. I see Rachel still has a serious case of word vomit, Quinn thought. "Rachel, I appreciate you keeping this a secret while Santana and I figure this out. No one knows about us. For once you are the first to know before everyone else. I'm sorry you had to find out the way you did; walking in on us like that. This started at 's wedding a few months back. We've been meeting in secret ever since." Quinn said as her smile returned. She got up and sat next to Santana grasping her hand and holding it in her lap. When she saw the worried look on Santana's face she wanted nothing more than to reassure her that she was happy to be with her, staying by her side. Quinn ran her hand gently on Santana's cheek. Looking into each other's eyes Quinn felt the sudden urge to kiss Santana, so she did. Kissing Santana was one of her all-time favorite things to do. Santana has these soft sexy full lips. The taste of her is an indescribable heavenly extraordinary taste. This was something special. Rachel hit the nail on the head. This is the happiest I've ever been, Quinn thought. She knew in her heart they were way past just a fling stage.She wasn't sure if it was a best friend or lesbian lover vibe, why she knew for sure what Santana was feeling just by looking at her. The kiss was simple but the magic they felt just touching each other's lips said volumes about their feelings for each other.
"Awwww you two are soooo cute together! I'm going to leave you two alone now. Something tells me you two have many important feelings to discuss." Rachel rubbed her hands with enthusiasm as if she was a mad scientist. "I love you both and I totally support a Quinntana relationship!" Rachel said as she hugged both of her best friends at the same time. Rachel gave them a smile and walked out of the apartment saying, "Remember sock on the door or shoot Kurt and I a text next time you start getting all intimate in the public parts of the apartment. Santana, you have your own room now. Please use it. I support you guys and you're both beautiful, but I never want to walk in on that sort of situation again! As, I am sure you two feel the same way about being interrupted. I'm just saying. Goodbye ladies. See you later." Rachel said in the speedy way she spoke most of the time.
Santana took Quinn's other hand in hers. They looked each other in the eye smiling from ear to ear. Santana was so nervous her heart was ready to beat out of her chest. Her entire body felt like hot electricity was coursing through her veins. She could feel the same energy vibrating from Quinn's body into hers. Santana's mind ran wild with thoughts. Having this relationship conversation feels more frightening then the first night I had sex with Quinn. Maybe that's because sex has always come easy to me. Expressing my feelings to a friend I wish to be my girlfriend has never been easy. Give yourself some credit Santana you have gotten better at this since Brittany. Brittany! What will Britt think when she finds out her best friend and her best friend/ex-girlfriend are dating? Knowing Britt she'd be happy we are both happy together. Plus, she's with Trouty Mouth who is my ex and the one person besides most of the guys in Glee Club that I would hate Britt to be with. Rachel was right about everything with Quinn. I just have to have faith, listen to my heart and trust your instinct. This is it! Take the leap forward. You got this Lopez! Santana thought, cheering herself on.