Choices

Hey guys this was seriously just a random idea that popped into my head. A post rescue fic that might be a little sad at first but it will get a little better in later chapters and of course knowing me it's bound to get a little M rated as well. hehe

P.S. I don't own lost but if I did I surely wouldn't drag it out this long. Get them together already for crying out loud!!

Enjoy

Summary

Sometimes the choices we make in life might not always be the right one. The survivors were rescued shortly after jack, kate and sawyer escaped from the others camp, but kate was still wanted for murder and jack wouldn't leave without her so he was on the run with her, but things tend to change after a while and he makes choice he wish he hadn't made in the first place.

Chapter 1: Remembering

Today's hangout was an abandoned warehouse. It had been exactly three weeks since he started this life on the run with her and even though it was relatively hard to maintain a workable cover everyday, the fact that they were together through it all was all that mattered to them or at least she thought of it that way.

In the first few weeks of them being back in this lifestyle, things between them were blossoming. No matter where she was she would get the usual wake up call which consisted of an insistent kiss and a nuzzle or her favourite which was making love.

The first time they made love truly changed them on many levels. A level where it took them to a place where no one could intrude on what they had so preciously built through the strong connection they had engaged themselves in at that moment.

Up to this day he could distinctly feel and remember every detail of every inch of her. How she felt, how he felt especially when he was inside her, the one place that truly made him feel like home, never feeling as complete and connected with someone as he did with her, but unfortunately as time went on that connection seemed to fade due to the fact that a certain Jack Shepherd wasn't adjusting very well to this kind of lifestyle. Not knowing where he was going to end up next, just reluctantly agreeing with every plan she carried out for them until one day he decided to call it quits along with jeopardising the one thing he truly wanted to cherish for the rest of his life but couldn't due to the extreme circumstances.

That was over a year ago and a lot had changed since then. He was back in his old job which at first was freeing and satisfying for him, being able to save lives once again, but with every life he tried to save it just made him think of the one thing he couldn't save.

He was even dating someone now, a woman called Jill. He was obviously quite reluctant at first about engaging himself in any form of commitment let alone a relationship but after his friend Marc had literally dragged his butt down to the restaurant to meet his new friend, he finally gave in and in some ways thought that it might be a good idea to start anew, but the main reason was that he was trying to forget, forget the one choice he wish he hadn't made over a year ago to this day.

He was pulled out of his thoughts by what he saw on the TV in his office. He turned the volume up and his heart caught in his throat by what saw and heard next.

"Hello, this is KC15 news. We have just received word that flight 815 survivor and fugitive Kate Austen has been taken into custody being charged with first degree murder, but rumour also has it that she happens to be in the motherly way as well which is why they will be holding her in a medical facility for the time being . We'll have more on that later and in other news…."

He turned off the TV at that point and just slammed his fist into his glass desk repeatedly eventually shattering it into a million pieces just like his heart did at the very moment he found out about Kate. So it looks like you made the wrong choice yet again jackass he bitterly thought to himself wishing there was still a chance to fix this because that seemed to be the one thing he was good at..

Next chapter

Jack and Jill have a talk

And

Kate gets a surprise visitor.

So what do you think guys. Sorry that this chapter was a little short but I just wanted to give you the basis of this story and I promise that in later chapters the content will be considerably longer and considerably jexier as well if I have my way. Hehe. Please review and put a smile on face!!