I was dying, for that I was sure. It is a very strange feeling. To suddenly fell your breath leaving, your blood slowing and to just know that you are going to die. To see all the people around you dieing is so bloody (no pun meant) afoul! To see the lives ending and yet to know that you will live on, even if it is just for a little while longer.
The second that they told me that I had the flu, I knew that it was over. Then to see my father die! Oh god! That was so afoul. To hear my mother cry like that and to know that you could do nothing.
But as I lay there dieing and heard my mother use her last bit of strength to tell Dr. Cullen save me (how I did not know) and to hear his answer that he would. But to know that he was just saying that to calm her, knowing damn well that I was going to die anyway.
Then she died and I felt my weak heart break. When he wheeled me into the morgue. I tried to tell him that I was not dead and he answered that he knew that. But he kept on going.
He said he would be back in about 5 minutes, just enough to tell them that his shift was over. Then he was back and he picked me up. I know that he was strong and all but I'm about six foot two! But up I went and then he went out the door and over the roof tops of the building. It was so fast that it felt like flying.
Then we arrived in his dark apartment. He took me over to the couch and put me down. He smiled down at me, and then did something truly strange. He bit me. He bit into my neck, wrists and ankles.
Oh, then I knew I died and went straight to Hell. The pain was so much; all I could do was scream. He would say he was sorry every time too. I could not under stand why though. Was he an angle that got lost and dropped me in Hell? I didn't know till it was over.
I was a Vampire. I drank blood but, he said that I could just brink the blood of animals if I wished.
"Would you like to see a mirror?" he asked.
"Sure.", I replied. Did I look different?
Then I looked in and I looked very different. One I was pale and I guess you could say sort beautiful, but I never really cared about those things. But my eyes! Oh no longer were they green, no they were red. Bright blood red.