Title: The Only Way I Know How to Feel
Pairing: past Riley/Zane
Genre(s): Angst, Romance
Rated: T
Spoilers: 9.18 In Your Eyes, 10.05 99 Problems (1), 11.09 Dirt Off Your Shoulder (2)
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, they belong to Epitome Pictures
Riley left The Dot with a bitter taste on his mouth and an ache on his heart, he couldn't believe he just broke up with the love of his life yet he knew that was the best for the moment, that what seemed right but deep inside he knows is not, it took him too damn long to admit that he liked boys and even longer to have someone to love, but now he's alone and hating himself for hurt the most important person in his life, his mind can't stop replaying the words Zane said just minutes ago…
"So, this is how it ends?.."
And that's what hurts the most, that sadness Zane's eyes had, that frustrated expression on his face and the tears that should have poured from his eyes after he left the coffee shop, Riley was sure that he would never want to see that again, not on the person he loved the most, so he decided that he'd erase from his memory the bad times and remember only the good times he had with Zane like their first kiss, their greek food tours, their bike trips and so much more..
Yes, Zane had been Riley's first in so many things but now he won't talk to the curly haired footballer, at least until the wound starts to heal, Riley knows that could take a considerable amount of time so now have to concentrate on planning how to get Zane back, because true love knows how to wait.
The End