Tony Stark does not function like other humans. In fact he sometimes forgets he even is one. Those are his good days, he can function without problem. Finish work, look good for the media and keep himself busy.

On the days he realizes he really is only human like everyone else; well those aren't good days. Those are his bad days. Working is something that becomes impossible and he gets depressed.

He can't believe he's only a weak human. Limited to his flesh body and short life span. It's unfair! He's a genius who can surpass everyone. A engineer who can create anything given the right tools and time.

Tony hates his human status, after all he shouldn't be like this. Because all he thinks of humans are weak, low, stupid sheep.

But he can act. Act like he loves his life. Loves the money, woman, being famous and attention but really he doesn't care. Sure it helps so he won't stop it but he doesn't care about any of it. It's stupid.

Money is nice to have he supposes; it makes things easier. Woman well whatever he doesn't need that. Famous? What's the point? He just does what he likes but he guess's he likes it sometimes. Show the sheep how powerful he is. So yeah that brings us back to attention. Maybe he cares a little bit.

But he doesn't need any of it. If he were to lose it all it wouldn't bother Tony much. Annoy him probably because hello- his stuff, but he wouldn't put much effort in getting it back.

All he really cares about is his mind. The things he can create with his beautiful mind.

Okay, confession time.

Before there was a time where Tony actually liked being human. Enjoyed everything he doesn't care about now. When he was nothing but a fucking sheep himself.

Ugh those days make him sick. Can't believe he was like that but anyway time to continue the confession. That was before Afghanistan.

His time in the desert opened his eyes to see things in a new light. The world is nothing but a fucking joke. His whole life is nothing but a fucking joke. He's so weak and useless.

Being trapped and beaten like an animal. The horrid pain ruling his body and creating fear in his mind. He couldn't do anything because he's only a weak human.

And no one was going to save him because what's the point? He was only another sheep in the flock. And he was going to die if he continued like that. He needed to save himself. (and Yinsin)

The World is tainted by us humans (that's not true ) and Tony can't continue to help taint the world. (Stop thinking like that.)

Once he gets out he will change the world. Him and Yinsin.

That's quite alright Stark. I won't participate in such a thing if you continue to think of us as sheep.

But you have to be by my side! You're amazing Yinsin; not like the other useless people in this world. You and I will make a change in the world. Show the world how stupid they are!

No Tony. You and I,us humans are not perfect but it's what makes us human. Were learning. Don't try to rush the process.

But-

Tony no.

...Alright

Tony was willing to give the world a second chance to change by itself. That maybe everyone is sheep but that's okay because Yinsin said it was okay.

But then Yinsin died.

Yinsin was fucking killed.

Don't waste your life.

Murdered to save TONY! YINSIN GAVE HIS OWN LIFE IN CHANGE FOR TONY'S!

The world is too tainted if it takes someone like Yinsin without a problem. The world can't save itself.

Don't waste your life.

Don't worry Yinsin. Tony won't, he will change this tainted world and guide these stupid sheep.

Don't waste your life.

I won't.

So yeah there's that lmao. I'll be probably posting more stories like this. Maybe I'll make it a second chapter. :/ idk.