Did you ever stop and think about yourself?
As in, truly reaching down into your inner self and remember your old life before all of this craziness?
How about questioning one of the most basic and dangerous questions you can ask yourself?
Who am I?
What am I?
Why am I here?
Why must I do this?
What did I do?
...
What happened to that girl I once knew?
Where did she go?
Why did you leave?
…
I miss you.
It hurts me to know that you chose this life for yourself.
I just miss those days were we would laugh at the little things in life and play like the crazy children we were.
You were my light.
Produced from stardust and tiny molecules and atoms who in no way could be separated from the bond we once shared our love with.
You were the sea.
So full of life and adventures only to sink down to the bottom were no man dare go and return.
You changed the world and it's people. Those whose hearts you have touched and relieved from their pain and suffering. You secretly turned your head from the world afraid of the consequences your changes may have brought.
You were the rose that thrived in diversity as you spread your shade around to those who need it most.
But underneath such beauty can lie pain and anguish unless the thorns are removed.
Quite the performer you were. Always dancing and singing your heart out any chance you got.
And you took it.
You were the one sitting under an apple tree, contemplating about the unknown with curiosity in your eyes.
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I am not mad you left this world.
Heartbroken just seems like such an understatement to me. The pain is much more worse than that.
Although this tragic end could have been prevented if I had just took the time and listened.
I just want you to know...
That you are and always will be my light.
You may have only seen the darkness in yourself and others, but I don't.
For you...
Will always prevail at the end of the empty and gloomy tunnel.
And I just hope...
That I too will finally be able to reach it once more.
Goodbye (Y/N)...
I love you...
With love,
Lukas