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Not that you're the one
Not to say I'm right

Serena Vanderwoodson is not the one Chuck Bass tells himself as he enters her room without warning. I am not right. I don't feel that way about Chuck Serena tells herself as he enters the room, smirks and kisses her pushing her back to the bed with reckless abandon. She becomes dizzy and lies under him.

Not to say today
And not to say a thing tonight

They don't say a word. They both know it would ruin the unspoken bond they share. They try to tell themselves its animalistic need but they both know how much they lie to everyone around them. Dan doesn't suspect and neither does anyone else really. It's just a way to relieve stress to perfect in one night with no expectation they say...


But suffice it to say
We're leaving things unsaid

Serena is changing everyone can notice it. Chuck is too. No one can tell if it is for the good or the worse. They are both becoming quieter. Dan notices how Serena is less responsive and less nervous. She's as calm as a dove and as innocent as one it seems. They are talking less and less. Chuck is no longer looking an envy at Blair and to say the truth she misses it. Serena and Chuck don't talk much but sometimes it's best to leave some things unsaid.

We sing ourselves to sleep
Watching the day lie down instead

Chuck Bass can't sleep any more. At least not without Serena Vanderwoodson humming by him. Strangely Serena needs Chuck next to her and she will never admit it. They simply stay in bed and watch as dawn arises. They're classmates will worry but for a moment Chuck doesn't care and neither does Serena.


And we are leaving some things unsaid
And we are breathing deeper instead

Erik Vanderwoodson is smarter than most people think. He notices the looks Chuck and Serena send each other. He won't say a word though to his comrade to both of them. People are starting to suspect. Nate hasn't heard a story about Chuck getting laid in months and is wondering what his friend is doing. Blair caught Serena smiling at no particular direction at all and wonders what could get her so happy.


We're both pretty sure
Neither one can tell

Serena did not think Chuck knew how she felt and for that she was grateful. If he knew how he could break her with a word she was sure he would. Chuck knows Serena does not know how he feels. How she eclipses Blair in his eyes and how she is the most amazing woman he has ever seen and she won't. She would destroy him if she knew...

We seem difficult
What we got is hard as hell

Serena often is the true person she is with Chuck. She talks to him and they each explain they're problems. How it seems they seem so calm when in truth they have the worst situations in all of New York. Hiding who they are to please everyone else. He rather talk to Serena then Nate any day but that doesn't mean a thing. She rather speak to him then Blair any time. That just means they're easy to talk too right?

A hundred thousand words could not quite explain
So I walk you to your car And we can talk it out in the rain

The day Chuck saw Serena crying in the rain. He stopped his limo and began walking with her. "Dan Cheated" was all she said but enough for him to understand. They were silent they had admitted it. Not even a thousand words could quite explain how they felt but somehow silence was enough for the moment.


And we are leaving some things unsaid
And we are breathing deeper instead
And we are leaving some things unsaid

Blair is confused. She personally never sees Serena anymore and it worries her. Serena and Chuck were always together just not in the public eye. They went to Paris London Morocco just to get away from the world. And suddenly everyone is noticing with particular interest. They both know but Serena and Chuck were the biggest secret in Manhattan until they no longer wanted to be. Serena breathes deeper as they question her and she shrugs them off. They have no right to know none of them.


I can sing myself to sleep
No more

Serena sleeps alone she doesn't want anyone to get suspicious. Chuck understands and he tries to hum the sweet melody Serena does to fall asleep but somehow it doesn't work. He runs to Serena's room and slides around her troubled sleeping form. He wraps an arm around her and she calms.


Not that you're the one
Not to say I'm right
Not to say today
And not to say a thing tonight

Serena and Chuck still will not admit a loud how they feel. No one knows and it's a secret under wraps. People get used to the new Serena and Chuck as a natural progression. But it's not like Chuck's the one Serena still tells herself silently. And I'm not right not about her Chuck thinks too bad it's all denial. Just because it's unsaid doesn't mean it's a lie in honesty it means it's the truth because what's said can become a lie.