I don't own Yugioh or any of its character

~~~~Ryou's POV~~~~

Blackness envelops me, my mind slipping further into the shadowy depthes of the grasps of insanity.
My world is falling apart at its fragile seams.
Memories of an empty yesterday flood my mind, the same as today.
Pain, and nothingness,

I may have grown used to the cold metal clutching my wrists, just as they have for what feels like millenias.
The feeling of my bare body against the damp wall.
The feeling of my once white hair plastered against my back with both fresh and dried crimson, just like the rest of my broken body.
But, that doesn't forgive what Bakura has done.

I should've never trusted him, I was a fool, I had just listened to his soft words, believings his lies.
"They don't care about you," he had said.
But maybe his words aren't entirely lies.
Thoughout this endless void, I have contemplated whether or not his words were true.
If they were just lies wouldn't my friends have at least tried to save me?
But no, I sit here in the silence of the darkness, shiveringly regretting taking his hand and listening to his persuasion.
They left me long ago.

He told me if I stayed with him I would be safe.
He told me he would save me from the cruelness of the world.
Is this really what he considers 'safe?'
Yeah right, if this is safe, I don't even want to know what the opposite is.

I was naive and ignorent, I shouldn't have listened.
But yet I did.
This is my own fault for trusting him, I will be hand in hand with him in bringing my final demise.
If will never trust anyone again.
That is if I get out of here alive, which is doubtful, but even if I do what will I have left?
Nothing.

But for now I am stuck here, cold, hungry, and unstable.
I just sit here, unable to do anything else except hide myself within the world inside my mind, a void of emptyness, awaiting his arrival for the next torture session, the only thing allowing me to cling on to the remaining fraction of my sanity.
The bittersweet pain always seems to pull my mind away from the madness it is succumbing to.

Tears run down my face, my thoughts always being a reminder on how broken I really am.
I am broken beyond redemption, my tainted mind will never be able to pass into Heaven, just forever wander the nothingness.
Not even God can save me now, he abandoned me long ago.
They say light cannot hate, just forgive and move on, but all the light has left me.

I can't even be considered a light anymore.
The spiraling vines of insanity have trapped my mind in its web.

If I do ever escape, I fear I will become just like him.
A monster.

But for now I remain, contemplating my death embraced by numbness and misery.
Alone and forgotten.

- No Idea what the fuck I just wrote, I just let the insanity in my mind form into words with a little help from Angel and this is what I ended up with~~