A glance too late
A/N: So I'm really into the chronicles of Narnia right now and my favorite pairing is Caspian and Lucy. So this just a little oneshot of a one sided Lucian love. PS: It is extremely angsty and has character death/suicide. I OWN NOTHING BUT THE PLOT!
Summary: He only looked her way under dire circumstances. Well she had a plan that would make him glance at her one last time.
She loved him, she loved him and he chose a star. Someone who couldn't be with him the exact way she could. Was something wrong with her? She knew she was no Susan but surely she wasn't that ugly. Her long goldish hair hung about 5 inches below her shoulders, her fair skin a little dark now and her bright blue eyes shone now more than ever. Still he barely ever looked her way and when he did it was in the same fashion that of Peter and Edmund. She sighed and looked over the edge of the balcony to see the King Caspian dancing with her now bride, Ramandu's daughter. She closed her eyes and let a single tear fall and tried to pretend seeing them together wasn't really this painful. That she didn't secretly wish it was her he snuck off to see late at night. That she didn't see the faint blush that would creep up the girl's cheek when Caspian whispered in her ear. When they were all seated she let a few tears fall as she saw Caspian looking at his bride with such love and adoration she thought her heart and physically snapped in two. He didn't even glance her way when she excused herself for the night. Didn't ask if she was alright like the others had when they noticed her tear stained cheeks. So here she sat on a little bench at the top of the foyer. She chuckled dryly thinking over the events that had taken place over the past few hours and reached for the dagger that lay beside her. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, asked Aslan to pass forgiveness on her damaged soul. The dagger clanked to the floor and the former Queen of Narnia fell down the stairs with not a hair out of place. Out of the corner of her eye she saw the tears coming out of the noble king's eyes as he ran over and held her in his arms. Sobbing loudly along with the rest of her family members. She smiled to herself softly before feeling the pulling of her soul from her body. Caspian had given her a glance just a few years too late.