disclaimer : i don't own anything in this fanfiction.
((except the plot ofcourse))
if i do, i will rape ciel and -cough- marry sebastian
-kicked by his fangirls-

all characters belong to yana toboso. -she is one hell
of my favorite mangaka xDD

warning : language. my english is really sucks.
i blame my laziness while not listening my teacher
when explaining about grammar and stuff.
so please be patient guys or if
you don't mind give me some critic's TwT)/.

first day moving in big city, i have to go
buying some food supply for the rest of week.
it's quiet funny when you suddenly removed
from your current work place, except for the
benefit salary and facilities. yes, i have
removed from my current work place because
my "excelent" work and my boss said i have
much potential, so he recomended me to his
partner. and, here i am. they give me 3 day
for my movement and stuff. i don't mind it
at all. i have prepared everything and have
moved instanly. but my stuff still untouched
after i've removed here. first of all, i have
to refill my fridge, and then cleaning business
is later.

-ooOoo-
there is a group of child like me, abandoned
by their parents, must ended in streets despite
orphanage. we have to defend our selves for
keep alive in this cruel world. we have to
run for avoid the "hunter". they said, if you
siezed by "them" you will never be free. your
organs will sold for meditary needs without
thinking of humanity. but,i never see one
of them since im here. yes, i am new. atleast
since my head nurse at the orphanage threw me
in here because my old is suck
and in my case, getting old means we can't have
any step parents.

i approached one of them in hope of i can joined
to their group. it would be easy if you have team
for many aspects. like stealing food, robber some
old man, and stuffs. i don't mind doing that, as
long as i can feed my self. no one would care and
that's the best and the saddest thing.

"hei... can i join?" i asked them in rather friendly
voice. and they all stopped from their currently
acitivity. and that's make me feel little awkward.
"who are you? i never see you before" the leader said
"i-i am ciel. i'm new here. are you the leader here?"
"oh...ciel huh... yes, i am. my name is alois. what
do you want from this pityful group?" he asked
"i- i dont know. but i just need friend, and it would
be easier if we have team for many aspect. am i right?"
"yes... you right. but if you wanna join with us, you
need to show your ability to us, right guys?" he asked
his team. and they answered it with "yes, boss"

i tought for a moment, what could he want from me anyway?
but, i cant thinking any further because my stomach growl.
i didn't eat anything since yesterday. i'm really hungry,
and with that decision, i HAVE TO do this.

"i am in." i said to alois, and he grew his smile to devilish
grin. and he wave his hand asking for follow him. all of us
follow him to some dark street, and rather creepy for me.
and then, he stops. we hide in gap between small buildings.
i sneak a peek between some boy that slapped my head to back off.
"what we doing here?" i asked with wishper voice.
"you see that guy?" he pointed his finger and led to some
approaced dark haired man. and i nodded, alois's smirk grew wider.
"you have to rob that man." he said
"b-but he is an addult. he also tall. wh-what if..."
"come on.. why you so worried? he is new in here. absolutely,
only morron choose this street. this is His teritories, and i doubt
it that man know it." he interupt my argument with his devilish grin.
i don't even know what i must to do, but my instinc win upon me.
i move and approached that man. when i getting closer, he really tall
than me. and without thinking i began talk.

"give me your money, or you will regret if you are not" i became serious
while i felt my face become emotionless. but, this man just cocked his
eyebrow in mocking way. this... will be difficult than i tought. and
alois and his friends approached me, in order to help me.
"yeah... give me your money bastard. or... we will do something in
your beautyfull face" alois said with devilish grin in mocking way.
"if i say no?" this man chalenged us!
"you die!" alois and his friends began attack this man with brutal way.
but that man really have awesome defends. he kicked some blonde boy in his
leg, while punched the other boy right in his face without dropping his
stuff. i never see something like this before, never this close. i just stunned
like a candle doll, suddenly i can't hear their voices, their image blurred.
replaced with my horrible memories. and before i figure out anything, i can see
alois being pissed and grab something from his pocket. that is... knife!
without hesitation, my legs moved to that man, and then... the only thing i feel
just blood dripping from my lips. it tasted salty, yet sweet. and without any
mercy and regret, alois pulled his knife from my stomach. i just groaned because
the pain throught my body.
"you idiot!" alois screamed to me
"i-i am... but i cant let another people ...die just because i am hungry."i chouged
amount of blood and collapse right away. i just can see alois and their gangs run
away while said "let's go". and everything almost... faded. i tought death never
this pain. my body grew limp, my breath become hard, i swallow every air i can
take into my lung. and then... i feel arm wrapped around me, holding me still and before
i know it, that dark haired man is the one who holds me. i just stare at his eyes with
pain in my own eyes.
"i-i am sorry ...sir." pause, i coughing amount of blood again. and before i could say
anything else, i passed out.

-oooOooo-
i rushed to main street just for stopping some taxy. this little boy, his life is in
danger. i don't even know why i doing this, helping someone who gonna rob you. but
something is different from this boy, his eyes said he really sorry about what he
will to do. and finally, i have taxy stopped in front of me.
"hospital... quickly.. this boy is in danger."
"right away sir" the driver is moving his taxy with unbelievable speed. well, i dont
care about that. i tightened my grip, worried about this little one.
"stay there...little one" i whispered to his ear. hopping he could hear my voice.