AN: Kind of AU, but stays with the main storyline. Bo still cannot control herself and her desire is heightening.
Chapter 1
Bo found it very hard to be in control of herself these days. Although, she didn't know why, she knew that it had something to Lauren. Every time she was around her, there was nothing more she wanted to do than to make her scream her name. The fact that she felt Lauren's libido go up every time she was around the succubus didn't help. Bo sighed to herself, she didn't know how long she could take it. The human had a girlfriend, she was off limits. Even though she had Dyson to feed off of, it didn't satiate her desire for Lauren. And it's still building.
Bo was at the Dal, drinking a vodka and venting to Trick about her problems, as she usually did. Trick stood in front of her, across the bar, listening attentively.
"And I don't know what to do about it. I mean, I can't hold it off forever, eventually I'm not going to be able to control myself and then jump her bones. And on top of that, I don't know if I can control myself from feeding off her, what if I kill her?" the succubus complained. Trick was smiling as he looked at his granddaughter pouting.
Trick sighed, "She trusts you, Bo. Maybe you should trust yourself," he advised. Bo growled, "I had a taste of her once, Trick, I know I won't be able to control myself."
Lauren was like a drug to her, and it only made it worse for her when she tasted her chi.
"It's the life of a succubus, Bo. The person that you love is going to taste that much sweeter because of your love for them," Trick pointed out.
"Yeah, shit luck for me, she's human," Bo replied, plopping her head on her arm. "What am I going to do, Trick?" she whined, looking up at him from her position. Trick looked sympathetically at her.
"Isn't there some magical thing that can make her Fae or something?" Bo asked, defeated. Trick looked at the entrance of the Dal and smiled, "Better get up, said woman is here."
Bo immediately perked up and looked behind her. Sure enough, Lauren was walking towards her and her aura was a little bit brighter than usual, which didn't help the self-control issue with Bo.
"Hey," Bo greeted, containing her excitement. Lauren smiled, "Hi, how are you?" she asked. The formalities were killing them both but they decided to go through with it to fill the silence with anything but awkward tension.
"Nothing, haven't gotten a case in weeks," Bo replied, "What about you?"
"Just research in the lab, things are getting a little slow around here," she said. Lauren's aura flared a little brighter and Bo clenched her teeth and tried not to notice it. Trick disappeared but neither of them noticed.
"I need to talk to you," Lauren said suddenly. Bo's heart skipped a beat at that statement, "About what?"
"Us. About us," Lauren replied. Bo's heartbeat sped up a little bit, "Okay. Um, we can go in the back," Bo offered, "I was thinking more my place," Lauren said, with a sheepish smile. Bo raised her eyebrows in slight surprise, "Oh, um. Okay," she replied even though her mind was telling her what a bad idea it was.
"Great. My place at six?" Lauren asked and Bo nodded. Lauren smiled and left for the exit. Bo exhaled and clenched her teeth again. Please don't let me kill her, she thought herself.
Bo nervously knocked on Lauren's apartment door. She took in a deep breath to try and calm her nerves. Soon after, Lauren opened the door and smiled, "Hey."
"Hi, um. What did you want to talk about?" Bo asked, getting right into it because the clock was ticking. She noticed what Lauren was wearing, a white blouse and cream colored pants, her usual work clothes. Except she also noticed where the button was buttoned on that blouse...
She hardly noticed the smell of dinner wafting around the apartment.
"Have a seat," Lauren said as she sat on the couch. Bo sat with her, making sure to keep her distance.
"I just want to know where we stand," Lauren said. Bo nodded, trying to think of what to say. "I mean, it's just that, I'm confused. One day you give me this look that..." Lauren trailed off as she looked at Bo.
Bo was focused on Lauren's lips as she talked, every so often, forcing herself to look at her eyes but it didn't last tong.
"Like that," Lauren finished her sentence. Bo looked at her dark eyes and blinked, "Sorry," she whispered.
"And then it's like you avoid me for as long as you can. I don't get it," Lauren said softly. Bo sighed, "I'm sorry," she apologized again.
"It's just that, um. Lauren, I- I mean, I like you but then there's this, um... thing and-" Bo couldn't finish her sentence because didn't even know what to say. Lauren sighed and gave her slight smile at her efforts to explain.
"Do you want something to drink?" she asked, "Water?" Bo nodded, "Yeah, sure." Lauren walked toward the kitchen that was in sight, and Bo's eyes followed her. She swallowed hard, trying not to think of what exactly she could do to Lauren. How much better her clothes would look on the floor, how Lauren's moans would sound like and her body would look writhing on the bed. Or floor. Or... couch. Bo mentally shook her head, trying to rid her thoughts.
Lauren brought the water and Bo accepted the glass, drinking it down and hoping it would cool her off. No such luck.
"Are you okay?" Lauren asked and Bo nodded as she drank the water, until there was nothing left, "Fine," she replied.
"Are you sure you seem a little..." Lauren trailed off as she scooted closer to feel Bo's temperature. Bo could feel Lauren's aura brighten and Bo clenched her hands into fists.
"Um, do you need any help with dinner, or something? I can, um, prepare something," Bo said, suddenly getting up. Lauren was a little taken off guard by the sudden movement and stood up slowly herself.
"Uh, no I got it, I should be checking on that pot roast anyway," the blonde said, walking to the kitchen. Bo sighed, this was a bad idea, she thought herself.
"Shit," Lauren cursed under breath as she dropped a glass, Bo immediately went to go help her.
"Thank you. Sorry, I just-"
"It's fine," Bo replied before the doctor could finish. Lauren put the glass into the trash, turning around and didn't expect Bo to be so close to her. Bo threw away the last pieces of glass into the trash next to Lauren, grazing her side as she did so. Her aura flared and Bo clenched her teeth. Her self-control was waning as she looked into Lauren's big brown eyes, her back about a foot from the wall, Bo was sure she could trap her and take her right there. Her desire was skyrocketing, and it wasn't good.
"Bo?" Lauren asked, swallowing hard. Bo snapped out of it, backing up before anything else could happen.
"Sorry, I... spaced for a second," she said, chuckling.
"Why do you that?" Lauren asked, crossing her arms, her face full of curiosity.
"Do what?" Bo asked confused, "You suddenly back away like a have the plague or something," Lauren clarified, trying to keep the sadness out of it. Bo wondered if she should tell Lauren the truth. A part of her was telling her not to, but...
"Is it me? Are you repulsed by me or something?" Lauren asked.
"No! No, that's not it," Bo quickly replied, it's the opposite, she thought to herself. "Then what is it?" Lauren asked, stepping closer to the brunette.
"I know I'm human but-"
"It's because you're human, Lauren," Bo blurted out, getting slightly frustrated. "So, what? You feel that-"
"It's because I'm in love with you," Bo continued, cutting her off. Lauren was a little speechless at first. In the year that she's known her, she never admitted that.
"I'm in love with you and that makes it so much harder to control myself around you. It's so hard not to want to you. The desire-it grows every day. No matter what," Bo explained, exasperated. Lauren was still shocked from the statement.
"Bo, I trust you," Lauren said softly, "I know, I know you do. But I don't trust myself. I can't risk killing you," Bo replied. Lauren nodded, "But because I'm human..."
"Yeah," Bo finished the sentence for her. Lauren sighed, running her hand through her hair, taking in the information. It definitely wasn't what she expected. "So, um... Scientifically speaking, how badly do you have to control yourself around me," Lauren asked.
"I want to fuck you every minute," Bo said bluntly without thinking, and she immediately regretted it because Lauren's libido skyrocketed and Bo clenched her teeth. "I see," Lauren said as best as she could in her professional voice. She went and turned off the oven.
"So, feeding doesn't help?" Lauren asked and Bo shook her head. "No, I sometimes wish it did though," she replied and Lauren nodded her head.
"And coming here tonight was a big risk," Lauren assumed, "Huge," Bo concurred. Lauren nodded again, not knowing what to say. She cleared her throat, "And how are you now? Are you... okay?" she asked. Bo swallowed and smiled, "For the most part," she tried to lie. Lauren raised her eyebrows, knowing when the succubus wasn't telling the truth.
"No. I'm struggling a little," Bo came clean. Lauren couldn't help but smile just a little. She walked closer to her, looking into Bo's eyes, "And what do you want to do to me? What is it you're struggling with?" she asked, boldly, "Scientifically speaking, of course," she added. Bo eyes darkened. The doctor had to know she was teasing her. It was like waving a steak in front of a caged dog. Except, Bo wasn't caged.
"Lauren," she whispered, "You're playing a dangerous game," Bo warned.
"Just gathering scientific information to form a hypothesis," she replied, looking at her in such an innocent way that Bo knew was so far innocent.
"Put you on the counter, throw you on the couch, carry you upstairs to your bed," the succubus replied, her eyes turning blue and it excited Lauren. Bo contained a moan as she felt Lauren's aura flare.
"Is that all?" Lauren asked, coaxing her to continue. Bo shook her head, unconsciously leaning in closer.
"Rip off all your clothes, kiss you, touch you, make you scream," she whispered, her voice husky with desire. Lauren smiled, their lips centimeters apart.
"Are you hungry?" Lauren asked, and Bo knew exactly what she meant. "Very," she replied and Lauren closed the distance. All the willpower Bo had left, was gone. She kissed back with fervor. Lauren pressed her body to her lover's and Bo picked her up by the hips and put her on the counter, pulling her legs to her as she was in between them so that she could have as much contact as possible. As if she would die without her touch.
And that set her off. Die.
"Lauren," Bo moaned out. Lauren moaned in response and Bo tried to find it within herself to stop. And finally, she pulled away but Lauren was unwilling to part yet. She tried to lean in for more but Bo was just out of her reach. The blonde opened her eyes, "What's wrong?" she breathed.
"Fuck, why do you have to be so hard to resist?" Bo whispered, more to herself. "We can't," the brunette said. Lauren moaned in protest and Bo bit her lip as she gripped edge of counter very tightly. "Why?" Lauren asked, their foreheads together.
"I might kill you," Bo replied, "Might," Lauren repeated to make a point. "I'm willing to take the chance," the blonde finished. Bo shook her head, but as Lauren placed open mouthed kisses on her neck and her eyes rolled to the back of her head, she forgot why she would want to stop.
"Lauren," Bo whispered, but Lauren didn't respond, her hand trailing over Bo's breast and the side of her hip. Bo quickly grabbed her hands before she completely lost control. Lauren pulled back to look at the succubus' face.
"I can't take that chance," Bo murmured, her eyes fading back to it's dark brown. But her eyes were hazy and Lauren could tell she was still struggling with herself. Lauren pouted, "Well, if I do die, I'll die with a smile on my face," Lauren joked but Bo was serious. "Lauren, that's not funny."
Lauren straightened her face, "You're right, I'm sorry. I just... I really want you, Bo," Lauren admitted and Bo bit her lip and closed her eyes, trying to get a hold of herself. That she tasted her lips, her desire only heightened.
"You know I won't give up, right?" Lauren asked. Bo nodded but knew that Lauren was walking a very fine line.
"Okay, pot roast is ready," Lauren said, changing the subject and Bo moved so that she could get off the counter that she so wanted to fuck her on.