Despite the blurriness from the dried tears, I still found a nearby bar. opening the stained, yet still see through doors, a certain smell hit me dead in the face. It littered the whole room, making me a bit drunk already. I walked over to the counter, I set a crumpled twenty on the wooden surface. The bartender let out a soft growl and glared, grabbing a few bottles, he handed me one. Taking a sip, the taste was awful but did I care? No, no I didn't. I brushed my finger tips on the faint pink marks on my skin, only her finger tips remained...
Flashback
I let out a nervous sigh, I was trembling. Not only with nervousness, but with excitement. I stood outside for about five minutes, she would come..yes. I saw her walking towards my direction, still having the same smile as always. The burning desire lingering in her gentle blue eyes. Soon enough she was mere a few steps away. Sweat began to fall down my neck, I shivered. I was waiting by a tree our tree. This would be the perfect spot for my confession! I tighten my grip on the strap of my back pack, while holding the rose with the other. She waved,"Yugi!" Finally she skipped her way towards me, she noticed the flower in my grasp."Yugi, that's a beautiful flower! May I ask, who's it for?" So polite, isn't she?
Slowly my finger loosened their grip on the strap and made their way to her,"You,'' I said simply,"It's for you." I a faint pink flush on her lovely cheeks, she let out a soft gasp,"For me? Really" I nodded, I handed to her, she hesitates, why? Even so, she still takes the rose, but why did she hesitate? I shook it off, i felt a small wave of sadness, is she going to reject me? The statement repeated over and over as we headed to the park. "Anzu, I brought you here for a reason, not only did I want somewhere a bit private but somewhere were we used to hang out.." She held a smile, she waited for me to go on," I needed to tell you this for a while and, well.." Taking a sharp breath I let it all out in one take,"I'veBeenLikingYouForAwhile!AnzuMazakiWillYou GoOutWithMe?!" I felt the heat return on my face, I dared not to look up.
I suspected she must've had a look of confusion and or shock by my sudden out burst, boy was I wrong. After a few moment of silence, I took a small glance, her face wrinkled in disgust. She glared down at me, her fingers suffocating the flower's stem. She released a laugh, to my surprise. "Why would I go with a small brat like you" My body went stiff, she continued,"A wimp, twerp a small weakling, still even those names give you some meaning; you are nothing. Even trash can surpass you" She crushed the petals of the rose and dropped them, still not done with the torture of the crumpled flower. She ended with it by stepping on it, just like a bug. Still, I didn't lift my head,"Anzu Mazaki, can do better than a twerp like you. You are nothing but a shadow to him," No, don't tell me,"You shouldn't be the one confessing, but Yami." No. I sniffed, a few tears began to surface my eyes. I tried to blink them away,"You can have the flower back, consider it a gift, or rather a token of advice; Don't say anything about this twerp, or else." I heard the sound of her shoes clicked on the concrete as she walked away.
I walked to home slash game shop, where I'll be alone. My grandfather wasn't there, made me even more depressed. I thought she wasn't going to go far than a simple "No"
Flashback
I glared at the empty bottle,I recalled that moment over and over. Tears began to fall down my flushed cheeks, as I gulped another bottle.
I'm sorry for the fans of Anzu/Tea, sorry for not updating for awhile but I'm going to rewrite this and My Soul To Take
