I do not own cm I wish because honestly there would be no Kevin lynch no Tamara Barnes. Just saying.

For him/for you.

Rage she had never felt such rage before in her entire live not even when the drunk driver that had killed her parents walked away without a scratch, that was a drop compared to the rage that Penelope Garcia felt at her so called best friend Derek ladies' man ass hole of the century Morgan, Mr. love them and leave them the next morning.

Penelope stopped that train of thought right there. As she quickly blinked the tears back she had a job to do and she had to plan her out fit for her date tonight with James. James he was amazing so good looking and she had to admit that she was surprised that he had asked her out for him a smoking hot guy to ask her a certified tech geek was amazing, as the day went on she called either Emily or JJ for the information they had needed, Emily at one point asked why she wasn't talking to Morgan, which she was able to deflect with the speed of a bullet. "Em I promise nothing is wrong I just don't feel like talking to Morgan right now." After that pen hung up and quickly left for him she knew that something good was going to happen after all, all things happen for a reason.

As Penelope got into Esther she noticed that there were six text messages on her personal phone she knew without a doubt who it was for him to keep sending her messages and not getting the hint that she was pissed off at him, made her even more mad, (well Derek Morgan, you are not going to haunt my thoughts tonight because I'm going to get lucky with a true god.) She quickly turned off her phone and got into Esther for his sake he better back off and soon. She thought to herself.

After getting in and out of the shower in record time she looked at the clock her date was at 7 p.m. she could wait James was so sweet he called her work number to double check to see if she was still up for going out tonight, saying she sounded tired and was worried, she smiled at the memory and remembered what she said to him "for you I will be ready to go, and looking ok I hope." "You can only look beautiful Penelope I can't wait to see you tonight."

And with that one statement Pen felt her heart inflate even more, as she put the finishing touches to her make-up she couldn't stop her thought s from straying to Derek and she felt her heart break they were supposed to be best friends, she should have told JJ or Emily about the date why did she tell Derek what possessed her to do it. And what possessed him to say what he did. Well he was now in the past, because waiting for her was a real man a man who saw her for her a beautiful sensual woman.

As Penelope and James walked up to her apartment she kept thinking this is for you Derek maybe now you will realize what you could have had.

"You know Garcia there is something I have wanted to do all night." James's voice stopped her from going into her building. (Oh god maybe he wants to kiss me, but do I want him to do that?) She thought as she turned around and thought once more Derek I wanted him to be you for you to want me too. ) she turned and tried to smile at her date when *BANG* pain was all she felt.

Just a one shot that has been busy around in my head since I saw lucky a couple weeks ago hope you all liked it