A/N: This is my first story but I'm also writing more. If you want I can continue this story. I planned to make more chapters but if people don't like it I won't continue posting it but I will write it to make myself happy. I f you want me to continue writing this please review. GO RAINE (my current obsession)! I apologize beforehand if any of the characters are OOC or if my writing sucks but I just had to get this out into the fanfiction world.

Disclaimer: I do not own glee or any of its characters but I wish I did, the show would be different if I created it.

Sing Out Your Feelings

Blaine's POV:

The warblers were singing "If I Had You" by Adam Lambert. It used to be one of my favorite songs. But now the only song I could ever think about was "Don't You Want Me" , it was like some kind of curse. Singing with Rachel was lie dyeing then going to heaven. It was like a disease that took over your mind and that little brunette was also consuming all of his thoughts. I couldn't focus on anything ,even Kurt; the only thing I could focus on was Rachel and singing. Kurt was constantly clinging to me and it was making me feel guilty.

My cellphone was burning a hole in my pocket. I also felt guilty for telling Rachel that I was gay. It wasn't completely true either, even though I thought I was gay I still had strong feelings for Rachel. When I kissed Rachel it wasn't fireworks but it was like a warmth spreading through him, and I had liked it. After I had told Rachel I was 100% gay I had hurriedly ran/speed-walked to the bathroom. Being the more emotional kind of guy I cried. When I came out of the bathroom Kurt had gone through three coffees and he was rapidly texting Mercedes. Kurt had looked up from his phone and smiled.

"How was it in the bathroom?" Kurt had asked.

I didn't even respond I just walked out the coffee store; tears yet again stung my eyes. I was so confused; sexually and emotionally. Kurt ran after me.

"What's wrong? Blaine your gay. go back to who you were before that stupid part." Kurt said.

"Okay Kurt. Lets go."

After that I had gone home and attempted to practice "If I Had You" so I would be ready for warblers I had hoped that Rachel wouldn't be to devastated because I cared how she felt. Maybe I should call her? But that would be like betraying Kurt who obviously had strong feelings for me. Maybe I could call one of her friends or get advice from someone. But who were her friends anyway? Kurt was the only friend of hers I really knew and I definitely couldn't ask Finn because he probably still had feelings for her too. Wait Blaine; what are you doing? You don't have feelings for Rachel Berry. Even though she is beautiful and was an amazing duet partner. I smiled at that. No Blaine no matter how much you like her you can't do that to kurt. Maybe I should call a therapist or something. But I didn't think I was that crazy just a little confused. Actually I was confused as a person could be, guy or girl. In the end I felt that I needed to talk to the start of the problem. That was Rachel Berry; the one person he wanted to talk to, but didn't want to talk to her at the same time. My hand shook as I grabbed my phone out of my blazer and looked up my contacts. Rachel was on my speed dial because Kurt had put that on; so if he wanted to have an "emergency" talk with her he could from multiple phones. I scrolled down to her name and dialed her number. It rang three times before she picked up.

"Hello Berry residence."I heard her voice on the line.

"Rachel we need to talk."I said.

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