Only if

Summary: Shishido is forced to find his own means to maintain his scholarship at Hyoutei. Silver Pair and AtoShishi Rating for abuse and Rape

Author's note: This was made by me and my friend

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"What the hell do you mean?!" Shishido asked his mother furiously.

He had arrived in his home after practice only to find out that his parents had 'accidentally' used up the money that was supposed to be the payment for his tuition fee to their vices. Not that it was much; he was only paying twenty five percent of his overall tuition and the miscellaneous fees thanks to his scholarship and tennis scholarship.

"Used it all up. You would just have to talk to the school, I'm sure they'd give you some kind of work" his mother answered taking a long breath of her cigarette. "Do you honestly think that I have the time?" Shishido answered angrily.

"Then why don't you borrow from your friends, they're rich aren't they?" Shishido felt his anger rise a few notches. "I'm not that low..." he muttered.

"Then drop out! It's not our problem anymore... your brother has been earning money since junior high and have you seen him complain about it?!" his father snapped at him.

"Why can't you be like him, and have some use for a change..."

"I am not my brother!" he snapped back.

"Don't you dare answer back to me you brat! I'm your father!" His father rose from the chair and went towards him.

"You sure are but you don't act like it! So don't expect me to respect you!" after that he felt his father's fist on his cheek

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"Oi! Shishido why the hell" Gakuto stopped in mid-sentence as he stared at Shishido. "What the hell happened to you?" he asked, pointing at the large bruise being covered up by white gauze on the others cheek.

"The usual..." Shishido grumbled as he passed Gakuto to go to his own locker.

"You should really talk to someone about your parents... you can't just let them beat you up every damn day."

"I have a bigger problem than that right now...besides, I can move out once we graduate in a few months."

"Right... as if they'd let you reside in the dorms."

"I could always run away..."

"And go where?"

"As I said... I have a bigger problem as of the moment."

"And what is that?"

"I don't think I'll be able to pay my tuition.."

Gakuto stopped lacing his shoes to stare at Shishido. "What?! But the midterms are almost here! They won't let you take the test without paying at least your mid-year tuition fee!"

Shishido slammed his locker shut "I know, Damn it!"

Gakuto finished lacing up and approached him, "I won't be help you with that, my parents don't sponsor and so does Yuushi's... but I think I know someone who could help you."

Shishido stared at him "Don't tell me Atobe" he started

"Atobe." Gakuto said with finality. Shishido sighed and nodded, he didn't have a choice.

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"Shishido-san, is something wrong?" Choutaro asked his doubles partner hesitantly. He had noticed the others lack of concentration on their practice for the day and that usually meant that his senior had a problem, and it's usually big.

"No. It's nothing" Shishido answered. Then again it could just be him.

Their training ended without any anomalies, or so it seemed. Everyone, except for Choutaro and Gakuto, haven't noticed the lack of enthusiasm of Shishido towards practice. The telltale sign of the day that Shishido was troubled was that he did not ask Choutaro to practice with him a bit more and instead had approached Atobe. Choutaro was going to follow when Gakuto stopped him.

"Senpai?" he asked

Gakuto shook his head.

"Leave him alone on this one, kid" he told him and with one last glance he turned around and walked toward the regular's club room.

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"You wish to speak with Ore-sama?" Atobe asked as soon as he and Shishido were out of earshot.

"Buchou..." Shishido started, straining on the word 'buchou' "I would like to ask a favor..."

Atobe raised his eyebrow "Ore-sama does not give"

"I swear I'll pay you back in anyway I can!" Shishido cut him off. "I'll do anything! Please! I just need to pay the mid-year tuition fee and I'll be out of your hair!" he told him, Atobe stared at him. "I'll do anything! I'll even be your personal maid if I have to! Just please..." Shishido finished getting on his knees and bowing. "Please..."

Atobe smirked. He had waited for a moment like this. "Stand up" he told the other and Shishido obeyed. "Ore-sama does not need another house help, ha has too many already." Shishido looked away. "However..." He looked at Atobe expectantly "There is something that I want from you."

"What" before Shishido could ask he was roughly pushed to the wall and kissed. His eyes went wide in full understanding of what Atobe wanted from him and he didn't want to give it. Atobe pulled back "Well Shishido?" he asked lasciviously. Shishido wanted to say no, he wanted to run... but he had no choice. If Atobe could really help him, then this is the price he has to pay... slowly he nodded.

"Don't worry, Shishido Ryou... I'll take care of you." Atobe purred and inside, Shishido shattered.

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A/N: My first silver pair fic!!!

Flamers, instead of shouting 'BURNING!!' with Kawamura, could go sit in a corner with Kabaji, who I'm sure will be happy to have a conversation with you... right, Kabaji?

Kabaji: Usu.

BSamurai: See?