Not This Time

Don't mind this, just felt bored and had enough time to make a one shot.


I hate him, with a mighty force of anger and annoyance, yet why do I always have a weird sensation, a feeling of love for him. He barely talks to me, he's an inconsiderate jerk, and all he does is act like he's the coolest kid in the class.

I hate him, but at the same time, I also have a crush on him. Everything he does makes both of those feelings increase. He makes my day better, but also makes it worse.

The even worse part is that I'm not able to tell him how I feel. He just doesn't flow that way. That is what makes me hate him with a passion, the fact that if he were to find out, he would hate me for it.

He is the very reason why I always feel heartache and sorrow. I want to get over him, but a nagging feeling is always there, just waiting to pull on my heartstrings again and again as if I were a record player.

He gives me the sanity I need in life, but also injects an improper amount of insanity into my heart, causing me to form a darkness where only my deepest, darkest secrets reside, waiting to see the light of day one last time.


As I say all of this to you, take note, that all that you are reading right now is an illusion, thoughts to which actually are meant to be spoken to 'him'.

In another universe, these thoughts are unsaid, only told to 'him' and we both live peacefully, but sadly, I had to be stuck in this universe, where everything in my life doesn't go the way I would have liked it to go.

Now, you will be able to see the alternate universe, the one I dream about every day of my bland, lonely life! I bid you farewell, and hope that you like what happens.

*switching aus*


"Damn it, just please listen to me!"

"What do I need to hear, you whining about feeling lonely, well I don't give two fucks about that!"

"You know something, you're the very reason I feel that way!"

"I'm the reason?! I haven't done anything to you!"

"You want to know what you've done?"

"Spill it!"

"You're breaking me"

"What?"

"You just don't get it do you? You're breaking me, making me feel insane and always feel like my soul could give in at any moment!"

"How am I doing that to you?"

"Because you're you! You want the truth, fine I'll give it to you! I freaking love you! You're what keeps me wanting to come back. If it weren't for you, I probably would have gotten kicked out of school by now!"

"Wait, you like me!? Nope, I don't swing that way, and you know that!"

"This is why I didn't want to do this, because I knew this would happen!"

"Well, tough luck, you just ruined this friendship!"

" *quiet sobs and sniffles* Why me? In another universe, I would have kept mouth shut and none of this would have happened!"

*switching aus*


I guess from the possible surprise on your face that you hadn't expected that.

What? Did you expect a stupid love story that would end with a simple happy ending? Sorry, but no matter how many universes or timelines you go to, it will always come to this.

I am the only one with the timeline and universe who has no bad or good ending, eventually resulting in me getting over it. However, for the other universes, they will suffer, and eventually, they will burn out their will to live.

So, if you're that curious and adventurous to go searching for a universe with a good outcome, be my guest, I'll be more than satisfied to see your reaction to every outcome.

Now, if you are actually able to find that envied universe, come see me.

*you look at Jonathan, seeing him disappear*

*you hear a light chuckle*

To be continued….