Now you're gone I realized my love for you was strong And I miss you here now you're gone I keep waiting here by the phone With your pictures hanging on the wall
I can't believe it. She's gone. I'll never be able to sneak into her house again and surprise her with a fresh pot of coffee and a smirk that annoys her. I spent so much time getting my kicks by annoying her. I'll never be able to do it again. Is this what they mean when they say the pain of loss. The grief. I don't think I've ever felt this before. Not that I can remember anyways.
Now you're gone I realized my love for you was strong And I miss you here now you're gone I keep waiting here by the phone With your pictures hanging on the wall
I always knew what i felt for you was something more than friendship. I wish I had known sooner that this is what love was. Its been 6 months now since you left me. Alone. The days all blend in on each other now. I can't go a day without thinking of you. I even found an old picture I had of you and hung it up on the wall. I don't think I have ever had a picture of someone hanging up. Its odd. I'm confused by my actions. I can't go a day without thinking of you and looking at that picture. You standing there. Your eyes burning with fire and you ready to go into battle. Such a bad ass you were.
Is this the way it's meant to be? Only dreaming that you're missing me I'm waiting here at home I'll be crazy now you're gone
Its a year today. A year since you left me. Alone! I still think of you. Dream of you. Wishing you were here with me. I know I made alot of bad choices. Like the morning after we made love. Walking out before you woke up. I know you thought I used you and I'm sorry. So very sorry. I like to think that you miss me too. Wherever it is that you are. I wake up with the sound of your voice calling out to me for help on my mind from my dreams. I never used to dream. Until you left. Now I have them every night. I can't escape them. You, your beautiful blue eyes, your agitation towards me when I would keep my secrets from you. I think I'm going crazy. Waiting, begging for someone to come along, someone capable enough to send me to see you again. Providing they'll let me be where your at.
There's an empty place in my heart Without my Anita it will break apart It won't heal, it never fades away I'll be thinking 'bout you everyday
18 months since I lost the one person I ever truly loved. You once said I had a heart. I didn't believe you. Now I do. I still feel it breaking every time I wake up. Every time I answer the phone hoping its you calling. I'm starting to think this pain won't go away. I'll never be able to fully be me again. The mercenary you once trusted.
Are you ready for take off Now you're gone
Its been two years since I lost you my best friend. My only friend. I think I might be finding my way again. I'm at the airport. Waiting for my flight to go back to Trenton. I need to make peace with you being gone. To say my "Babe" to you. I've searched for anyone who might have caused your death. But I couldn't find anything. I'm finally accepting that it probably was just a tragic accident. I see a woman as I'm boarding my plane. She looks exactly like you. Only with short hair. This can't be. Can it? Is it you? Or am I really going insane? Now she's gone. I'll never know I guess. I better just follow my plan as I had. I can't keep going on like this. Someone will come along and find me as an easy target. I won't go down that easy. You wouldn't let me if you were still alive. I must honor that. I must honor you. I love you! I can finally say that now.
