Weight of My World

Disclaimer: I don't own YGO or Evanescence or anything else. PS: I especially don't own the song, "Weight of the World" - the title is that of the song changed to "weight of my world" - I still don't the song, though.

NOTE: Song lyrics

Malik's (hikari's) thoughts (and actions and speech in his POV)

Chapter 1 –

Feels like the weight of the world,

I hate being me
Like God in heaven gave me a turn.

Even the Egyptian Gods must hate me
Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you.

I swear I can't make this better.
Still in the dark, can you fix me?
I'm afraid of the darkness…I was hurt so much in there…
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
It hurts…it hurts…
If you love me, then let go of me.

You don't love me…you scarred me…mentally and physically
I won't be held down by who I used to be.

I'm not me anymore…I'm what you've forced me to be…
She's nothing to me.

Isis…Rashid…I can't feel them there…
Feels like the weight of the world,

The weight of my world…my duty…stands on my shoulders…
Like all my screaming has gone unheard.

I screamed as he carved in me…it hurts me…it hurts me…it hurt me…it hurts me…
And oh, I know you don't believe in me.

You don't believe in me…I can see…I can see…
Safe in the dark, how can you see?
You can't see me through the dark…screams like the knife you're using…
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
Falling…falling…I'm falling…so far…
If you love me, then let go of me.

Let me go…end this torture…
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
You're just hurting me…scaring me…

Me: I don't like that ending.

Ryou: well, its only short.

Me: thanks…but I'm still not happy with it.

Ryou: sighs then why don't you just threaten Yugi to make yourself feel better? It's kinda funny to watch, anyways…

Me: yay! Now you get it, Ry-Ry!

Ryou: …okay?

Me: sniffs whatever. pulls out leashes holding rabid snow-doggies YAY! SNOW-DOGGIE TIME!

Yugi: oh no…not again…!

Me: MWAHAHAHAH! Beg! Or ELSE!

Yugi: sighs brightens fearfully please review naioka1992 before she ends up killing me or some other random person/character with her snow-doggies! AHH! DON'T KILL ME!

Me: whatever. releases snow-doggies

Ryou: so…who're they after THIS time?

Me: Tea, Yami, Mana and Serenity.

Ryou: …why? Serenity hasn't been in ANY of your fics, I don't think…

Me: shrugs don't know, don't care. I just want her to get chased up a tree.

Ryou: are you sure you just don't wanna see Joey's, Tristan's and Duke's faces when they find out?

Me: probably, but Duke won't find out. I don't want him in this bit.

Joey: AHH! My sister!

Tristan: AHHH! MY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!

Me: snickers whistles here, snow-doggies of mine!

Snow-Doggies: return to naioka1992

Me: mush!

Snow-Doggies: attack Joey and Tristan

Joey and Tristan: get chased up a tree next to the one Tea, Yami, Mana and Serenity are hiding up scream

Snow-Doggies: bark up both trees to scare all characters

Joey, Tristan, Yami, Mana, Tea and Serenity: screams

Me: snickers cackles

Ryou: sighs let's wrap this up before Yugi tries to get out of begging for reviews again.

Me: sure, why not? whistles mush! rides off on sledge with Ryou

Snow-Doggies: -pull sledge along

Me: bye!

Ryou: help! Err, err…bye!