Weight of My World
Disclaimer: I don't own YGO or Evanescence or anything else. PS: I especially don't own the song, "Weight of the World" - the title is that of the song changed to "weight of my world" - I still don't the song, though.
NOTE: Song lyrics
Malik's (hikari's) thoughts (and actions and speech in his POV)
Chapter 1 –
Feels like the weight of the world,
I
hate being me
Like God in heaven gave me a turn.
Even
the Egyptian Gods must hate me
Don't cling to me, I
swear I can't fix you.
I
swear I can't make this better.
Still in the dark,
can you fix me?
I'm afraid of the darkness…I was
hurt so much in there…
Freefall, freefall, all
through life.
It hurts…it hurts…
If you love me, then let go of me.
You
don't love me…you scarred me…mentally and physically
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
I'm
not me anymore…I'm what you've forced me to be…
She's nothing to me.
Isis…Rashid…I can't feel them there…
Feels
like the weight of the world,
The
weight of my world…my duty…stands on my shoulders…
Like all my screaming has gone unheard.
I
screamed as he carved in me…it hurts me…it hurts me…it hurt
me…it hurts me…
And oh, I know you don't believe
in me.
You
don't believe in me…I can see…I can see…
Safe
in the dark, how can you see?
You can't see me
through the dark…screams like the knife you're using…
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
Falling…falling…I'm falling…so far…
If you
love me, then let go of me.
Let
me go…end this torture…
I won't be held down by
who I used to be.
You're just hurting me…scaring
me…
Me: I don't like that ending.
Ryou: well, its only short.
Me: thanks…but I'm still not happy with it.
Ryou: sighs then why don't you just threaten Yugi to make yourself feel better? It's kinda funny to watch, anyways…
Me: yay! Now you get it, Ry-Ry!
Ryou: …okay?
Me: sniffs whatever. pulls out leashes holding rabid snow-doggies YAY! SNOW-DOGGIE TIME!
Yugi: oh no…not again…!
Me: MWAHAHAHAH! Beg! Or ELSE!
Yugi: sighs brightens fearfully please review naioka1992 before she ends up killing me or some other random person/character with her snow-doggies! AHH! DON'T KILL ME!
Me: whatever. releases snow-doggies
Ryou: so…who're they after THIS time?
Me: Tea, Yami, Mana and Serenity.
Ryou: …why? Serenity hasn't been in ANY of your fics, I don't think…
Me: shrugs don't know, don't care. I just want her to get chased up a tree.
Ryou: are you sure you just don't wanna see Joey's, Tristan's and Duke's faces when they find out?
Me: probably, but Duke won't find out. I don't want him in this bit.
Joey: AHH! My sister!
Tristan: AHHH! MY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!
Me: snickers whistles here, snow-doggies of mine!
Snow-Doggies: return to naioka1992
Me: mush!
Snow-Doggies: attack Joey and Tristan
Joey and Tristan: get chased up a tree next to the one Tea, Yami, Mana and Serenity are hiding up scream
Snow-Doggies: bark up both trees to scare all characters
Joey, Tristan, Yami, Mana, Tea and Serenity: screams
Me: snickers cackles
Ryou: sighs let's wrap this up before Yugi tries to get out of begging for reviews again.
Me: sure, why not? whistles mush! rides off on sledge with Ryou
Snow-Doggies: -pull sledge along
Me: bye!
Ryou: help! Err, err…bye!
