If there is one thing I have learned from this

it is that when you

don't care

you are a monster (freak)

But when you

care (too much)

you are defenseless,

weak.

There is no in between.

.

It is easier being a monster (freak)

but I have no choice but to be the weak monster

because I care (too much)

about your last words to me.

To see them through proves my cruelty (monster)

and my weakness (you).

.

I only hope you are not the same as me (destructive).