SPARK
i'm here now
somehow with all living things
but i am not living, i know that already
something somehow
different
about me
i don't know what because i can't see hear smell
only think feel
feel:
soft impressions on me
getting harder
am i taking a shape
i'm being pressed like dough molded into something
THERE
suddenly i can see hear smell all at once
see:
man with long black hair
small girl with white hair she shares something with me i know
i look down at myself
woman with red and white kimono fan in hand
i flex my fingers they are hard and solid
not like the unborn i once was
solid hard matter
hair tied in knot
man with long hair says something it takes my new ears a second to realize
kagura he is saying
is that my name
kagura of the wind
must be my name kagura of the wind
i nod
speak the man tells me
i don't know what to say
something comes out
what is it
why did you summon me
my ears hear
is that me talking
my voice is low i can hear that
low deep
stuttering don't know how to use my mouth
man is talking
you are under my control
control
i am under no one's control i am free
did i say that
yes i did
i am a spirit
i said that
man doesn't look happy
but he laughs
cold unpleasant
shiver
kagura that is not your decision
my ears hear
it's not?
