Hi, I decide to revise this at the insistence of a catspats31, I deleted the song, there, happy?

Scourge just killed another cat and is staring at the corpse.

He felt very contradictory, he loved killing and maiming others, he relished in the feeling of blood in his claws and it´s taste in his mouth and yet...

It made him feel guilty, and especially cold, so very cold.

He couldn´t help but think back to when he was Tiny, back before he became such a beast... this bloodthirsty beast.

But he knew he couldn´t, even if he wasn´t so ax crazy, he NEEDED others to fear him, as it kept him in control of Bloodclan

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He stares at his littermates coldly, his heart pumps blood faster as he doesn´t quite know how to handle the situation, seriously, the audacity of them! Coming to ask for food.

"But we´re your littermates, doesn´t blood mean anything to you"

At this he gets very angry, but manages to keep his cool

HYPOCRITES! Where was our shared blood of any notice to THEM!

None the less he ultimately conceded and gave them some of his food.

Before coldly banishing them of course, then went back to where none would see his rage

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Scourge walks back into his den, his paws red, he had just executed one his cats for failing him, he sits down and stares at the wall eyes empty and cold, before narrowing them in anger and bloodlust.

He had once heard twolegs refer to something called the butterfly effect.

They said that small things gave way to great things.

That described him and his backstory perfectly.

If something as insignificant as a butterfly´s flapping can cause a hurricane on the other side of the world then HE was what resulted of Ruby´s mean prank on Tiny.

How could this have happened?

How did everything break apart?

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Though he had also lied, he probably shouldn´t have boasted about fake fights with dogs.

And of course there was that forest apprentice, oh how he loathed him.
Was it all worth all his pain and hatred, tough?

He pondered on that question and ultimately decided that it was and wasn´t.

After all, this beast in him was his lot in life, the animal he had become.
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A bit darker than originally expected but to not portray him as violently insane goes against his character.

it´s my darkest story yet but this is Scourge we´re talking about, you know, mr. PTSD ratteled, sociopathic Tragic villain.