Chapter one
It was the last day before school started up again and to think she had wasted it away typing at her computer but she didn't mind it one bit. It would be her last day to really talk to roxas and other online friends. Who was Roxas? A boy she'd met a few weeks ago. He lived in the same state she did but in another city that was probably about an hour or two away. It had never occured to her to ask him for his phone number and probably wouldn't for another while. When it came to such things,she could be a little slow.Her name was Mitsuki Koyama and she was what many called your average tomboy,attitude wise. She had long golden blonde hair that tumbled down her back,curlying slightly at the tips. Her eyes were a pale light blue color and they stared at her computer screen,her fngers typing away at other messages she had yet to reply but in fact she didn't even feel like replying. None of those people really mattered to her,except Roxas. Over the past few weeks she'd gotten to know him better and she found herself liking him very much. No way in hell would she ever confess that to him though. It wasn't like he could like a loud talking girl like her anyone. She dressed nicely and looked like an angel but as soon as her mouth opened it was clear why many wouldn't date her. She had a tough attitude and rough edges. She was stubborn,quickly angered,cursed from left to right,threw tantrums. She couldn't speak a sentence without having a curse in it but she was working on that part of her speech. She was basically an angry child trapped in a teenagers body. So she had no chances with him period. A smile curved her lips. He'd replied to her and stared at the message happily,her joy not hidden at all.
They used their profile names but he'd gotten tired of that and given her his real name,Roxas. She still went by "Tsukiko" not her real name Mitsuki. It was funny though. Both her names had something to do with the moon. Mitsuki meaning the moon that often hides behind the sun,behind it's light but when night came the moon was the most beautiful thing in the sky,exposing it's scars created by the crators that crashed upon it. The moon was never breaking and remained strong. Tsukiko simply meant moon child and she prefered that. She sighed slightly and clicked on the message,beginning to read what he had written back to her:
Ah you start school tomorrow?
I don't start for another week here where I live and actually I wish school would start tomorrow. I'll be bored without you. really bored. Eh sounds wierd right?
I'll stop. Anyhow about my day it was good...if you call being dragged into your parents business "fun" I hate being dragged into their things. How about you?
Tell me about your day Tsu-chan :
;; Gah I missed you
A small blush crept up her cheeks as she read his message through. Lately it sounded as if she were his girlfriend.For Godsake she was his first friend on his tops that had to count for something right? Who know maybe she was imagining things again. They say you can't fall in love with someone you have never met,someone who you simply talk with online but she was about to prove that wrong. She began to type away...
Another week O.o? Seriously!? Ugh I hate you
I so wanna move to where you live! It's not like I even like school ; It's really a waste of my time.
O/o bored without me? You've gotta be kidding me Roxas! I'm sorry about your boring day though As for my day nothing speacial either.
At least I have my things ready for tomorrow. Enjoying my last day off pretty much. . I missed you too.
Anyhow talk to you Tsu-chan today because I won't be able to log on much after today! reply back!
She took a deep breath in and pressed the reply button.
"Roxas...I really like you" She murmered under her breath as she leaned back against her chair. Of course he would never be hers. He was too perfect and wouldn't accept a broken angel like her. She had too many scars to hide. Maybe thats why she hated her name. Because it exposed her weaknesses. She hate that. She didn't like to appear weak and thats why acting the way she did protected her against everyone's goddamn pity. She didn't want anyone saying "you poor thing". That was pathetic. She closed her eyes and laughed. She was really fucked up. Hikaru would surely make fun of her for falling in love.
She was panicing big time. It would be first day at highschool and hopefully it would be filled with good experiences instead of drama. She couldn't help but panic though. What if she got lost? What if she tripped down the stairs again and embarassed herself in front of a cute guy? So many things could go wrong! She took a glace over at her mother's photo which she kept in a small table and always a vase of flowers was placed there. It'd been five years since her parents her passed away, but only her father's body was never found. It'd been a plane crash but never was the body found. They stopped looking about a week later and reporting him as dead. It had left her brother Toya in charge of her now. Now he was off at college and worked to send her money for her expences. She worked on her own too,and she couldn't complain. At least she was living a decent life.
"Oka-san tomorrow is my first day of highschool but I can't help but feel a little nervous. scared even. I've heard that the school is huge and I'm sure I'll get lost or trip! I'm always so clumsy."she said as she sighed lightly and sat down on her bed,her eyes never wavering from her mother's photo. Her mother was smiling in the picture and she loved to see that. Somehow she knew her mother knew everything she was telling her.
"But hopefully things will be good this year,and I get to see my friends tomorrow. I just hope Mitsuki doesn't forget you know how she is,she doesn't seem to care about anything nowadays. It's like she thinks everything is a joke. We'll see how it goes. I really miss you,Oka-san. You and Ooto-san."she said softly as she looked at the spread out clothes she had on the floor. She had no idea what she was going to wear tomorrow. She wanted a different look than what she usually wore in the past years. Highschool meant changes. She looked back at the cheery blossom tree that was painted on her wall. Her mother had painted it,she had been an artist. Sakura. That was her name. Just the flowers that grew on the branches of the trees. Sakura. She pushed her long brown hair aside slightly,chocolatly strands falling backwards. Her eyes scanned back on her clothing and she decided on black brizilian capris with black flats decorated with white polka dots. She picked up a white tank top and a black short sleeved hoodie. Her clothes were set up now. She placed them beside her bed and began to fold her mess away. When she paniced she tended to do that from time to time. Sakura stared at her clock. It was already 10:30. This last day of summer had seemed to have gone by too quickly. She couldn't wait for tomorrow and yet there was a part of her that didn't want it to come.
She yawned lightly and crawled into her bed,the warmth of covers enveloping her. She buried herself in the covers and yawned again turning herself upwards so that her eyes met the ceiling. So many things awaited them this year and somehow she felt it would be a bumpy ride.
But then again that's how she had felt every year and she had yet to fail about the events that would come to pass.
