Tnt: Angsty fic.. again. Hehehe. Hope you people like it. I'll be updating Stuck With You? this weekend, I hope... RnR please! No flames please.

disclaimer: I do not own Digimon. There I said it! Happy now?! HAPPY NOW?!

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I am called simply Sora… And here's what I have to say to anyone who cares to listen…

It all started from a simple adoration. And from adoration, it became a wild obsession, turned into a possessive rage. It wasn't like me to do such a thing and yet, it seems so much as a part of me now.

There's no escaping it.

I hadn't meant to do that. I didn't know what I was thinking. I didn't even know if I was thinking. My heart told me it was wrong, that it would be a sin. But my mind argued, saying that wasn't it already a sin pledging yourself so deeply to a mere human being with faults of his own?

The first drop.

My mind finally won over and I've done it. My heart's still weeping, but I myself took no heed. He was hurting more. Maybe even more than I've ever felt.

Another drop.

It dawned me then. He was hurting. He was hurting because of me… I had caused him all this pain…all this suffering… More the reason for…

The third drop.

Everything I've said to him these past two days. Every hurtful lie and nod of a head. Every time I had comforted him for something that was false. Something that I had picked up from the pits of hell.

I want to scream. Stand up and scream out all my lies and deceit. Every false word I had ever spoken to him, all borne from my own green-eyed monster. From my jealousy.

I want to shout. Shout out for the whole world to hear that she really faithful… And I was the one who betrayed you, Yamato… It was my heart and I…

Yet, I'm so weak.

There goes another drip as proof.

All added to the shock of dark crimson, seeping through my white nightgown. Some were barely caught by my paling shaky hand. Others simply flew down to meet the cold hard marble. And with my cheek pressed onto the icy chill of the floor,auburn orbs also began to draw close.

I hope you forgive me, it had to be done… And I'm sorry.

Drip.

Drip.

Drip.