Title: The month that kept getting worse

Disclaimer: I do not own CSI:NY or the characters I'm just borrowing them for a while I will give them back. Maybe

Summary: The characters are a little OOC. Mac and Stella have been dating for the last year or so. Lucy is about 5 years old at the start. A month (ish) following the life of Stella Bonasera. There will be self-harm, eating disorders and suicide attempt hence the high rating of M.

Pairings: Stella/Mac, Don/Jess, Danny/Lindsey

Authors note: this is the first piece of fan fiction that I have ever written so any reviews are greatly appreciated, I am also dyslexic so I apologise for any spelling or grammar errors.

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It was 9:45. Stella was sat at her desk finishing off paperwork. They had just finished an especially difficult case that had resulted in everyone pulling all-nighters for the last week, Lucy had spent the week at the office sleeping in Stella's office and helping around the lab afterschool this helped to keep spirits up but it had still taken its toll on the csi's. Mac strolled into Stella's office she looked up from her laptop.

Stella: 'Hey Mac, I just finished up are you ready to go?'

Mac: 'I am Stel, I have a surprise for the team'

Stella: 'Do you? What is it?'

Mac: 'It wouldn't be a surprise if I told you now would it?' Stella looked at him and pouted 'it involves a two week holiday in a nice romantic hotel with a very low crime rate and a sandy private beach'

Stella: 'I like the sound of that when do we leave?'

Mac: 'we are meeting everyone at the airport at 3am so we better get going so we can pack'

Stella: 'ok lets go'

Mac had gone back to his office to collect his laptop and the tickets. Stella turned off her computer and put her things in her handbag. Mac walked in.

Mac: 'Are you ready to go stel?'

Stella: 'Think so'

Mac: 'let's go then' mac picked up Stella's laptop bag and they walked to the elevator, they went to the driving garage, got into macs car and drove to their apartment.

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It was now 10:30. Mac and Stella walked up to their apartment. Stella unlocked the door and they walked in. Stella: 'Are you hungry?'

Mac: 'Yeah what do you want for tea?'

Stella: 'Pizza?'

Mac: 'Stuffed crust peperoni?'

Stella: 'Sounds good, I'm going to go and have a shower, get changed and get packed. Can you order the food?'

Mac: 'Sure stel do you want garlic bread as well?'

Stella: 'yeah' mac kissed her it was tender put passionate he slid his lip along her bottom lip and she opened her mouth, there tongs battled for dominance. Stella gasped and pulled away. Mac: what's wrong? Are you ok?'

Stella: 'Yeah' she smiled 'he kicked'

Mac: 'Really?'

Stella: 'Yeah, come here feel' she guided macs hand down onto her slightly swollen stomach and he kicked again they both smiled. 'I need to go get ready and I'm really hungry can you order the food?'

Mac: 'On it.' Stella walked into their bedroom. She turned the shower on to heat and took off her boots, jumper, jeans, socks and underwear and stepped into the shower. She started to sing to herself as she washed herself. Mac knocked on the bathroom door Mac: 'the pizza is here stel.'

Stella: 'Ok just a second let me wash out the conditioner then I will be out' Mac left to sort the pizza out and Stella finished her hair she wrapped her hair in a towel and tied her silk robe around her. She walked into the kitchen. Mac handed her a plate and a glass of wine, she sat at the table and Mac sat next to her, she snuggled into to his side and he wrapped his arm around he. They ate there pizza in a comfortable silence and watched TV.

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It was now 11:30pm. Stella: 'we need to go and pack' she looked up at her boyfriend and he kissed her. Mac: 'yes we do, come on we have to meet everyone in' Mac looked at his watch '3½ hours so we need to leave in 2½ '

Stella: 'ok come on then' Stella walked into their bedroom she walked over to her wardrobe. Mac walked in. Stella: 'how long are we going again?'

Mac: 'Two weeks, here' he handed her a large suitcase to be stowed under the plane and a much smaller one for hand luggage. She took them and put them on the bed.

Stella: 'Thanks hunny' she turned back to her wardrobe and Mac turned to his and they packed.

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Authors note: So that's chapter 1 please rate, review and keep reading the next chapter will be up soon xxx