A/N: Hi! So, This is the first fic that I've posted here on FF! I'm normally far too shy to post anything on the site, but somebody wanted me to be their Beta, and I found out that to offer my services, I'd have to first either A) post 5 stories, or B) come up with 6000 words worth of entries. Thus, I picked a few of my favorite fanfictions on my laptop, and posted them! I'm sorry that this is pretty short... I don't usually finish any of the many fanfictions I write, but rather leave them unfinished and go on to the next idea. I sort of just slapped an ending on this one to get it posted... Please let me know if it sucks horribly?

Disclaimer: Wait, you thought that I owned Loveless? Bwaha... BWHAHAHA! You make me laugh. No, if I owned Loveless, Ritsuka would have LONG ago lost his ears! The only thing that I own is my laptop.

Warnings:

This is yaoi, slash, boyxboy, shonen-ai, whatever you want to call it. Either way, this fic contains sex between two males. In other words, if you're homophobic, why are you even here?

Also, this particular fanfiction happens to be for Loveless, which means the characters have a pretty big age difference, and the youngest, Ritsuka, is a minor. I don't expect any flames stating how much this sort of thing disgusts you. You've been warned here, and I WILL make a big deal out of it if you choose to ignore this warning. Everyone will know how much of an asshole you are for flaming despite this warning. Now, constructive criticism? THAT I like. It helps me become a better writer. Please point out any typos you see as well... I'm bad about that!

Enjoy!

Arya Rose


Losing His Ears

Ritsuka stared at his history book, thoroughly bored. He somehow found his mind wandering for the hundredth time that same day back to Soubi. He was thinking about how much their relationship had grown, and how he was ashamed of himself. Every time that Soubi attempted to be intimate with him, he always got… well, he didn't know exactly what he felt. Maybe a little scared or angry, though he didn't know why since he trusted Soubi with his life. But he would always pull away, and yell at Soubi, pushing him away further and further each time.

He was angry at himself, because he had begun to have feelings that he couldn't describe for Soubi. He wondered to himself when exactly his name began to sound so good when it came from Soubi's lips; when he had started wanting their kisses to last longer, when he longed to run his hands through Soubi's hair as they--. The bell disturbed his thoughts as it rang, signaling the end of the day. He quickly jotted down the assignment, and gathered his books.

Ritsuka walked to his locker, which was only just across the hall from his last period of the day. He grabbed his book bag and strolled out the front doors before any of the other students even had reached their lockers. He walked towards the gate, and towards the blond that he knew would be there, waiting for him.

"Hey squirt. Have a nice day?" Soubi smiled cheerfully at his sacrifice, reaching out his hand.

"As good of a day as I could have in school…" he remarked, ignoring the outstretched hand, instead wrapping his arm around the man's waist. They continued walking like this, talking about the little meaningless things that made the beautiful fall scenery even easier to enjoy. Soubi's hips brushed past his, and Ritsuka blushed profusely. He was developing that habit lately, of blushing whenever Soubi's body was close to his own. He hated it, but Soubi couldn't get enough of it.

God Ritsuka, you are too damn cute… Soubi smiled down at the teen, causing Ritsuka to blush even more. When they reached Soubi's apartment and Soubi had unlocked the door, Ritsuka slid off his shoes and set his book bag down on the bed. Soubi immediately sat down to paint, but Ritsuka sauntered over to the small kitchen. He began going through the drawers and cupboards, knowing exactly where everything was. Soubi glanced up at him, chuckling softly. Ritsuka was the picture or domestic bliss, and it seemed as though he lived there. The way that he went through the random food items with no hint of nervousness, made Soubi wonder about what he would do in a few years. Once Ritsuka graduated, Soubi knew that he would ask the teen to move in with him, but he knew that the small apartment was too tiny for two people… at least if those two people didn't want to be very near to each other all of the time. Soubi smiled to himself, and quickly looked down at his painting as Ritsuka finished making some ramen, delivering a bowl to him.

"Arigato." He said with a grin. Ritsuka sat down on the bed with his back to Soubi, and began to do his homework. Soubi just couldn't resist; he stood up as quietly as he could, and crept over to where the boy was sitting. He positioned his mouth mere inches from the boy's ear, and whispered seductively. "You are far too damn cute…" He bit the younger male's neko-ear playfully as he voiced his thoughts from earlier in the day, and grinned as Ritsuka leaped into the air, hissing at him.

"Soubi! Quit that! You scared the shit out of me!" Ritsuka glared at him, as the fighter unit continued to smile.

"I'd have liked to get a whole lot more out of you than that …"

"Perv." Ritsuka lay down and began his homework again, this time facing Soubi just to be safe. Soubi laughed, and went back to his paintings. Ritsuka finished all of his homework except for history, and dreaded doing the stupid boring stuff. He sighed deeply, and dove into the history book.

A few minutes later, Soubi looked up to steal a glance at the boy, and realized with a start that he had fallen asleep. Soubi put down his painting supplies, and carefully made his way over to the sleeping form on his bed. Ritsuka heard him, and woke up. Realizing that he had fallen asleep, he didn't open his eyes. He wanted Soubi to think that he was still asleep. Soubi gently picked him up, moving him over ever so slightly so that there was room for them both on the bed. He lay down next to Ritsuka, and melted as the small figure snuggled up to him. Little did he know, Ritsuka was now fully awake. He waited until he thought that Soubi was asleep, his breathing evening out and slowing, and then he opened his eyes. He tilted his head up slightly, and kissed Soubi. He gasped as he felt Soubi returning the kiss, and blushed for the third time in the last few hours. He made himself push the older male away, breaking the kiss.

"I'm so sorry, little one. Did I wake you?" Soubi whispered, pleased that Ritsuka had kissed him.

"I… I woke up on my own when I… I heard you walking towards me. It's kind of a reflex… I don't sleep all that deeply… my mother…"

"Ah… So you weren't asleep when you snuggled up to me. I knew it!" Soubi grinned triumphantly, and Ritsuka blushed again.

"I…" He was silenced as Soubi's lips placed themselves over his own, kissing him softly. Ritsuka restrained himself from panicking as he usually would, and from pushing Soubi away. He let the kiss go on, opening his mouth slightly when Soubi ran his tongue across the boy's lower lip. Soubi gratefully slid his tongue inside of the wet cavern, desperately exploring every part of it. Their tongues intertwined, and for once Ritsuka just let all thoughts fade away as he became transfixed by the pleasure this small gesture was providing him with. Soubi was the one who finally pulled back, leaving them both gasping for air. After a few minutes of panting, Soubi leaned over Ritsuka, and lowered his lips to Ritsuka's once more. Ritsuka was enjoying himself, but he became somewhat alarmed as the kiss grew more passionate. Soubi kissed him harder than he normally would, and Ritsuka reciprocated with the same new intensity. Soubi began to run his hands underneath Ritsuka's shirt, and Ritsuka moaned softly.

"S-Soubi…" he moaned again, "no… my… ears…!"

"Don't worry…" He noticed the terrified look on the boys face mixed in with the look of pleasure, and immediately felt ashamed of himself. "I… I'm sorry… I just…" He got up, and walked away. Ritsuka recovered from his moment of uncertainty, and felt surprisingly lonely lying in the bed alone. He got up, and walked over to Soubi. Soubi jumped slightly as he felt small arms wrap around his waist, and Ritsuka's timid voice coming forth.

"Soubi… please… at leastcome lay back down with me…" Soubi noticed the way that Ritsuka had worded this statement using the words 'at least', but said nothing. He let Ritsuka lead him back to the bed, and wrapped his arms around the small body in front of him. Ritsuka lay there for a while, enjoying the secure feeling of Soubi's muscular arms around him, before tilting his head upwards, looking at the older male intently. Soubi had been looking lovingly at him, and attempted to avert his gaze as Ritsuka looked up. Ritsuka let out a small chuckle before cupping Soubi's chin in his hands, pulling his face gently back towards his own. Ritsuka kissed Soubi then, differently than ever before. It was a slow, loving kiss unlike any even Soubi had ever experienced. Ritsuka pulled away suddenly, blushing. Soubi had pulled the teen even closer so that there was no space left between their bodies. Soubi paused, scooting back a little.

"I'm sorry… I hate it when I make you uncomfortable, but I… God Ritsuka, I just love you so much…" Soubi's voice shook as he spoke.

"Soubi. I'm the one who's sorry. I'm sorry that I haven't exactly shown you exactly how I feel. And I'm sorry that I haven't done this before now." The teen pulled Soubi back against him, filling the small gap that had been created when the older male had scooted away. Soubi tried in vain to suppress the moan building in his throat. Ritsuka leaned over, whispering in the man's ear. "You know… I'm not going to miss these damn ears. In fact, I'm sure I'll be glad they're gone…" He timidly reached over, unbuttoning the shirt that separated him from his fighter unit. Soubi's body shuddered before he grasped Ritsuka's hand, halting any further progress.

"Ritsuka… I refuse to do this if you're not ready. I love you too much --"

"Soubi…" Ritsuka said, his voice now husky with desire, "I've been ready for a while now. I was just too embarrassed…" With that, Soubi released his hold on the hand that was undressing him. Ritsuka kissed him, long and passionately, while undoing the final button of Soubi's shirt. He tossed the shirt carelessly to the floor as Soubi went to work on undoing the teen's pants. Ritsuka pulled himself away from Soubi just long enough to pull the shirt over his head before becoming impatient. Apparently, Soubi was taking too long, so Ritsuka grabbed the man's jeans, pulling them down all the way.

Soon, they were both in their boxers, still kissing. Soubi tried to maneuver them so that Ritsuka was on the bottom, used to being the dominant one, but was surprised when Ritsuka flipped to the side at the last second, ending up on top of him. Ritsuka grinned triumphantly, straddling the man's body while moving his mouth down to Soubi's throat, then chest. He flicked his tongue out hesitantly as he arrived at the man's nipple, taken aback by the low moan this elicited from Soubi. With a smile, he went to work, alternating between biting and licking the erect nipple in front of him. He paused, surprised at the sudden hardness he felt poking into his stomach. He blushed as Soubi whispered his name breathlessly. He moved over to the other nipple, giving it the same treatment. Ritsuka felt himself straining against the confining fabric of his boxers, and he moved lower. He paused to dip his tongue into Soubi's belly button before continuing. He slid his tongue under the waistband of the boxers, grinning at how very… responsive Soubi was.

The younger male lay there for a moment, unsure of himself all of the sudden. He had no idea how to continue, and he didn't want to hurt his fighter unit. Soubi soon picked up on that, and decided to take matters into his own hands. This time, Ritsuka didn't protest when Soubi maneuvered so that he was on top of the teen. The first thing he did was liberate them both of the last bit of annoying cloth separating them from each other. Ritsuka sighed in relief as his erection was freed, Soubi following suit. Ritsuka blushed profusely as he felt Soubi's eyes roaming over his body. The man raised his eyebrows; for what his Ritsuka lacked in stature, he certainly wasn't lacking in this department. 'In fact,' thought Soubi, 'he's rather large for his age.' The man shook his head, mind returning to the task at hand. Soubi held up his hand, putting his index finger near Ritsuka's mouth. The teen quickly got the drift, drawing the finger into his mouth. Once Soubi decided that the finger was slick enough, he removed it, replacing it with his middle finger. Once three of his fingers had been sufficiently lubricated, he removed them completely. Ritsuka whined in protest, but Soubi ignored him. He positioned himself between the teenager's legs. He positioned his first finger at Ritsuka's entrance.

"Ritsuka, I love you." Soubi said, inserting his finger into the teen's tight wet entrance. Ritsuka grimaced, crying out. "Are you alright?"

"I'm okay…" Ritsuka said biting his lip. Soubi gently began wiggling his finger around inside of Ritsuka. He could see the boy relaxing as the pain subsided. Soubi added a second finger, and Ritsuka gasped. Soubi moved the two fingers in a scissor-like motion, causing Ritsuka to flinch. Once again, Ritsuka calmed as the pain turned to pleasure. When Ritsuka began thrusting against the fingers, Soubi added a third. He gave the boy time to adjust, before continuing to prepare him. He again performed the scissor-like motion. As soon as Soubi thought that he was sufficiently prepared, he removed his fingers. Ritsuka felt surprisingly empty as he felt them pull out. This feeling didn't last long, however. Ritsuka felt the tip of Soubi's erection prodding at his entrance, and shuddered involuntarily.

"Ritsuka, are you ready?" Soubi asked quietly. Ritsuka nodded, and Soubi slowly eased himself into Ritsuka. The boy cried out much louder than last time, his muscles squeezing the man's member. Soubi moaned, and almost came right then and there. "I know that it hurts, but you have to relax. It'll be easier that way. I promise it won't hurt for very long." Ritsuka slowly calmed himself, relaxing his muscles.

"Soubi… Move." Ritsuka groaned after a few minutes. Soubi moved forward, inch by agonizing inch. Finally, he was in as far as he could go. He gave Ritsuka time to adjust to the intrusion. The teen lay there for a few minutes, panting as the pain lessened. Soubi pulled out a few inches experimentally before plunging back in. Ritsuka moaned, and Soubi grinned. He started a slow, easy pace. Ritsuka began to thrust in time with Soubi. "Soubi…" He moaned, out of breath. "Ah!" Soubi grinned as he hit the boy's prostate. He thrust back in, hitting the spot again. Ritsuka moaned loudly, gasping at the new sensation. There was certainly no pain felt anymore. "A-a-again!" Ritsuka's voice shook as a spasm racked his thin frame. Soubi gladly obliged, continuously prodding that special spot that would guarantee Ritsuka's pleasure.

Soubi leaned forward, taking Ritsuka's lips in his own. His hand trailed down to Ritsuka's own erect organ. He squeezed gently in time with his thrusts, running his hand along the member. He increased his speed, and Soubi sat up, pulling the petite form into his lap, never fully removing his member from the teen. He began thrusting again, attempting to hit Ritsuka's prostate from a different angle. The boy screamed, this time in pleasure, as Soubi hit it from this new vantage point.

Through the waves of pleasure, Ritsuka had an idea suddenly. He squeezed his muscles experimentally; curious to see what kind of a reaction this would produce. Soubi gasped, moaning loudly as he felt the boy tightening around him. Ritsuka had a sudden urge to take control, and he did just that. He pulled himself away from the blonde, pulling him to the edge of the bed. Ritsuka turned to face the fighter unit, and wrapped his legs around Soubi's waist. The older male moaned as Ritsuka lowered himself down on his member. He helped guide Ritsuka down by hanging on to his hips. In a matter of seconds, Ritsuka had established a rhythm, rocking back and forth. Soubi screamed the teen's name in ecstasy.

"R…Ritsuka! I'm… I'm going to…!" The sound of flesh hitting flesh resounded through the room, Ritsuka and Soubi both panting and moaning. Soubi cried out, thrusting upwards to meet the younger male, burying his shaft deeper than ever before. The sensation of Soubi's release pushed Ritsuka over the edge, and he cried out what could have been Soubi's name mixed in with every obscenity known to man, and a few that were yet to be discovered. They collapsed back on the bed, Soubi carefully removing himself from the younger male with a soft pop. Ritsuka snuggled up to Soubi, basking in the afterglow of his powerful orgasm.

"I'm not going to miss my ears."

"I think that I might… they were so cute!"

"Yeah, but those fuzzy old things were just getting in our way. Now we can do this all the time…"

"Very true…"

"Soubi?"

"Yeah?"

"I… I love you."

"I love you too, Ritsuka."

And with that, Loveless and Beloved fell asleep wrapped up in each other's arms.


A/N: So, there it is! Please let me know what you think! If I get enough positive feedback, I may write a sequel...