Discalmer- I don't own anthing :( i wish i could,

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Meredith sat on the stool in the bar, she was going to drink the pain away one drink at a time even if it killed her in the process. Her and Derek broke up earlier that morning. Addison told Derek that she was cheating on him, why the hell would she cheat on Derek? They had been going steady for the last year. Meredith had always thought that Addison was jealous of her relationship with Derek, but she never thought that her best friend would totally screw up her plans for her future with Derek. Why was she thinking about Derek? She ordered another drink before noticing Derek walk into the crowed bar. He walked closer to her, he was mad, no he was pissed.

"Meredith, what the hell are you doing?"Derek tried to keep his voice down.

"Don't worry about me! You believed Addison! You're an ass Derek, will you just leave me alone." Meredith screamed. She didn't care if she was making a scene, Derek had broke up with her at graduation! Can you believe that? At freaking' graduation.

Meredith jumped off the stool, she was going to leave, she just didn't care anymore.

Meredith ran to her car, Derek was not far behind her.

"Meredith, please stop!"Derek yelled.

"Derek, dammit will you just leave me alone! I'm not your priorities anymore, that is Addison." Meredith screamed as she jumped into her car and locked the door.

Meredith sat there her eyes brimmed with tears, she loved him, she longed for him, but she wasn't going to cave into him or Addison. She turned the key and left. Derek stood in the dust as he let her go.


8 years later.

"Yang, Stevens, Grey, O'maliy." the resident yelled into the buzzing locker room.

"So, who do we got?" Meredith asked the short man.

"Baily, end of the hall." The short man looked at her and snickered.

Christina, Meredith, George and Izzie walked up to there resident.

"Great, my interns."Baily mumbled.

Suddenly Baily's pager went off. She read it and started to run.

"Come on people! We don't have all day here!" Baily yelled as they ran on the roof of the hospital.

"Pamela Marie feel off her horse and have been seving, no past history of any nervous desies." The EMT filled them in.

"Great work team! O'maliy, your with Dr. Burke, Yang your in the pit, Grey you get Pamela up to CT." Baliy ordered her interns.

"Um, ma'am, what do I do?" Izzie asked.

"Honey, you'll be doing rectal exams." Baily told her.


Meredith sat down at the lunch table.

"Pamela is such a pain in the ass." Meredith whined.

"Your complaining about girls with spraned ankels, while I'm am sticking my fingers up peoples butts." Izzie whined

All the interns fell silent, nobody moved, nobody talked. They were all shocked to hear Meredith's pagers go off.

"Dammit, what the hell does this kid need now." Meredith growned.

"It's about time u get here." Pamela's father raised his voice.

"Well I'm here now." Meredith replyed.

"The nurse told us that she might need an operation? Is that ture?" her parents stold up and asked,

"I... um... Im a doctor, but im not her doctor so I will go get him for you."Meredith stutered.

Meredith caught Bailey in the hall franticaly searching for another paitents file.

"Pamelas parents have questions, do you talk to them or do I get Burke?" Meredith asked.

"No Burkes not on the case anymore that has been handed over to the new attending, Dr. Shepard." Baily pointed to Derek.

Meredith stood there in shock, she hadn't seen Derek Shepard in over seven years. Why in the world would he stummble back into her life now, she took a quick exit as soon as he saw her. Oh crap, not now, not here.

"Meredith, Meredith wait!" Derek yelled to her.

Meredith kept walking how was she going to face him? She opened the door to the stair well.

"Derek, what are you doing here?" Meredith asked a little pissed.

"Meredith I got an offer from the chief, I didn't know you worked here."Derek answered truthfully.

"I hope you don't just show up here and expect me to forgive you." Meredith told him.

"Addison told me everything, the lie, the rumors everything, im so sorry I didn't believe you." Derek apoligized.

"Meredith couldn't speak, she just leaned in closer, their lips met, she couldn't stop herself now. She had an urge to just rip his colathes off right then and there. She stopped herself.

"No, No this can't happen! I can't do this."Meredith ran out of the stair well.

Derek stood there savoring the taste of her lips, he couldn't let her walk out again, he wouldn't, he couldn't.