It's like you're screaming, and no one could hear

Kurt couldn't do it, he knew he couldn't. He couldn't leave Lima, he wouldn't. His heart, his soul, his dream was still in McKinley. He's silently screaming. He didn't want to leave, but then he wanted to. He wanted to find his purpose in this world and he could only do if he left Lima, Ohio, where the one he desired was at.

You almost feel ashamed

That someone could be that important

He loved Blaine Anderson. That was obvious to anyone who saw them together; the look of love in their eyes, their thoughtful, passionate kisses. Blaine is important, so important that he would go to the end of the world for his curly haired lovers' benefit. He felt ashamed, wrong. He had gone so far to not leave. Besides, what would Blaine do? He would be happy, but then he would be heartbroken. He didn't want to see his boyfriend in pain

That without them, you feel like nothing

Kurt was nothing without Blaine. He was a dead soul when they were apart. It would be even worse if Kurt went to New York. He would scream and beg to be with his lover. To see those confident hazel eyes, the jelled black hair. He would scream to the world.

No one will ever understand how much it hurts

It hurts. It really does. When Blaine and Kurt got into an argument, Kurt was in tears. He wouldn't go outside, to face the ever-changing world. Finn would knock on his door often, Kurt would never answer. Rachel and Mercedes would call and visit, he would ignore him. Nothing seemed right without Blaine, and he hoped it was for him, too. He was broken without Blaine.

You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you

And when it's over, and it's gone

Kurt walked in the pouring rain to Blaine's house, not caring about his clothes for once. Blaine is more important. He will always be important. He tripped on Blaine's doorstop and he laid there. He couldn't move, he wouldn't move. Nothing can save him, only Blaine. When Blaine needed to escape, he found Kurt asleep on his porch. Warmness filled his heart and he smiled. This is one of those times when Blaine felt like the luckiest guy in the world.

You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back

So that you could have the good

As Blaine watched Kurt sleep, he wished he could take back all the arguments and the disagreements. He knew he shouldn't pressure Kurt, he was graduating, and he was going to live his dream. Blaine wouldn't. He was going to stay in McKinley; he was going to root for the love of his life. He wanted to make Kurt happy. To see his beautiful smile, to see his precious eyes watery with tears of happiness. And to be able to do that, he would have to accept that Kurt is a Senior. He could wait a year, to be with Kurt, because he was worth that wait.

"I want you forever, Blaine. Through the good, the bad, and the ugly."

"I love you, forever and always, Kurt."