It's kinda violent, and well, sexual, and blood and yeah, you name it. So if you're soft hearted, don't read, I'm warning you.
We're in the future, where our lovely shinobi class has turned nineteen, and facing the issues of being an adult.
Not sure how long I'll make this, but we'll soon find out now won't we?
Disclaimer: Naruto belongs to Kishamoto or something like that; none of the characters are mine.
It was a lovely afternoon in Konoha, and at the towns' bridge, the famous Team 7 waited for their last team mate. Hatake Kakashi.
As he no longer was Sakura, Naruto and Sasukes teacher, he came on missions with them as a team mate. They all enjoyed his companionship, and they all thought he had a lot to tech them still, so they referred to him as teacher.
Naruto whined constantly, and inner Sakura cursed Kakashi for being late, all the time, Sasuke was silent and gave them glares that told them that he actually agreed with them, but that he had to keep his cool image.
Even after Sasuke had escaped from Orochimaru and heard the real truth about Itachi and his reasons for killing their clan, he still acted like he hated everyone.
He didn't want to talk about what had happened between him and Itachi though, it was a touchy theme and none of the villagers pushed him on that case.
To Sakuras dismay, Sasuke still didn't have an interest in her, but she had mostly come over that now, and had a boyfriend of her own.
She didn't really like him though, her standards had become pretty low after Sasuke turned her down, and she seemed to pick up trash that even the most desperate ugly girls didn't want.
She also had a new guy every week. Her self esteem was bottom low, and she couldn't even look at herself in the mirror anymore.
Naruto on the other hand was happy as ever, at a age of nineteen he was a soon to become father, and Hinata was his girlfriend. They had just moved in together in one of the Hyuugas smaller family houses. Neji had been more or less happy about their relationship, but when he had heard about Hinatas pregnancy he had fainted.
"Where is he?" Naruto whined and looked around. Sakura sighed and leant over the railing.
"Probably lost on his way to life." She murmured and stared absently into the swirling water. She wondered how it would be to come home that night, if her boyfriend was drunk or not, or if he came home at all. She shivered slightly and touched the black bruise he had given her on her thigh. He had a tendency to get rough when he got excited, or rougher than he was normally.
"Yo, fellow jounins." Was his awkward greeting, as it was quite obvious that Kakashi hadn't really swallowed the fact that the young children he had gone trough something close to hell with, ha grown up so fast and now had the same rank as he.
Though none of them had achieved the dream job as an ANBU.
Naruto wished to become an ANBU, Sasuke as well, Sakura wasn't entirely sure about what she wanted yet, and didn't really believe she was strong enough to become an ANBU. The reason why she beat herself so much about this was probably because her boyfriends told her how useless she was.
Kakashi scratched the back of his head and smiled lazily at the angry Naruto, as he shouted their former senseis skin full.
"I remember a time when you guys used to respect me." Kakashi sighed and smiled, giving off an aura of nostalgia. Sakura sent him an odd look and snorted.
"I lost my respect for you the first day we met." She said and smiled. Kakashi looked at her questionably.
"How so?" He asked.
"When you came into the classroom and got a sponge in your head." Sasuke answered for her, and Sakura nodded her agreement. Kakashi smiled and sat down on the railing.
"I saw you with your new boyfriend yesterday?" Naruto said as he walked alongside Sakura. Nothing much was happening, and Konoha was short on missions, so team seven had gotten a d-rank mission. They were walking dogs.
Sakura threw him a quick glance and smiled troubled, had he seen how he had treated her as well?
"When are you going to find someone you can be happy together with?" He asked pure heartedly. Everything had worked out for him, he lived happily together with Hinata, and he had his own little gang of fan girls and resembled the legendary Yondaime in every way possible.
Sakura gave him an angry glare.
"It's not like I'm settling down for anything." She muttered and looked away, meeting the curious gaze of Kakashi. He smiled brightly when their eyes met and turned away.
"But you should at least try yourself on someone you care about, and that cares about you back." He paused and glanced over at Sasuke.
"One who won't break your heart?" He murmured and a sad smile appeared on his face. Sakura felt bad for getting irritated with him, and tapped his shoulder gently, getting his attention. She tried to say something, but the words got stuck in her throat and instead she threw her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.
"Thank you, Naruto." She whispered, gaining odd glances from the two other shinobis.
Naruto stiffened at first, but softened up and hugged her back.
"Sakura, you know you're so much better than that." He whispered into her ear, and she smiled, knowing inside that he probably lied, just to make her feel better.
By the end of the day, Narutos big dog had escaped ten times and chased thrice as many cats up in trees, and then they had to get the cats down again.
And after all that work, they still got small amounts of money. The four of them went home disappointed.
They parted by the bridge, but as Kakashi and Sakura lived in the same part of the village, they walked together home.
"So, how are you doing?" Kakashi asked casually. Sakura glanced up at him and smiled.
"I'm doing good, how about you, Kakashi-sensei?" she asked, he didn't seem like he believed her, but shrugged it of and gave her one of those lazy smiles he was so famous for.
"Fine. Here's where I live. So if there's anything you need help with, you know where you find me, right?" He said and squeezed her shoulder gently, like he always used to do when they still were genins. She smiled meekly and nodded, before waving goodbye and continued on her way home.
As she came closer to the dark apartment at the second floor, which belonged to her boyfriend, her footsteps slowed and finally she stood still in front of the door which leads into the dusty and mouldy apartment.
She reached for the door knob and turned it, opening the door with a soft click. And shutting it with a loud squeak.
"Saki saki?" Came his husky voice from the living room. It was his pet name for her he thought it fun, because it resembled sake, and he loved the two of them almost equally. Sakura came second though.
"Yeah, Rayuu?" She answered absently and hooked the kunai belt over a knob. She continued into the kitchen and met Rayuu in the door that connected the kitchen and the living room. He grabbed her and shoved her up against the wall. His greasy hair was tied back into a low thin ponytail and his dark blue eyes seemed shallow and wild.
His thin lips crashed against her own, and he shoved his tongue into her mouth, shoving it as far down her throat as he managed. She gagged and tried to get away from him.
He smelled of rice wine, sweat and vomit. His hand moved down between her thighs and grabbed her hard. She yelped and she tried to shove his strong body away.
He was much stronger than her, and he was an ANBU, so she didn't dare stand up against him, afraid what he might do to her.
He removed her panties quickly and without even getting her wet, he pushed into her, tearing at her insides. She screamed out in pain, which obviously made him even more excited.
"You like it like that, don't you?" He growled into her ear, lifting her up and placing her on the kitchen bench. Slamming into her, making her hurt everywhere, and humiliating her by slapping her across the face.
His face started to turn red, Sakura winced when his nails dug into her thighs, and then he came inside her.
She didn't feel anything after something like this happened; she had made herself deny the reality of it all. She never cried anymore, crying was a weakness, and she couldn't afford to be weak.
Rayuu left her on the kitchen bench like that, exposed to the outside world. She jumped down from the bench and picked up her panties, putting them on again and then she walked into the living room, where she found Rayuu with a bottle of sake.
She placed herself as far away from him as she possibly could and didn't even offer him a sideways glance.
"Sakura, you are really bad at sex, you knew that?" He asked suddenly, Sakura turned red and nodded.
"And I think you've gained some weight, you should eat less, or you'll get uglier than you already are." He muttered and took a swift sip of the bottle. He stared at the bottle before he suddenly slammed it against the wall. Sakura winced and tried not to look his way.
"I mean for gods sake, Sakura. You're my slut; I shouldn't even let you hang out with those guys you hang with. That Kakashi guy especially. You won't walk home with him again, you hear me?" He yelled and rose from his chair, glaring at her. She tried to shrink and disappear, but it didn't work.
"Yeah, I saw you, he was all over you. You're mine, and don't you forget it!" He said and punched her hard on the left side of her face, sending her flying into the wall.
Blood rushed out of a deep gash in her temple, her hands frantically tried to stop the stream, but she was too dizzy to heal it. She couldn't concentrate her chakra into her fists and save herself either.
Rayuu came at her again and lifted her up from the floor, she closed her eyes and waited for the next hit, but instead, she felt his hard dick between her legs again, he just clawed her panties to the side and pushed into her.
The pain was unbearable and she felt like she needed to vomit. She couldn't focus on anything; everything seemed like a blur, all she heard was his panting over her.
"Bitch, I'll show you what I'll do if I see you together with that copy-ninja again." He growled and threw her against the wall. She fell to the floor, but got picked up again and he carried her to the bathroom. He pushed her towards the toilet and shoved her head underwater, while slamming into her from behind.
He let her come up to breathe, only to shove his cock into her mouth and made her take all of him in.
She was slowly falling unconscious by each cruel thing he did to her. Her vision weakened by each second from the loss of blood and the torture he put her trough weakened her senses. And he kept going on forever.
Until early in the morning he went tired after coming over her face and then fell asleep in front of the TV with a bottle of sake in his hand.
Bloody and naked, Sakura crawled towards the door, leading to freedom. One of her nurse dresses hung on a knob by the door. She grabbed it and tied it clumsily around her body the best way she could. She hurt so much between her legs that she barely could walk at all, and the deep gash by her temple was caked with blood, but at least it had stopped bleeding.
She couldn't really think one straight thought, but managed to open the door silently and sneak out of the building. When she tried to run down the street away from the nightmare, which was her life, her knees gave away under her and she collapsed to the ground.
Slowly and on unsteady feet, she got up again and walked hurriedly down the road. No one was out to help her, no one knew what she had just gone trough, and no one would possibly ever know.
She stumbled over a hunting cat and fell into the bushes, she winced as thorns dug into her flesh. Slowly managing to get out of the bushes, she tried to focus on the house she was standing in front. It was one of many apartment houses in the area, but this was the only blue one with red window frames. This was where Kakashi lived, she remembered. She shook her head and started to move on down the street, until she heard a faint call.
"Saki-saki!?" His cruel and cold voice chilled her blood and she knew that her only escape was Kakashi. She ran unsteadily up to the door and found the small piece where it read Hatake Kakashi, elite ninja. She pushed the door bell, and waited a few minutes. The faint call came closer and she started to panic. She pushed the button again and held it in for some time before letting it go. Half a minute passed before the speaker crackled and a groggy; "hm…?" could be heard.
"Kakashi-sensei, please, help me, please…I…" She stumbled in her words and felt the lump in her throat grow larger and tears pressed on her eyes.
"Sakura? What…? Come in." He said, suddenly very awake, the door beeped and she opened it without a sound and stepped inside a dark hallway with a stairway and some post-boxes. The door slammed shut behind her and she shivered slightly.
A door opened somewhere in the higher floors. She made her way towards the stairs and started climbing the steps; she supported herself on the railing and painted it with copper red in the process.
"Sakura, what have happened?" Kakashis voice sounded like an echo in her head and she struggled to lift her head and meet his dark eye and his masked face. The last person she probably would be happy to see was the copy-ninja. And now she felt as if she could have pulled down his mask and kissed him right there and then without thinking at all.
But before she could do that, her eyes rolled back and she started to fall, strong arms caught her mid fall and swept her up into his safe care.
Kakashi brought her back to his apartment, not sure what to do about her. It was obvious that she had been abused, sexually and physically, maybe also psychically, but he had to wait and see when she woke up about that part.
He placed her on his bed and removed her nurse gown and got a wet rag and some hot water from the water. He washed her up, cleaning her from dirt and cum which had been smeared all over her body. One of her eyes was swollen and caked blood covered half of her face. He found hand marks around her neck, on her thighs, around her wrists and on her breasts.
He also found small thorns on her legs and arms, large and small bruises could be found over her whole body. Her upper lip was ripped and her left shoulder seemed to have jumped out of place. One of her toes was broken and her ankle was strained.
Still the worst part was between her legs, Kakashi didn't want to examine her there, but when she moved and showed of two large flesh wounds on her inner thighs and blood came from her vagina he turned white. This was more than he could take, it was the worst he had ever seen, and such humiliation of a human body just had to be criminal. He shielded his eye from the view and dressed her in a large t-shirt he only used to sleep in, as it was way too large after he had cleaned her wounds and bandaged the worst ones, he didn't bandage her thighs though, as he would leave something that serious to the doctors.
He didn't dare to dress her in trousers or anything like that, as it would hurt like hell, but the t-shirt reached her knees, so it couldn't be that big of a problem.
He spread a blanket over her and went to fetch some water for her to drink. When he came back, he sat down by the side of the bed, lifted her head so that she could drink comfortably. After letting her take a few sips, she laid her head back down and watched as she woke from her consciousness and fell into a deep sleep.
Sakura awoke to the smell of pancakes and jam, she didn't want to open her eyes, in case it was just an illusion, but stirred when the smell grew stronger and another smell blended in with it. The smell of a clean man with the smell of the same shampoo Kakashi used, it was masculine and raw, but at the same time sweet and lovingly.
She opened her green orbs slowly and stared up into a white roof, she could only focus on one eye though and her head hurt like hell.
"Ah, you're awake. Here I made breakfast." The friendly voice of Kakashi rang in Sakuras ears and she turned her head to look at him. He looked so, casual, there he stood in grey sweat pants and a white t-shirt with Jirayas autograph on the chest.
"Thank you, for saving me last night…" She murmured, but couldn't talk too much, as her lip hurt whenever she smiled or spoke. Kakashi smiled and placed a tower of pancakes beside the white sheathed bed, and he placed himself on a chair beside the bed.
"It was morning anyway, but I should be the one thanking you." He said and tilted his head to one side.
"For coming to me, and not continue down the road. I heard him you know; roam down the street like the drunken bastard he is." He paused and measured her face, as if looking for an explanation to a question Sakura had missed.
"He could have killed you, in that state you were in." He muttered and looked away.
"I'll be able to heal my wounds myself after I get some energy." Sakura said cheerfully and Kakashis face hardened.
"You may be able to heal those wounds to the flesh, but what about those wounds to your soul? No matter how good a medic ninja you are, Sakura, those wounds will never go away, unless you let someone help you heal them." Kakashi said sternly and gave her a couple of pancakes on a plate. She ate them without looking at him, she knew he was right, but who would help her anyway? The useless, ugly and bad girl she was.
When she was finished eating, she bade Kakashi leave the room, even though he obviously had seen all of her when he cleaned her up and bandaged her wounds. She removed the bandages and stared mesmerised at herself in the mirror Kakashi had brought her. Her left side of her face was almost destroyed and her upper lip had swelled up. She healed her temple first, and the rest of the face. She couldn't do much about the bruises, as they were just blood underneath the skin, and she was no magician.
She braced herself, as she snapped the shoulder back in place.
As much as she didn't want to, she looked down between her thighs and gasped. It was much worse than she had believed, but last night she had been more or less numbed by pain, so anything to or from wouldn't matter much. She healed the wounds thoroughly and healed the walls in her vagina as well. She had studied the human body, and knew everything about how it looked like, so it wasn't difficult to heal a wound she couldn't see as long as she knew where it was.
She had to break the broken toe back in place before she tied it up, and the ankle was just a light strain, so it wasn't any trouble healing it. As she felt quite strong, she also healed the small rips in her skin from the thorn bushes.
When she was done she felt renewed and better than any earlier day, was it because now someone knew what she went trough? It could be, and somehow, Kakashi seemed like a natural choice. He wouldn't tell anyone unless she wished him to.
It was already darkening outside, and Kakashi had apparently left the apartment while she healed herself, so she walked around the apartment, just thinking of nothing and everything.
She found a picture of team seven. They all seemed so happy back then, they had been so young and senseless, and not knowing what awaited them when they grew up.
Her eyes wandered to another picture one the shelf where she had found the picture of them.
A picture of another shinobi team, a jounin with yellow spiky hair and smiling eyes who resembled Naruto so much she could have mistaken him for being Naruto if she met him on the street. A girl with shoulder length hair and a smiling happy face stood in the middle of a black haired boy with goggles on his head and a silver haired boy with a mask. The silver haired boy had to be Kakashi, she thought, but who was the other boy. Rin had she seen around at the hospital, but she was always busy, so Sakura hadn't really talked to her. He was grinning and had black eyes like Sasuke.
"Obito." She spun around and came face to face with Kakashi; he took the picture out of her hands and stared at it.
"His name was Uchiha Obito." Sakuras eyes widened, an Uchiha? And Kakashi had said was, instead of is, meaning he was dead. She searched for the right words, but she couldn't seem to find any words at all and just stared dumbly at Kakashi.
"Your sensei?" She whispered finally. Kakashi smiled and searched her face to see if she was kidding or not, when he found she weren't he placed the picture back on the shelf and smiled secretly.
"The Yondaime." Sakuras jaw fell and she realised that she should have known that.
"On the picture, you have two normal eyes, how, the sharingan, I mean…" She stumbled clumsily in her words and wondered if he knew what she meant; he just nodded and walked back to the bedroom.
"It was Obitos', the sharingan, but it's a long story. Here I bought you some clothes, and underwear, I think I got the size right. Anyhow, the lady behind the counter eyed me veeery suspiciously when I bought ladies underwear." Kakashi said and scratched the back of his head awkwardly. Sakura flushed and stared at Kakashi.
"You better have not bought anything vulgar." She muttered and walked over to see what he had bought. He had bought her a black skirt like the kind she had before, a black low necked tank top, a fish net t-shirt over and red gloves and a red shorts. She picked up the underwear and wrinkled her nose.
"You expect me to wear these? Kakashi?" She wondered and stared at the see-trough red g-string, the bra he had gotten her was better; it was red and normal with a few lace roses on it.
Kakashi smiled innocently and shrugged.
"It was the best I could find." He said casually and shoved his hands into his pockets and left the room to let her get dressed.
"We're meeting Sasuke and Naruto three hours ago." He shouted from the kitchen, and Sakura sighed.
"Of course we were." She muttered dejected and slipped into the see-trough g-string and groaned.
"This will be uncomfortable." She whispered to herself, but thought no more of it and got dressed in her new, somewhat plain outfit; she would have to go shopping later, just to add to it. She didn't want to hurt Kakashis feelings by ditching the clothes he had bought her.
The first chapter people, read and review and tell me what you think, I haven't written further so you may be able to have somewhat an influence on the story, yeah?
KakaXsaku will be the main pairing, but if you wish Sasuke paired up with someone I might just slip him in-between the lines here, if that is favourable?
peace and love…
