I little something I dreamt of and I wanted write it. Note that it´s only based in my dream because if it would be just like my dream, you couldn´t even understand it. It took me very much effort to get it this clear. And yeah, because english isn´t my primary language, I had kinda much trouble writing this. I hope you´ll be able to understand it.
No yaoi even though this is from Junjou Romantica. For somereason, I dremt as Misaki. Have no idea why.
But now on the fic. And btw, Seva is on summer vacatation so he won´t be in here maybe for the whole summer. And in autumn (or fall) my high school starts, so I will be really busy. So sorry if my stories will be at delay.
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"Were are here", Usagi-san said.
We were in hotel room. It was, of course big and luxarious. The big, fluffy bed made me glare at it little. He was spoling me as always.
But then to my suprise he said:"You should go to sleep Misaki, we have to leave early in the morning."
"Oh, okay", I replied.
I sat to the bed. Usagi-san sat to the other edge of the bed, watching me. I sighed inwardly, he was going to watch that I really went to sleep. As if I could fall asleep when he was staring at me. But before I could do anything he stiffened. Then he clutched his chest. It was obivious that he was in pain.
"Usagi-san?" I asked.
He didn´t answer. I couldn´t do anything but ti look at him. Until he fell totally limb.
"Usagi-san?" I asked again
. No answer. Then I finally grasped what had happened. A heart attack. It made me move. I went next to him and opened his shirt. I put my hands to his heart. It wasn´t beating and he wasn´t breathing. I started the first aid. I knew I was supposed to call an ambulance but there had been a major incident and most likely help would come too late.
I didn´t feel fear, only the huge urge to help him. Fifteen press and two blows. The advice was so clear in my head. But maybe I was little in panic, because I messed up at counting and I had to start the counting again, so I ended up doing at least 45 press. As I was about to give him the two blows, my lips stopped just before meeting his.
I angrily rised my head and said to myself: "What the hell am I thinking at this moment?"
Then my lips met his and blew air to him. I felt his chest rise beneath me. As I changed next to him to start again, I saw his eyes open slowly. I sighed in relief.
"Misaki?" he asked. He sat halfway up and I just couldn´t stop him.
"Thank goodness", I whispered as I leaned my head to his chest.
"Misaki?" he asked again
. I was crying now, as the fear of losing him and the relief of not losing him washed over me. I knew I wouldn´t stop anytime soon, no matter he would do. I bet Usagi-san noticed it too. He wrapped his hands around me and even if I couldn´t see it, I knew he was smiling.
"Thank you Misaki", he whispered.
I don´t know how long we were like it, me crying and he comforting me. But this time, it didn´t matter. I was just too happy that he was still with me. Though I may not be able to say it to him.
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