SAM walk out of the hotel
that him and his brother, were in
SAM decide to wander around
to keep him busy, for the
moment.
in the street, darkness surrender
him as he walk to the sidewalk
alone in this depressed night.
as he unknown distant himself,
from dean and Ca's. as there talk
alone in the hotel.
SAM know him and dean were,
still not complete talking, to each
other. nothing but yelling
and fighting, between them.
the haunting expressive in ,
both they eye.
no smile, no laugh,
just utter grimace.
silence fill the air as he roam
the street, snow slow start to
flow around him, as he walk
the path of the empty garden.
that he saw passing by, no
sound was made as he
argue in his broken mind.
as if he should leave
dean for his sake... ..
the pain and sadness he curse him,
still make him want to die.
the broken promise, that
he betray. nothing he can
do will make dean believe him.
now he all alone, in the snowing
garden as it glows in the
moonlights night. so breathtaking
in the night sky. as he gaze it
loving knowing it might be his last
time ever seeing it again.
sadness fill his heart, as he remember
dean looking at him, with such hurt
in his eye.
SAM lay down in the cold garden ground
as he still gaze at the moon . wandering if
dean is worry about him.
but SAM know he too worry about Lucifer
then him. after all he ended the world
he deserve to die, for that he is condemned
forever.
SAM felt so empty, so lost
and the guilty is eating him
alive. nothing seem right,
anymore.
tragic fill SAM mind as
he lay on the cold ground.
tear strolling down, his pale
face as he cried in silence.
no one was around to see the
broken man fall deeper to,
the darkness of his heart.
the urge to to die and free his brother
from hurting him, anymore then
he did before.
SAM felt the cold air breeze in the
darkness that surrender him.
SAM grab the blade under his pant
pocket. SAM know this for
the best, for dean and him and
the world.
him, SAM Winchester
had let the Lucifer free, he doom
the world, now humanity too.
and for that he deserve to died..
SAM look at the sky as, snow
fall down so peace full.. SAM thought.
dean and him bond are broken now,
and it can never be fixed.
somehow that make him want to
cry more, SAM want dean to
say i love you little brother,
SAM know dean will say those
word to him anymore.
SAM. pov ended
dean watch SAM leave the hotel as,
castiel keep talking to him. about
Lucifer where about, and he must kill him.
yeah, Ca's i know already dean shouted... ..
dean paused for a moment as he,
feel something is wrong, this only when
SAM is in danger, dean thought to himself.
hey cas, do you know where
SAM at ??
no dean, i don't know where
SAM at. castiel told him.
dean immediate got off the bed,
that he was on. and run straight
to the cold night street.
where sam left couple of hour.
now the street is empty,
no one was walking outside
on the cold night.
dean look , and look outside
trying to fine SAM, but no lucky.
sam was missing, no sight
of his little brother
fear fill his mind , as he
call SAM wait for SAM to pick
his cell.
dam it dean curse, as SAM
didn't answer his call.
dean wait for the voice mail came
and yell.
SAM where the hell are you?
no answer, just silence fill the air.
as dean continue to wait
for SAM to call him back, but
he never did.
dean prov....
end.
SAM prov..
SAM curious grab the blade
and watch it trailing down his pale.
wrist.
SAM wince, when blood strolling down his
bleeding wrist.
SAM grip when the pain came
and tear were rolling down his face.
SAM saw his crimson blood pouring
down on the cold snow
SAM shiver when the cold air breeze
around, SAM tremble as he
lose his blood more
as he fall down
SAM drop the blade, and grab his
cell, as dean keep calling him.
SAM felt so hollow, and so empty
as SAM whimper in pain.
sam fall to the cold ground,
SAM answer his cell...
SAM prov
ended..
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SAM where are you , dean yelled
SAM come on, tell me dean plead....
i can't tell you dean... !!!
what the fuck do you mean you can't
tell me.
dean heard silence, SAM didn't answer him.
suddenly dean hear,...... .. .
DE!!!!!!!
dean!!!
I'm sorry for everything i did
sam told him....
dean, i want you too know that
i love you big brother.
this is good bye De, it for the best.
with that dean heard SAM end the call....
SAM, SAM.... ...
damn it, dean yelled
SAM, what do you mean this is good bye?
dean thought..
dean start to feel irate and worry.
as he got close to the his car. he got
on and drive to fine SAM...
dean last thought..
please Sammy be okay, dean said to himself.
as dean kept looking for SAM in
the street close to the hotel..
dean pause as he saw a garden forest,
dean felt something was pulling him
close to the garden..
without thinking dean, run to the
garden as fast ,as he can..
SAM!.. .. Sammy dean yelled in the
darkness but no one answer..
dean prov
end
SAM felt the cold breeze blow on his face, as he lay
on the snow ground. SAM was slowly dying
no one was here to save him... ..
silence fill the darkness that is around him.
SAM gaze at the moon when he feel slow fade
sam hear a soft melody in his head.
as he listen, tear were strolling down
without care..
sorrow fill his broken heart,
the world is so cold and lonely.
the lie we told, just broke us
more.
now you and i
are always yelling and fighting.
now you are gone, you left
you with the angel that
save you from hell.
but don't worry cause
you save I'm glad
my deared brother.
now I'm here all alone and scare
without you by my side.
the memories of you,
keep me save and sane.
the blood and tear that i spill
in the darkness of the battle
that we are on..
so sleep, and remember this lullaby
Sammy.
just close you teary eye and
say good bye.
brother it was you, that i love
and care for.
even if you don't believe me.
oh well...
so , close you eye and sleep
and forget your pain and sorrow.
and say good bye,
for once for all.
and remember this lullaby,
and sleep your broken heart
and fade to the night
forever.
SAM open his eye and cried silence
as he fade away in the cold snow..
SAM remember the softy lullaby
as he sing everyday, when he
dream.
SAM look at the moon again, as
he feel the numb now, the pain
is gone, only hollow he feeling.
SAM feel so cold, as SAM shiver
in the coldness.
SAM heard voice....
not just any voice it was dean?
dean! why he here, SAM wander....
SAM prov
ended
as dean run in the garden forest,
he saw a figure in the darkness.
dean stop, and run to SAM
Sammy, SAM, dean yell
as he got close to SAM.
sammy !!
dean!!, SAM said weakling
dean grab SAM gentle as he saw
the bleeding cut on sam wrist,,
SAM, Sammy!!! look at me, stay awake
dean beged,...
as dean stop the blood from falling
with his shirt.. that he torn...
and place it around SAM wrist,,,,
Sammy .... ...
DE!! I'm sorry....
i couldn't take it anymore....
it too much... SAM plead softy
i wanted to die, dean...
everything hurting,
and i saw i was hurting you
and i know you don't need me
anymore, you be okay
with castial.
he be a better partner than i can be..
SAM said to dean....
Sammy, SAM ... .... ..
look at me, promise you will
never do that again... ...
please SAM i don't want Ca's,
i just need you little brother.
just you SAM, dean told Sammy softy
Ca's it nothing to me, just a Friend
dean said...
dean , how did you fine me?
sam question...
come on!! SAM, I'm your big brother
i wll alway know, where you are at..
SAM just nodded smile at dean... ...
okay sammy!! listen to me...
never, never do that again...
i promise i will kick you ass....
dean said pissed...
SAM look at dean, dean stare at SAM
okay i promise dean... SAM told him..
i won't do it.. ..
dean got SAM off the ground and try to
get the snow off his brother, and try to
warm him with his jacket.
as they went back to the hotel, in the cas
SAM just hope , he won't regret dying,
dean and SAM will keep on
fighting the good fight,
as long as there have each other...
the end......
