SAM walk out of the hotel

that him and his brother, were in

SAM decide to wander around

to keep him busy, for the

moment.

in the street, darkness surrender

him as he walk to the sidewalk

alone in this depressed night.

as he unknown distant himself,

from dean and Ca's. as there talk

alone in the hotel.

SAM know him and dean were,

still not complete talking, to each

other. nothing but yelling

and fighting, between them.

the haunting expressive in ,

both they eye.

no smile, no laugh,

just utter grimace.

silence fill the air as he roam

the street, snow slow start to

flow around him, as he walk

the path of the empty garden.

that he saw passing by, no

sound was made as he

argue in his broken mind.

as if he should leave

dean for his sake... ..

the pain and sadness he curse him,

still make him want to die.

the broken promise, that

he betray. nothing he can

do will make dean believe him.

now he all alone, in the snowing

garden as it glows in the

moonlights night. so breathtaking

in the night sky. as he gaze it

loving knowing it might be his last

time ever seeing it again.

sadness fill his heart, as he remember

dean looking at him, with such hurt

in his eye.

SAM lay down in the cold garden ground

as he still gaze at the moon . wandering if

dean is worry about him.

but SAM know he too worry about Lucifer

then him. after all he ended the world

he deserve to die, for that he is condemned

forever.

SAM felt so empty, so lost

and the guilty is eating him

alive. nothing seem right,

anymore.

tragic fill SAM mind as

he lay on the cold ground.

tear strolling down, his pale

face as he cried in silence.

no one was around to see the

broken man fall deeper to,

the darkness of his heart.

the urge to to die and free his brother

from hurting him, anymore then

he did before.

SAM felt the cold air breeze in the

darkness that surrender him.

SAM grab the blade under his pant

pocket. SAM know this for

the best, for dean and him and

the world.

him, SAM Winchester

had let the Lucifer free, he doom

the world, now humanity too.

and for that he deserve to died..

SAM look at the sky as, snow

fall down so peace full.. SAM thought.

dean and him bond are broken now,

and it can never be fixed.

somehow that make him want to

cry more, SAM want dean to

say i love you little brother,

SAM know dean will say those

word to him anymore.

SAM. pov ended

dean watch SAM leave the hotel as,

castiel keep talking to him. about

Lucifer where about, and he must kill him.

yeah, Ca's i know already dean shouted... ..

dean paused for a moment as he,

feel something is wrong, this only when

SAM is in danger, dean thought to himself.

hey cas, do you know where

SAM at ??

no dean, i don't know where

SAM at. castiel told him.

dean immediate got off the bed,

that he was on. and run straight

to the cold night street.

where sam left couple of hour.

now the street is empty,

no one was walking outside

on the cold night.

dean look , and look outside

trying to fine SAM, but no lucky.

sam was missing, no sight

of his little brother

fear fill his mind , as he

call SAM wait for SAM to pick

his cell.

dam it dean curse, as SAM

didn't answer his call.

dean wait for the voice mail came

and yell.

SAM where the hell are you?

no answer, just silence fill the air.

as dean continue to wait

for SAM to call him back, but

he never did.

dean prov....

end.

SAM prov..

SAM curious grab the blade

and watch it trailing down his pale.

wrist.

SAM wince, when blood strolling down his

bleeding wrist.

SAM grip when the pain came

and tear were rolling down his face.

SAM saw his crimson blood pouring

down on the cold snow

SAM shiver when the cold air breeze

around, SAM tremble as he

lose his blood more

as he fall down

SAM drop the blade, and grab his

cell, as dean keep calling him.

SAM felt so hollow, and so empty

as SAM whimper in pain.

sam fall to the cold ground,

SAM answer his cell...

SAM prov

ended..

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SAM where are you , dean yelled

SAM come on, tell me dean plead....

i can't tell you dean... !!!

what the fuck do you mean you can't

tell me.

dean heard silence, SAM didn't answer him.

suddenly dean hear,...... .. .

DE!!!!!!!

dean!!!

I'm sorry for everything i did

sam told him....

dean, i want you too know that

i love you big brother.

this is good bye De, it for the best.

with that dean heard SAM end the call....

SAM, SAM.... ...

damn it, dean yelled

SAM, what do you mean this is good bye?

dean thought..

dean start to feel irate and worry.

as he got close to the his car. he got

on and drive to fine SAM...

dean last thought..

please Sammy be okay, dean said to himself.

as dean kept looking for SAM in

the street close to the hotel..

dean pause as he saw a garden forest,

dean felt something was pulling him

close to the garden..

without thinking dean, run to the

garden as fast ,as he can..

SAM!.. .. Sammy dean yelled in the

darkness but no one answer..

dean prov

end

SAM felt the cold breeze blow on his face, as he lay

on the snow ground. SAM was slowly dying

no one was here to save him... ..

silence fill the darkness that is around him.

SAM gaze at the moon when he feel slow fade

sam hear a soft melody in his head.

as he listen, tear were strolling down

without care..

sorrow fill his broken heart,

the world is so cold and lonely.

the lie we told, just broke us

more.

now you and i

are always yelling and fighting.

now you are gone, you left

you with the angel that

save you from hell.

but don't worry cause

you save I'm glad

my deared brother.

now I'm here all alone and scare

without you by my side.

the memories of you,

keep me save and sane.

the blood and tear that i spill

in the darkness of the battle

that we are on..

so sleep, and remember this lullaby

Sammy.

just close you teary eye and

say good bye.

brother it was you, that i love

and care for.

even if you don't believe me.

oh well...

so , close you eye and sleep

and forget your pain and sorrow.

and say good bye,

for once for all.

and remember this lullaby,

and sleep your broken heart

and fade to the night

forever.

SAM open his eye and cried silence

as he fade away in the cold snow..

SAM remember the softy lullaby

as he sing everyday, when he

dream.

SAM look at the moon again, as

he feel the numb now, the pain

is gone, only hollow he feeling.

SAM feel so cold, as SAM shiver

in the coldness.

SAM heard voice....

not just any voice it was dean?

dean! why he here, SAM wander....

SAM prov

ended

as dean run in the garden forest,

he saw a figure in the darkness.

dean stop, and run to SAM

Sammy, SAM, dean yell

as he got close to SAM.

sammy !!

dean!!, SAM said weakling

dean grab SAM gentle as he saw

the bleeding cut on sam wrist,,

SAM, Sammy!!! look at me, stay awake

dean beged,...

as dean stop the blood from falling

with his shirt.. that he torn...

and place it around SAM wrist,,,,

Sammy .... ...

DE!! I'm sorry....

i couldn't take it anymore....

it too much... SAM plead softy

i wanted to die, dean...

everything hurting,

and i saw i was hurting you

and i know you don't need me

anymore, you be okay

with castial.

he be a better partner than i can be..

SAM said to dean....

Sammy, SAM ... .... ..

look at me, promise you will

never do that again... ...

please SAM i don't want Ca's,

i just need you little brother.

just you SAM, dean told Sammy softy

Ca's it nothing to me, just a Friend

dean said...

dean , how did you fine me?

sam question...

come on!! SAM, I'm your big brother

i wll alway know, where you are at..

SAM just nodded smile at dean... ...

okay sammy!! listen to me...

never, never do that again...

i promise i will kick you ass....

dean said pissed...

SAM look at dean, dean stare at SAM

okay i promise dean... SAM told him..

i won't do it.. ..

dean got SAM off the ground and try to

get the snow off his brother, and try to

warm him with his jacket.

as they went back to the hotel, in the cas

SAM just hope , he won't regret dying,

dean and SAM will keep on

fighting the good fight,

as long as there have each other...

the end......