A/N: So I after watching Chuck vs. the tooth, I was pondering what would happen once Sarah know that he's going to go insane, so this idea popped into my while I couldn't sleep.

I have to thank Madje Knotts and NCIStivafan30 for their quick betaing. Thanks guys!

If any of you guys are reading my other Chuck story, I Can't Do It, I know I am extremely slow on updates. Madje Knotts keeps encouraging me to write and hopefully a new chapter will be up this weekend

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Summary:Suppose Chuck told Sarah the truth about his mental stability, what would she think if Chuck made her promise one thing?


(Chuck POV)

We were sitting on our couch watching a movie, Sarah sitting in my lap, her head lying on my chest. All of the sudden, it clicked. I needed to let Sarah know something, to tell her something important before I went crazy. I grabbed the remote beside me and put the movie on pause. Sarah glanced at me with an unsaid question written on her face.

"Sarah."

"What is it, Chuck? Is everything okay?" she asked, her voice laced with concern and uncertainty.

"Yeah, everything is okay, for now."

"You're starting to worry me. Please tell me what's wrong,"she said as she ran her fingers along my jaw.

"Okay, so you know how the doc..."

Sarah interrupted me, "Chuck, can we please not talk about this now. Can we just focus on the present moment, on just us?" Her eyes pleaded with me to drop the subject, but I needed to tell her this. It was important that she do this.

"Sarah, I need to say this. Please just hear me out and promise me you'll do what I tell you."

With a little hesitancy, she responded, "Alright, I promise."

I looked her straight in the eye to make sure I had her attention. "So you know how the Doc said that the Intersect might cause might cause my mental state to deteriorate? Well when I go crazy, I mean long gone, like when I'm not me, the one who loves you. Can you promise me that you'll forget about me and move on? You should move on because that's the healthy thing to do. It wouldn't be right to dwell on someone who couldn't love you properly."

She had tears in her eyes and she opened her mouth to speak but nothing came. I wiped her tears away with my thumb. "Please don't cry Sarah."

"How do you except me to move on? You're the one I want and I don't see how I could move on. I love you and nothing can change that. You're my Chuck." She looked at me, her eyes pleading with me to understand.

"Sarah, just please, promise me! This is all I ask of you!" I realized I had raised my voice too much when she backed out of my embrace and scooted to the opposite end of the couch, sobbing into a pillow. I leaned over and touched her cheek, lifting her chin, so her beautiful blue eyes met mine. "Sarah, I'm sorry I yelled", I paused to arrange my thoughts, "I-I just need to know that you'll be okay after I'm too far gone to remember anything or anyone, even you, my beautiful Sarah."

"I promise" she said, wiping at some tears that had traveled down to her cheek.

"Thank you." I look into her eyes to make sure she isn't upset with me. I lean forward and press my lips to hers, pulling away when we were both out of air I whispered,

"I love you."

"I love you too."


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