It all seemed too good to be true. My idol, my love, in my presence. James and I had known each other since before Big Time Rush had formed. We were childhood friends. He had taught me how to ride a bike, how to tie a tie, and countless other things. Now we were here, in his apartment, after his concert. He was taking a shower and I was patiently waiting for him to be done. I kept flipping my hair out of my eyes, a nervous habit of mine. When I was 14 I had realized my feelings for him, but I was way too scared to tell him. He sent me tickets to every concert of his, but this was the first one where he had invited me to go to his apartment afterwards. I was beyond nervous. Had he realized I loved him? Did he love me back? I couldn't stop these thoughts from constantly running through my head.

"Auzzy! Do you mind handing me a towel from the pile of clothes on the bed? ", called James.

"Sure." I called back. I moved the clothes around until I found a towel. I picked it up and walked towards the bathroom.

The door was wide open, and inside the bathroom was a beautiful, naked James. I dropped the towel I was holding. James picked it up and wrapped it around him.

"Thanks dude." He said as he walked past me into his bedroom. I stood still, unable to move. After a few moments I slowly turned to see James in his bedroom.

"So it's true?" he asked as he pulled on a pale blue polo.

"Is what true?" I asked confused.

"That you're gay. Kendall said he thought you were but we're not sure. I don't blame you for staring by the way I know I'm super sexy." He said, trying to sound modest, but failing completely.

He walked up to me. "Guess what! Since you like my body too much, I'll let you take pictures of me! I have a camera over here somewhere. "He looked through his stuff. He picked up a camera and gave it to me. He then took his shirt off and posed sexily. I dropped the camera and in a quick and uncontrollable instant, I kissed him. I immediately backed away, shocked at what I had just done.

"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry!" I said backing away further. James grabbed my shoulders and kissed me back. He licked my bottom lip and I gladly opened my mouth for his glorious tongue.

Our tongues danced as he moved his hands from my shoulders to my waist. I put my arms around his neck. When our mouths finally parted, I took a deep breath, and then let it out in the form of a gasp, as James kissed my neck. I ran y hands up and down James' bare chest.

He let out a soft moan and began to suck on my neck; I then threw my head back in pleasure. James' hands wandered around my waist line. He started bunching up my shirt. He then yanked it off me.

"Austin, let's move this to the bed." Whispered James. I nodded and we dove for the bed.

Our hands explored each other in a fury of passion. James' hand slowly moved from my knee and up my led. I held back a moan. I sucked on James' left nipple. He moaned my name. I unbuttoned his pants and he slips them off. I was shocked to find out; he wasn't wearing underwear or any sort. I held back a whimper. I yanked off my pants. I kissed his neck. I made a trail with my tongue from his neck down to his dick. I took a deep breath before licking his length. He moaned loudly and intertwined his fingers into my hair. I sucked on the head of his dick. He gasped and I began to take more and more of his amazing dick. After a few minutes of this, I had his whole shaft in my mouth. He started to slide his dick in and out of my mouth. He was saying my name over and over again with every thrust into my mouth.

Minutes later he came into my mouth. I happily swallowed. I kissed him deeply. He pulled down my boxers and I kicked them off.

"Austin, fuck me." Said James in a hushed tone. We maneuvered around so I could easily enter him, trying not to hurt him. He moaned my name.

After a few moments, I began to move in and out of him. I started off slow and then I got faster and faster. James and I where both panting heavily.

"faster." Begged James. I pumped in and out of him. James and I orgasmed at the same time. I pulled out of him and rested next to him. I looked at him.

"James?" I asked.

"Yes?" he said looking back at me.

"Do you love me? I asked looking straight into his eyes. I waited for his answer.

To my Bestie Auzzy. If I get 20 reviews I'll add another chapter. I love reviews!