CHAPTER 1

And there a bullet passed through her chest. I ran to her and grabbed her before she fell on the ground. I held her in my arms. And there I was holding Alex's hands, I held them as tight as possible, we could see her black purple nail polish on her hands, her hands, her hands were becoming colder at each second that passed. She was lying in my arms, blood leaking out of her chest. I was staring, at her, at her smile, at her tears, at her face, her beautiful face full of tears with a magnificent smile and there she put her hand on my cheek and kissed me

"I'm so sorry Alex, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. I should have never led you into this, I'm so sor-" tears just fell down my face she cut me off and said,

"It's okay Donna, its- its all okay, I would do any anything for you, and it was not your fault" I was crying. I took a deep breath and told her,

"Alex it is MY fault, it is my fault that you got sho-" she cut me off again and said,

"No it's not your fault, you didn't pull that trigger. There are no regrets." she took a moment to smile and she removed her necklace, her lucky necklace and handed it to me, I closed my hand around it and she held my closed hand and I continued talking but right before that she lifted herself up and slowly kissed me,

"Please don't die, not here, not now" I cried, letting all my tears free and she said with a big smile and a broken voice,

"Donna its perfect I'm dying in the arms of my first love, my first love whom I'll always love, I love you Donna, Donna I love y—" and there, right there, right at that moment in my arms she vanished.

"Alex, wake up! Alex, Alex. Wake up Alex! Please don't die, wake up! No! Please, Alex, please! You think it's so great to die and make everyone cry and then carry on. Well, it's not." at that moment it meant Alex was gone. Turned to ashes. I would never see her again, NEVER, and all I could do was cry.