Hey there this is just something weird and depressing i wanted to write because of a friend we got rid of and now I'm depressed so here it is.

Suicidal

It's inevitable,

unexplainable why people do it.

it's beautiful,

makes you spellbound.

i would do it myself,

though you wouldn't let me.

I'm sorry i can't return that feeling.

I had to do it,

i know your were devastated.

I'm sorry you had to see,

but i had to have you watch,

to understand why.

you asked me as i got into the bath,

'what are you doing?'

then saw the knife,

the last beautiful thing i heard was your voice.

just get over me,

I'm sorry it was so long.

I know you'd be saying

'who the fuck whould write soemthing like this?'

but it really is me.

from the dead yes, finishing what i need to.

Well i hope you hate it coz i do...