I owe absolutely nothing except the awesome convos, extraordinary word syntax, misspelled words, questionable grammar and aggressive descriptive words. Shoutout goes to the creators of lost girls and it's writers, I've been truly inspired, truly. Everything is cannon until 408, I just went a different direction with it, one that lead to many deaths,much angst, and questions galore. I'm American after all, nuff said.
Tamsin's POV
Time loops are a funny thing, more so when you're not stuck in one. What do I know? I have an obvious basis, she thought to herself,mulling over the events of Yule that were merely a two weeks ago; she stood smiling to herself.
Bo and I hooked up and it was cool and all, shit it was fucking awesome. But after that, we just talked, about nothing, about everything, anything except for us or what had happened. She told me that even though she has all of this love to give, she doesn't know how to give it, she's afraid of hurting the people closest to her, so I should expect an emotional roller coaster from hell,because I'm becoming like family. Not only to her but the rest of the gang as well. After all I have done to go against her, she forgave me, just like that. I'm not so big of a bitch that I would ignore this great debt that I owe her. Them. It's a fucking Valkyrie thing,but you know haters,they gone hate. That's why I had to come back and why I have to help her find the answers she is looking for and fight alongside her, because It's not like I'm in lurve with her of anything, but i feel like i'm suppose to be here, for her, for this, whatever is about to go down. I'ts gonna be massive, like BOOM, and shit will most definitely be getting real.
"Is it a Valkyrie thing to stare at walls? Can you communicate with them of some shit?", Said Bo in a teasing tone, successfully snapping her out of her thoughts.
She turned around to fully face her favorite succubus, trying her best to keep her signature indifference. Which was rather impossible looking at the leather clad women leaning on the pool table biting her lip.
"Is it a succubus thing to annoy the shit out of Valkyries because you, Bo, are the best", Tamsin said smirking into every word. Her smile faded when the women in front of her eyes turned blue and she stared walking towards her.
"Now that we've acknowledged that I'm the best, what do you say you do me a solid and give me a little kiss", Bo half whispered leaning in to kiss the taller girl.
Wake up wake up wake up she thought to herself, "Is this really happening ?", She asked quietly, more so to herself.
"This always happens, we always happen. I guess destiny has big plans for us", Bo enlightened.
What does that even mean? The blonde thought in her head but when she went to speak all that came out was, "Yeah, you're right" in an almost dreamy child like voice. Just as she felt herself leaning towards Bo, the succubus released her hold on the Valkyrie, smiled and just like that she was gone.
Fucking Ay, this women will be the death of me. Why does she keep doing this to me? Shit, why do I do this to myself;I didn't have to come back. That's what rebirth is for, it's a get out of jail free card, it's a chance to leave the past behind and start anew. Fuck waiting in jail for three turns, and I never roll doubles, anit nobody got no time for that. I'm a walking paradox. A Valkyrie with no patience, and I've lived a long time; never developed the habit I suppose. I feel like I owe it to the Sunshine gang to at least be tolerable and helpful; they took me in and they care about me even after my transgressions. And Bo...There's something about her that makes me weak; she makes me think about things,regret my past deeds,care about randoms,and... this is all of her goddamn fault. Who am I shitting, it's no ones fault, and this is not me trying to pardon my self,this is me allowing fate to take it's course.
"Neutered by a succubus,way to go out like a champ Tamsin", She scoffed, shaking her head back and forth indicating obvious sarcasm.
"OK, like seriously, we need to work on your complex. Talking about yourself in third person is slightly less douchey then trying to take away my bestie, but still it's a problem. But fear not, my fearless Valkyrie, mama Kenzi is here to make sure that my sweet baby child is all taken care of." The very petite human iterated, finishing by pinching Tamsin's cheeks for emphasis.
She tried to hide her dopey grin while she swatted at Kenzi's hands, "Did mama bring shots, because that's the only medicine for my problems. Get tanked and forget" .
"Whoa, I feel like my life is half sci fi/horror, and half in need of a shit ton of alcohol anonymous. That motto is so last life, Tamsin 2.0 needs a new motto." Kenzi accented the 2.0 with air quotes, put her hands on the blonds shoulders and continued, "You died trying to save Bo, came back and we raised you from your wild hair days, taught you how to twerk and you live with us. Tam Tam everything is different now. Besides, a week ago, your baby fae ass couldn't even handle one mixed drink. I think that we can fairly say that this is your clean slate."
I spent hundreds of years perfecting my alcohol tolerance,always trying to fill this hole, this is the first time that I don't feel like I need it, am I really part of the family now? huh maybe mom knows best after all. Though I wouldn't fucking know because my mother tried to kill me as a child...twice. I've seen everything,or at least I thought I had. Now I get to see it all over again,and maybe really see it this time;with my fucking crew. The enlightened women smirked inwardly.
"You know what...point taken. Its like for the first time in my life, i'm seeing things in color;Everything. Its all new and different and after the things that I've done, I don't deserve a world of color, love, friends and family. Kenzi, those are the things I use to live to take away from people, and you and Bo keep telling me that I deserve theses things. Those are the words of people gone cray cray. Now having gotten the emo shit out of the way, I feel like...Nothing is impossible. That's my new motto." Tamsin finished looking rather proud of herself as a excited Kenzi came in for a fist bump. "Bring it back..." ,The shorter girl said. "And Boom", the blonde finished with a groin thrust DDT style.
