ALL I HAVE
PART 1

Amanda and Lita kicked the bag. Amanda had been really quite for a few weeks. She was still getting over what had happened with RTC and the new Ministry.
"You OK?" Lita asked
"Yeah sure"
"You look real pale"
"I'm fine I just need a rest that's all. I'm thinking of going back to Canada."
"WHAT? FOR GOOD?"
Amanda laughed "No not for good, I...I just need to get away for a bit get over what's happened, get my head right you know?"
Lita smiled "Sure we'll miss you but you've gotta do what you've gotta do right?"
Amanda nodded "Yea any way what's with you'll miss me? I'll only be gone 3 weeks or so. I'll be back before you know it I've put holiday request in"
"I'll know Taker will miss you" Lita said
"Will you stop. We are friends" Amanda said laughing and bruising at the same time.
"Yea right"
Amanda laughed " Whatever"
"Girl you should know that in the WWF there's no secrets!"
Amanda rolled her eyes.
"Dose Chris and David know?"
"Bout Taker?"
Lita smiled "You've got him on your mind. No about Canada"
"Yea it was their idea and you bought him up not me and er talking about people seeing people who's things with you and Matt?"
That caused Lita to Bruise "1-1 all I'd say."
"To right"
They both started laughing.

Later that day Amanda's phone rang "Hey Manda you wanna go for a walk?"
"Sure Chy"

"How's things been?" Chyna asked has they walked though the park
"Better you know. I was saying to Lita before I'm thinking of going back to Canada for a few weeks"
Chyna smiled "Yea Chris had said. It's a good idea you need a break you've worked non stop for 12 and half months and with what you've been though you need to wind down recharge your batteries. Hey your turning into the female Bret Hart he worked to hard."
Amanda smiled "I'll take that has a compliment"
"It was meant has one but you do need to slow down how old are you? 25?"
"Yhea and how olds mark 30? Cos that's where we'll heading, am I right?
"5 years Manda What 5 Years. you don't wanna go over doing it with work. Your still young enjoy yourself. You talked to Mark?"
Amanda moaned and rolled her eyes.
"Have you?"
"Not since what happened. You've not said anything to Chris or David have you?"
"No don't worry only me and Lita know"
"Good that's the way I want it to stay for now. I guess that's one of many reasons why I'm going back to Canada"
"Do you like him?"
Amanda sighed resting her head on a tree "Yes....No... not like...I don't know...Yes I like him but I thought I liked him just has a friend you know. Someone to chat to, have a laugh Like I do with Austin. OK Undertaker odd choice but hey...you know"
Chyna smiled "That's what I thought when I was joint IC champ with your Chris. At first we hated each other, couldn't stand each other, but the more we got to know each other..."
"the more you liked each other"
"Basically"
Amanda sighed "I hope that one day I fell like that"
"Sounds to me like you already have"

Chris, David, and the rest sat round a table Taker walked Passed Amanda looked away.
"ER...I've gotta go guys see you later I've got some packing to do"
Undertaker spurn round and looked at Amanda shocked. Chyna looked at Lita.
"Is she OK?" Asked Matt
"Yea I'll be back just go make sure"

"CHYNA...CHYNA...What was Amanda saying about packing?"
"She's going back to Canada"
"Wha...Canada...for good?"
Chyna shook her head "No, No not for good just...just for a break she needs a rest"
Taker looked near her room "Yhea I guess"
"Talk to her Mark I know she cares about you"
"I will"
"Good but you've not talked to me OK"
"Understand"

Amanda put something's in her case when a knock came on the door.
"Hold on"
Amanda opened It.
"Can we talk?"
"Come in"
"Thanks"
Amanda closed the door
"Your running?"
"What?"
"Your packing you said back there I've got some packing to do. What did you mean?"
"I'm going back to Canada?"
"For good?"
"How many times do I go though this no not for good for a rest I need to get over what happened to get my head right to think about..."
"Promise me something. You will come back. I've lost one person I loved I don't want to lose a second person I love"
"WHAT!"
"You heard me promise me"
"I promise."
He took hold of Amanda's hands " I love you Amanda. I know how hard that must be for you to believe coming from me but I do"
"Mark I love you but I need to make sure that it's not because of what I went though. I need to make sure it's not because you pulled the white knight stunt. I need to get over what they did you do understand don't you?"
"Yea here take this I hope it brings you luck"
Amanda took a box off him he kissed the top of her head "see you when you get back"
When he was gone she opened the box. In it was a sliver necklace set in it was a beautiful blue stone.
"You OK?" Chyna asked
"Yhea...Chy?"
"Yea dose it get any easier?"
"Sorry kid can't say it dose"
"oh thanks" Amanda looked in the mirror
"What am I going to do?"
Chyna smiled "go with your heart"
With that she closed the door