Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer created all the characters, I own nothing.
AN: I'm really excited to be writing a story for the first time, I really hope people will read it. I really have done my homework and got techniques from my friends who write stories. Sooo on with it..
Confusion:
EdPOV
BeepBeepBeep
Bzzzzzzzzz
It wouldn't stop, I had to turn it off. I sighed and sat up, eyeing the source of annoyance. 3 missed calls and a voicemail, I'll deal with those later, Bella should be up soon. I got up and grunted to the bathroom to freshen up. 15 minutes later I went to the kitchen and grabbed a banana and my keys and headed out the door.
On my way to starbucks I thought of the dream I had, which also reminded me of the beeping sound, I grabbed my Blackberry and looked through the missed calls. Just a bunch of reminders from her agency; typical.
I have been Bella's assistant for about 3 yrs. it started out fun and exciting, but now it's really starting to get old. We were roommates until she got signed for a big time movie agency. She's a well-known actress now, much to my dismay I have to be wherever she is all the time, meaning the whole paparazzi part too. I think it's ridiculous to want someone's picture so badly, all the time. Everyone assumes were together, ha if only I was that lucky.
"Excuse me, Sir!" I heard someone from the inside of the restaurant say distastefully.
I came out of my trance and looked at where I was, I was standing holding the door handle like an idiot. I blushed and walked in embarrassed.
"Umm, I would like a Caramel Latte"
"That will be 2.75"
I gave him the money and leaned against the waiting or whatever you call it counter. I looked around the restaurant; no one seemed to be looking at me funny or anything. I glanced up at the ceiling and sighed, how could I ever explain to Bella how I feel? It seemed way to risky, she seems into the idea of 'friends'. I mean she hasn't been with anybody, well that I know of, what don't I know about? It shouldn't matter though, were friends and..
"Sir"
"Oh I'm sorry" I grabbed the latte.
"What's her name?" the cashier asked.
"Excuse me?"
"Well I assumed that whatever's got you so engrossed must be special."
"I-I..Um..well you assumed wrong" I headed to my car.
Why would he make that assumption, completely absurd. "Maybe he's right" a little voice in my head said. I sighed and peeled into the driveway. I walked in to the house and heard Bella in the kitchen humming.
"Morning Bella, sorry I took so long with the-" I rambled
"Ssshh, don't worry about it, its fine, you're here now right?" she inquired and took the coffee.
"Yeah, hey listen Lauren called, she's got your schedule for the month ready"
"Great, do I have any events?"
"Well that's why I said Lauren had your schedule ready, because I don't know."
"Oh"
She looked up from her coffee and locked eyes with me. I don't know what it was, but it wasn't anything short of intense. Her eyes flicked away and the intensity died. I frowned, I'll never be able to tell her. I sighed and walked out the kitchen.
I made my way to my room and plopped down on the bed. My head was spinning, I took a deep breath. It's mad they way she's making me feel. I hear a soft knock on the door, I opened my eyes. She came in and sat on the edge of the bed.
"You okay?"
"Not exactly, but nothing to worry about." I sat up and leaned on my headboard.
"Well I want to know."
"Do you not want to be my assistant anymore?" she looked sad.
"No, No, that's not it, what would make you think so?"
"Well I mean you kind of just walked out of the kitchen with an annoyed look on your face."
"Oh, well your not the cause of that, I annoy myself."
"Why? You do a great-"
"Bella, just don't worry about it, its nothing of concern."
"Edward I just..never mind, well I wanted to tell you something."
"Enlighten me"
She looked at me with a sour expression but continued, "I have a date."
My stomach sank, was this really the best time for her to spring that on me? Well she doesn't know, I did tell her it wasn't a big deal.
"And I'm a little apprehensive"
"Why?"
"Gee I don't know, because I'm famous!"
"Oh, well then don't do it." I wasn't in the mood to give advice, especially for this.
"Why are you acting like this Edward?"
I don't know because I freaking love you!
"I told you don't do it. Trust obviously is important to you, or we wouldn't be discussing this"
"I-
"Bella you apparently just want to talk, because you would agree with me, you want to go out with this guy, so go, it'll be fine"
"I..Okay"
Bella walked out the room, and shut the door. I grabbed my pillow and through it at the door. I really need to tell her before its too late.
"Ha, I make it sound so easy."
AN: Yayyaayy! 1st chapter ever finished! If you do happen to read this, please give honest reviews! Let me know what you want to happen, or if you want it to progress at all! I want everyone who reads this story to be involved as much as possible without knowing completely.
Kelzey71
