The Shuffle challenge! I wish to inform you that is skipped NOTHING! woo!

1. Fuck you-Lily Allen

One would think that in the 23rd century, the federation would overcome homophobia. Well, you're wrong. And it was about to drive Kirk and Spock out of their minds.

There they were, in the privacy of their own quarters, celebrating Kirk's birthday and the whole goddam federation walks in on them.

Jim had had it. No one had any respect for their privacy. Spock had told him countless times not to lash out but...

"WILL YOU FUCK OFF!" Jim screamed.

Spock knew it was coming. And he knew he would smile.

2. Live your Life- Rhianna

Being captain of a famous starship had its advantages-and disadvanteges.

One advantage: he was famous

One disadvantage: he was famous

He had lots of haters, lovers, and in-betweeners, but it's life.

He tries so hard to be like other great captains, but sometimes, Spock has to remind him of who he is and to live his life.

3. Give me Novocain- Green Day

Spock could hrdly stand it. He hurt so much.

He wanted to admit to himself that he loved his captain, his friend

The whole idea was illogical, but it is also illogical to deny facts.

So Spock did something he swore he would never do- get drunk off chocolate.

Intoxication was a last resort. Emotional Novocain.

4. Bring me to life- Evanessance

Jim was in a persistant vegitative state. Frozen in time

Spock was doing everything in his power to save him.

Operations, stimulants, nothing was working.

Thinking of fairy tales his mother read to him, he leaned over to kiss his T'hy'la

Jim stirred.

5. Should've said no- Taylor Swift

For the first time, Spock felt rejected by his bondmate. He should've known that he would never be enough. He had just caught Jim passionately kissing a very attractive, young female officer.

"old habits die hard"

"I was drunk and stupid"

"Dammitm I LOVE you!"

Lies. Vulcans do not lie. Humans , cruel human.

6. Shake it- Metro Station

"Jim, I refuse to dance to this song"

"Aw, come on Spock"

"This musical number refers to sexual behavior that is most unbecoming"

"aaaand?"

Spock cocked his head and almost smiled-an action which his husband found incredibly alluring. He caved.

"And allowing you to dance by yourself would be emotionaly compromising for the both of us"

7. 1000 miles- Vanessa Carlton

Des Moines, Iowa

Home

Strangely, it diddn't feel like the home he had known previously on the Enterprise.

He had just made his way absentmindedly, thoughts on Spock.

They knew they missed eachother. Spock was on Vulcan, undergoing Kohlinar and Jim was just waiting around for his next assignment.

He just wanted to see him again. To tell Spock how much he missed him.

8. I'm Broken- Seether ad Evanessance

They were broken people.

Jim, with no father. No one really knowing him underneath all the swagger.

Spock, bullied his whole life. Misunderstood, underestimated, and an outcast.

They were broken together, fixing eachother

9. The Phantom of the Opera-Andrew Lloyd Weber

The true wrath was about to show itself.

Spock was taking his soon-to-be bondmate to his family's traditional place of Koonit-Kal-ee-phee.

Jim was a little scared of Spock.

They had made love before, but not while the Vulcan was inhabited by a primitive madness.

It was terrifying yet wonderful at the same time

10. Heaven Can Wait- We The Kings ( my favorite band ever :) )

"Captain, this is illogical in the utmost sense"

"uh-huh" said Jim, blue eyes full of lust

"You are very near to your admiral's badge"

"That's not the only thing I am very near to"

Jim was on his lap now.

"your behavior is most unbecoming"

"Just a quickie? It's your last chance to have sex with the captain of the Enterprise."

"We have 9.2 minutes before your admiral ceremony. Remove your clothing"