Authors Note: 'Ello chaps!….Well that didn't sound as good as it did in my mind…..Moving On! Well this one-shot is set after Harry left Ginny in HBP and it's in Harry's POV. It's pretty angsty, there's just a small tiny little mention of Ginny here, but it's still there! Please review! I really want to know how I can improve so feel free to say that it was horrible or if it was a godsend from up above!

Disclaimer: All of these lovely lovely characters do not belong to me. They are the sole property of the mighty queen and ruler J.K Rowling!

Why?

I am alone as I always was and will be. And it doesn't get any better when they try to help. 'Are you ok?', how those three words just make me want to scream at them for the obvious and stupid question. But I never do scream, I just stay quiet and keep everything inside. Some say that it's bad to keep everything bottled in, but what do they know?

They all have their own families that love them unconditionally. What do I have? A self-conscious, jealous giraffe for an aunt, an overweight uncle who's a drunkard and hates everyone who's different . Not to mention an overly aggressive and obese cousin who is blinded by his parents ideals.

The only family I ever had died when I was just a baby, and what helps is that the only memory of my mother is her begging for my life before her death. The man I considered a father figure, dead as well. And now the one thing I considered I considered good in my life…..I left her behind so that she could live her life. All of this because of a power hungry madman who's too much of a coward to accept his lineage.

Why did lady fate decide that I would be the one that would save everyone from this evil? The one that would probably never be happy until he murders another man. The one that's never felt fully loved?

Why?

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