Hey! So this is my first story ever on here and it will probably be a four shot? Let me know what you think! Enjoy

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you Im difficult, hard to please, for ever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life... According to you… According to you…

I ran with all of my might, avoiding the crazy stares I was receiving along the way. I ran through the degrassi doors and stopped to catch my breathe.

I looked down at my watch... 17 minutes late. He is going to kill me... KC was so mad the last time I was late; he even shoved me hard enough that I fell down. He made me promise to never be late after his football games again, and I just stood their dumbfounded from just being pushed to the ground.

And now I was late yet again. I tried not to worry and reminded myself that worrying got me nowhere...

But when I arrived to the football field I saw him standing by the bleachers with his arms crossed over his chest and an angry pout covering his face.

He saw me quickly and stormed up, only to grab me by my wrist hard..

"Well?" KC said looking blankly in my eyes. I flinched not only at his tone but because his grip on my wrists was hurting so bad.

"I'm sorry I'm late again." I said while staring at the ground, trying to avoid his gaze.

"What's the point of us being together Clare if you are not going to be here to support me! God, your so useless sometimes!" He dropped one of my wrists and used his hand to force me to look at him.

"Where were you?" He spat at me.

"The yearbook meeting got out a little late..." I lied. He would freak out if I had told him the truth.

The truth was that I was with Eli in the library. We were suppose to be working on our English project, but how could I do that when their were a pair of beautiful green eyes burning a whole in the back of your head? I liked Eli. A lot. And if I wasn't dating KC, I would be hanging out with Eli 24/7. KC hated him for some odd reason, (probably because KC saw the way I looked at Eli) but for whatever real reason it was, he never let me and Eli hang out.

"Your really stupid sometimes, Clare. You just lied straight to my face and you think that I'd believ- you know what? Just go." my eyes were filled with tears and I ran off into the parking lot of Degrassi. I sat on the front steps of the school and just cried.

I wanted nothing more than to just end it with KC, but I was to scared to break it off. He had problems and I feared he would hurt me somehow.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see a pair of green eyes... Eli...

He sat down beside me and brought his hand up to wipe few tears away. I smiled at him weakly and he brought me into a tight embrace.

"What are you still doing h-here?" I sobbed.

"When you sprinted out of the library, I got worried. I tried to find you and I figured you were still here. And to be honest, I couldn't stop thinking about you. Are you okay?"

Obviously, I was not okay. But when I felt his arms tighten around my waist more, I couldn't help but forget everything that had happened with KC.

"I am now," I said while smiling a little, "I just don't know what to do about KC anymore. He said that I was useless and that I was really stupid."

Eli let go of my waist and lifted my face up to look at his eyes. He bent down and was only centimeters from my face. My breathing stopped and I felt his mint breathe hit my face as he spoke.

"Clare," he sighed, "You are not useless. You're incredible. And you're not stupid. He is stupid for even thinking up those words. You are absolutely amazing."

He brought my hand in his and interlaced them. He smirked at my blush. He knew how to make me feel better in only seconds.

"I love when you blush." He whispered in my ear.

"I love how you make me feel beautiful." I responded with a giggle.

"You are beautiful." he said so low, I could barely hear it.

We sat their for a long time, not saying anything. An hour probably had passed when we finally did speak.

"Can I walk you home? Morty broke down last night." He said.

I nodded in response and we got up and left. Not once letting go of our interlaced hands.

But according to him, I'm beautiful, incredible; he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite; I don't feel like stopping it. Baby tell me what I got to loose? He's into me for everything I'm NOT according to you.

So scared! How was it? Tell me if you want more? Review please :)