"Behind This Mask"
-aniRtak17
No one knows what's inside
And what's behind this mask
It's hard to hide
'Cuz many people ask
So this is the way I'll say it
'Cuz I don't know in other way
And this is the way I can express it
'Cuz this is my only way
Every night these eyes are heavy
I don't know why there's a river flowing
Whenever this feeling is heavy
It flows like no stopping
Those bliss moments evoke in my head
And I know it's hard to bring that back
That's why I only dream and lie on bed
To mend this hearts' cracked
I turned my heart like ice cold
And as hard as a diamond rock
For what's inside of me can't be hold
'Cuz now it's full of block
I don't take sides between them
Instead I tried to understand their point
Me trying to understand them
Pushed me to he hardest point
Don't want them to see
This river flowing
Might mean the soft side of me
But they don't stop knowing
I'm trying to hide this
Softer side of me
'Cuz all I want them to see was this
Braver side of me
In future, I want to bring back
Those bliss moments
And never to hold back
Those tragically events
I'll strive hard for them
And also for myself
My inspiration is them
Without them I can't do it by myself
Some supported me in the track I've chosen
So I'm happy and thankful
Some are not so open
So got to prove myself really careful
I want to finish this track
Want to prove other's wrong
And without holding back
Successful path will not be so long
