"Behind This Mask"

-aniRtak17

No one knows what's inside

And what's behind this mask

It's hard to hide

'Cuz many people ask

So this is the way I'll say it

'Cuz I don't know in other way

And this is the way I can express it

'Cuz this is my only way

Every night these eyes are heavy

I don't know why there's a river flowing

Whenever this feeling is heavy

It flows like no stopping

Those bliss moments evoke in my head

And I know it's hard to bring that back

That's why I only dream and lie on bed

To mend this hearts' cracked

I turned my heart like ice cold

And as hard as a diamond rock

For what's inside of me can't be hold

'Cuz now it's full of block

I don't take sides between them

Instead I tried to understand their point

Me trying to understand them

Pushed me to he hardest point

Don't want them to see

This river flowing

Might mean the soft side of me

But they don't stop knowing

I'm trying to hide this

Softer side of me

'Cuz all I want them to see was this

Braver side of me

In future, I want to bring back

Those bliss moments

And never to hold back

Those tragically events

I'll strive hard for them

And also for myself

My inspiration is them

Without them I can't do it by myself

Some supported me in the track I've chosen

So I'm happy and thankful

Some are not so open

So got to prove myself really careful

I want to finish this track

Want to prove other's wrong

And without holding back

Successful path will not be so long