Graces point of veiw ... in the bath tub

"No No No No "he was shouting as I was pulling him towards the Bath tub.

Full off steaming hot water that would look tempting to anyone but him

"I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry" I was saying over and over again. He tried to fight against me but I didn't let him.

He was screaming and the pain on his face broke my heart I wanted to get him out of the bathroom but I had to get him into the water.

He grabbed onto the door frame and held on tight. My knees were getting week I just couldn't look at him in so much pain, he was so scared. With one last use of my strength I pulled and his hands slipped free of the door frame.

"Please" He whispered

"I'm sorry I don't know what else to do I'm sorry" I kept saying and with one last push I got him into the water. He hit his head on the wall and I winced.

He stayed there frozen in the water; I cradled his head in my arms and didn't stop whispering "I'm so sorry"

"Get me out" he whispered so quiet I almost couldn't hear, "Please get me out" it broke my heart.

"Please "He said again.

"I'm so sorry stay here I'll get you a towel and turn the thermostat up" I ran out the bathroom and turned the heat up. I grabbed a load of towels from the newly washed pile on the bed. Oh god I cant believe I did that. How will he ever forgive me.

"Grace" I heard him whisper even quieter this time as I ran into the bathroom skidding on the wet floor. When I got back he was cradling his rist to his chest.

I reached toward the plug and I heard a gurgle as the water slipped away down into the drain. Sam just stayed there paralyzed with memories and fear.

"Sam you have to try and get out, I can't get you out without help" He stayed there still not moving he was staring at the wall his eyes enclosed in fear. So I lay a towel over him.

"Sam you can get out now, I'm sorry I didn't know what else to do" I took his hand and stood up from my kneeling position.

He got up slowly faltering, he looked so scared and hurt.

He managed to get out he held onto me like it was the only thing keeping him in the realm of consciousness. I put my arm around him and didn't stop whispering how sorry I was and please forgive me.

He still wasn't talking. We went into one of the bedrooms and he collapsed onto the bed pulling me down with me.

"Thank you" he whispered his voice getting stronger.

"Why" I didn't understand why he was saying thank you, I mean I had pushed him into his worst nightmare. Bringing back all the memories he had tries to drown out all his life.

"You stopped me from being with out you in the wolf world "he said and he didn't sound angry at all but he still was shaky and his eyes looked like he was still remembering.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me I didn't know what else to do I'm sorry"

"I love you and I'm sort of glad you did because at least I can still be here with you"

My heart began to relax, it didn't look there was hurt to come.

"You don't think..., what I mean is you're not afraid of me"

"Why would I be, I love you and I'm sorry"

The End