A/N. So,I know I said,my focus is on my other story "Just Dance", but I had to do nothing at school that day and this came out. And MAYBE I was a little down ;)

"What if I would fall?

Would she catch me?

Would she hold me in her arms?

Would she stick by my side?

What if I would just let go?

Would she let me?

What if I would disappear?

Would she look for me?

What if I would say "I love you"?

Would she ever say it back and mean it like I do?

What if I would kiss her?

Would she kiss me back with the same love and passion?

What if I run away from her?

Would she chase after me?"

All this questions were written down on an once white sheet of paper.

At the end of this "letter", Mitchie wrote "Mikayla".

Mikayla, her best friend since they were seven.

Mikayla, who has always been there for her.

Mikayla, the girl Mitchie fell in love with.

She hated herself for that.

The black-haired beauty was constantly on her mind.

Mitchie declared her love for her in almost all of her songs,but Mikayla never noticed.

Why would she? She was straight.

So was Mitchie, but that changed since she started to see her through new eyes.

How her long hair fell down her shoulders like a cascade.

How beautiful her eyes were.

How she smiled when they were together.

And Mitchie loved it when they hugged. She felt always safe with her.

But Mitchie started to avoid it lately because she couldn't handle this feeling anymore.

She couldn't be anymore with her.

She was too afraid to tell her best friend how badly she was in love with her.

Now the paper was carefully folded on her nightstand and she was lying on her bed, thinking about memories the two of them shared. Tears rolled down her cheeks as more and more memories came back to her mind.

In her right hand, there was an almost empty bottle of pills and in her left hand an empty bottle of Whiskey. Cuts were running down her bare arms and wrists,steadily bleeding.

That was it.

Now she had asked too many questions. She has gone too far behind enemy lines. And the day of payback has finally arrived.

Her dark brown eyes, which once were so full of hope and lust of life, now were taken over with guilt, shame and concern.

She closed her eyes and drifted off to an everlasting sleep with a slight hope that one day the love of her life would wake her up and everything is alright.

A/N: So that was it! What do you think?Leave your thoughts :)