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Title: Uncertainty
Rating: K
Spoilers: None
Warnings: None
Main Parings: GSR
Minor Parings: None
Uncertainty
Grissom walks inside of the town house he shared with his wife Sara, of six months. He looks toward the couch and smiles at his sleeping wife. He still couldn't believe that he was not only married but it was to the only women he ever loved with his whole heart. He shuts the door, puts his keys on the table by the door and his briefcase on the floor on the other side, hangs his jacket on the hanger and quietly walks over to her, lately she had been leaving shift on time which was something she hardly does and then she goes right to sleep.
Grissom made it to the couch when Sara stirred and opened her eyes, he smiles at her apologetically and said. "Sorry if I woke you."
Sara shook her head, while yawning and stretching then said. "It's ok." Then she sits up.
He sits down next to her, looks at her and said. "You have been sleeping a lot lately, you ok?" Sara looks at him for a minute then looks down at her hands. Grissom raised an eyebrow, scoots closer puts his hands on hers and asked. "What's the matter?"
She knew she had to tell him soon and what better time than now. She took a breath, looked into her husband's concerned blue eyes and said. "I'm Pregnant."
Grissom mouth goes dry and his heart sped up and asked surprised. "Pre…Pregnant? You sure?"
Sara nodded and before she could continue he talks again. "How long have you known?"
Sara clears her throat tucks a piece of hair behind her ear and said. "Two weeks."
Grissom nods while removing his hand and said. "I see, you have known for two weeks and your just now telling me?"
Sara wasn't sure about the tone of his voice but pushed past her own fear and continued.
"I am sorry Grissom, I just didn't know how tell you or how you would react we never talked about kids before and this is all a surprise to me too. I just have been trying to process this all myself." Grissom nodded again, looked away and they sat in silence. Sara looked down at her hands again then after a few more minutes, she looks back at him and said. "What are you thinking?"
He runs his hands through his short hair and said. "I just need some more time to think alright?" Sara nodded, he stands up, she looks at him scared but he gives her a little smile, leans down and kisses her on the head then pulls back and said. "I am just going to get some air." Sara nods again.
He heads toward to the front door, grabs his jacket and walks out of the town house. When the door shut Sara tries to calm her racing heart and tried to keep her tears at bay but it only lasted a second. She brings her knees up to her chest and lays her head down on her knees and sobs a little.
A few minutes later she hears the sound of their dog Hank coming up to the living room then felt him lick her hand. She lefts her head up and looks over at Hank, seeing him have a sad look on his face. She puts her hand on the top of his head, pets him then scratches him behind the ears and said. "It's ok boy. Daddy is just getting some air."
She knew he wouldn't ever leave her, he just needed a little time to himself, she just wished he would talk to her about what he is feeling. They may have been a couple for 2 years and married six months but he still found it hard to communicate with her. Sara sighed and Hank puts his chin on the couch cushion while Sara kept petting and talking to him.
After two hours and he still wasn't back yet, Sara thought it would be a good chance to take Hank out and go searching for him. She gets Hanks attention and when she got his leash he was already standing next to her. She smiles, puts his leash on and grabbed her jacket then they headed out the door. When they finally made it to the dog park she sees Grissom sitting on the bench.
She smiles a weak smile when Hank started pulling her toward Grissom then she chuckles a little trying to unhook the leash but couldn't because he kept pulling, finally she stopped her feet and said. "Hank sit." Hank sat but his tail was wagging really fast. She finally unhooked the leash and Hank was off with his tongue sticking out, while she was walking her regular pace trying to compose herself before she started the conversation again.
She gets to the bench and asked. "Can I sit?" He nods while watching Hank run around getting the energy out of him. She sat down next to him.
After a few minutes he sighs then speaks. "Sara when I left it wasn't because you told me you were pregnant, part of me was a little exited but the other part was… is terrified."
Sara watches Hank being played with by a few kids and when she knew everything was ok she looked at Grissom, puts her hand on his and replied. "You don't think I am terrified? Because I am, a lot. I never thought I was the motherly type. I didn't really have a good role model, I mean look at my childhood."
She sighed, he squeezed her hand, turns to her, puts his free hand on her cheek and said. "Sara you would be a great mother. I have every faith in you, any child will be lucky to have you as their mother."
Tears were forming in her eyes but she didn't let them put yet. She shook her head and said. "What about you? Why have little faith in yourself? I know you would be a great father."
He sighed, shook his head and said. "I don't see how, I mean first off look at me I am older than most people who are first time fathers, what will he or she think of that?" He bends his head down.
She puts a hand on his cheek, brings his head back up to look at her and she said with the most sincerity in her heart. "He or She is going to love you because your going to be there for them, take care of them, make them feel good when they are sick or hurt, help them out with any problem they have, teach them anything and everything you know and most importantly you are going to love them so your age isn't going to matter to them. If it doesn't bother me then it won't to them because they will be a part of me and I am crazy about you." She smiles at the last part with tears finally going down her cheek.
He wipes her tears away, gives her that crooked smile she loves and said. "You really think I am going to be ok?"
"Absolutely, I don't doubt it so you shouldn't either."
He wipes the reaming tears away, leans toward her and pecks her on the lips then pulls back, puts his forehead on hers and whispers. "And you shouldn't doubt yourself you are gong to be an amazing mother and thank you for making me a father."
She pulls back from his forehead, looks right into his eyes and asked. "You mean that? Your ok about it?"
He smiles that smile she loves again, puts his hand back on her cheek and said. "Yes, like you said at home this is a surprise but one I am very thankful for and happy about. I thought marrying you is the best dream that could come true but you having my baby is a better dream coming true. I love you." She smiles her gap tooth smile leans toward him and kisses him.
After a few seconds she pulls back and while he was trying to catch his breath she speaks. "I love you too and I couldn't think of a better man to be the father of my child."
She sees his eyes light up and he moves his hand from her cheek, looks into her eyes asking for permission and she nods, he smiles and puts his hand on her stomach, looks down then back into her brown eyes and replied. "Our child."
She puts one hand over his then the other one on his cheek to wipe a stray tear away, smiles and responded. "Yes our child."
They lean toward each other, peck each other on the lips again, pull back and put their foreheads together for a few minutes then they look over the park and sees Hank running toward them. They look back at each other and Grissom says. "Speaking of children we better get our big boy home." Sara chuckles a little and nods then they stood up.
She hands the dog leash to her husband and when Hank was sitting in front of him, he bends down and clips the leash on him, stands up straight, looks at his wife, holds out his hand and she puts her fingers through his.
He tugs on her hand to bring her closer and when she is, he kisses on the forehead then they head back to the town house both happy that their little family is growing. They may still have some lingering doubts but they both knew they would be fine with each other by their sides.
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