Okay, so heres the deal.
The other day I read a story called Dear Chad. It was a one-shot about a letter Tawni wrote Chad after she committed suicide because of him. I decided I wanted to expand on it. But when I went back to find the author and ask their permission, I couldnt find the story!
So if you are reading this story and you wrote that story, I assure you I am not trying to steal your idea! If you did write that story, please PM me so I may give you credit! :) Thanks
P.S. I wrote a story originally called "Meet My Darker Side" but I was only one chapter into it and couldn't think of the rest! So I deleted it...sorry if it was on your favorites. :(
Okay, Here it is! I will warn you, this story is a little depressing and a teensy bit OOC, but I will try to keep it in character.
Prologue:
CHAD POV
This was a very depressing way to start a week. I was sitting in a church, surrounded by people in black. I didn't know most of these people. I knew the Randoms, and I knew Ms. Munroe, but that was about all. I looked over at Tawni. I don't think I have ever seen her so upset. She was wearing no traces of makeup, probably because she knew she would cry it off anyway. She looked at a poster of memorabilia, full of pictures from So Random! She began to cry, Nico put his arm around her and she cried into his shoulder. Nico looked over at me and gave me one nod, and looked away.
I began to walk toward the front of the church, where I was stopped by Connie.
"Hi Chad, how are you doing?"
I choked a little on my reply.
"I'm doing okay, how about you?"
Her eyes began to water, "I'll be okay." I nodded and looked down at my feet.
"Chad." I looked up. "I know she may not have said it, but no matter what you did, she loved you. Very much." And with that, she walked to an older looking women, probably her mom.
I closed my eyes to block the tears that threatened to spill. The truth was, Sonny Munroe did love me. But I did not deserve that love. I was the reason that I was attending this black event. I put my hands in my pocket only to feel 2 crumpled up pieces of paper. I took them out slowly.
One was a letter from Tawni, blaming me for everything.
The other was the proof. Sonny's suicide note.
Sonny had written 2 notes, one for Tawni, which was left on her dressing room vanity.
Another for me, shoved under the door of my dressing room. I remember that day like it was yesterday. But in reality, it was a week ago.
I walked to the front of the church to a small brown coffin. Inside sat the most beautiful girl I had ever laid eyes on. Her pale skin, Her closed eyes, forever silenced.
I would never again see those big brown eyes, or see the shining flow of her pretty brown hair, or hear her perky voice. And it was all my fault.
As I began to cry, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked over to find Grady standing beside me, along with Nico and Zora. Tawni came around and hugged me. Finally, what Sonny had always wanted, and she would never be able to see it.
Prologue BAM! Again, if you are the author of DEAR CHAD and are currently reading this, PM ME NOWWWW! :) Thank you and REVIEW! ;)
